Lestat:
Hi, my old friend. I'm sorta confused about my feelings right now, and I know that I can always come to you when I'm feeling this way. My life is spinning so...that I can hardly breathe.
I so desperately want to be excited about graduation...about this next chapter of my life and what that means, but I can't shake the sadness. Seeing Loden again after all these many months should have awaken something inside, yet I still feel a terrible numbness. I fear, Lestat, that the world outside my four walls is just too dark.
Something has to change...
~ Chloe