-Summer-
The view is just breathtaking. First time that she is in a luxurious cruise ship in the middle of El Nido Palawan. Oh diba? sinaktan. Nag move on. Nag feeling rich.
She roam her eyes. Every guest aura shout how wealthy they are. The cruise ship wedding of Erin is just too magical. Super ganda na nakakainggit.
She sat silently on one side. She avoid looking in front where Izekaia standing handsomely beside the groom. She can feel his eyes staring at her often but she ignored it pretending she doesn't mind. Lahat ng guest na di pa gustong umuwi ay may suite sa cruise ship. At dahil minsan lang ito sa buhay niya ay pinili muna niyang manatili. She needs a breather, because she work hard to divert her attention so that she wouldn't be engulf in sadness.
She just cried after Izekaia left and she pretended that everything is alright but she knew she isn't a good actress. Kate keep asking if she is alright. Kahell and Pierre is out of the country. Kahell called her but she pretended to be alright. Ayaw na niyang mag bukas ng facebook baka alam na ng buong Pilipinas na break na sila ni Kai baka ma heart attack lang siya doon. Social media became a toxic place already. Lahat ng tao opinionated na kahit nakasakit na sila ng ibang tao. Naniniwala kasi siya na if you have nothing nice to say you better shut up! Kaya ayaw niya ma toxic nag e-english ako.
Lumabas siya sa suit niya at gusto niyang magpahangin ng sariwang hangin. Everybody was enjoying outside. Wearing a long spaghetti strap dress and a flip flop a cold night breeze soothe her face and body. Dito niya naisipan pumunta sa may swimming pool. Tahimik kasi ang side na ito sa cruise ship kasi wala atang naka isip na dito magliwaliw.
Humiga siya sa recliner and watch the star in the night. It glimmers brightly and beautifully in the sky. She was lost on her thoughts when someone spoke.
"Hi...." medyo nagulat siya.
Hindi masyadong maliwanag ang ang ilaw at nakakatulong ang maliwanag na buwan para kilalanin niya kung sino ang mga ito. It was the beautiful doctor Adi Rodriguez and Carizza.
"Sorry if we disturb you Summer" Adi Rodriguez said.
Umayos siya ng upo.
"Okay lang naman" she smiled. She is uneasy because it is the first time that Adi Rodriguez talk to her. She had a face that could intimidate a crown you know. Carizza is the opposite she is charming, beautiful, carefree woman.
The two girls settle their self near to her and to her surprise they brought a liquor.
"Okay lang sa mga asawa niyo?" takang tanong niya ng inilapag nito sa isang table na katabi nila ang what the fuck Emperador?
"Gulat ka no?Kasi Empe dala namin di mamahaling wine. Pasosyal lang kasi ang mga yun dito tayo sa Empe para sa totoong tagumpay" Carizza said grinning.
"Don't mind her, Sa sinapupunan pa lang iyan baliw na kaya reinforcement na lang iyang nakikita mo" Adi wave her hand dismissively.
"Ay gravedad si Doc. Teka ayaw mo Summer sa Empe? Ayaw mo sa totoong tagumpay? Okay diyan muna kayo may hahanapin ako" biglang tumayo ito.
Adi look at her.
"Saan ka pupunta? Anong hahanapin mo?" she even creased her forehead.
"Di ata bet ni Summer ang totoong tagumpay, maghanap ako ng bearbrand baka kasi may micro nutrients deficiency siya " from what she siya napatawa siya at napa face palm si Adi.
"See? I don't know how my cousin live a day with her thinking na sinalo din nun ang pagpasabog ng Diyos ng kalokohan" Adi said hopelessly.
She can't believe this that this two women are just so down to earth.
After a while nagsimula na silang uminom. The wine felt hot and bitter on her throat kaya di maipinta ang mukha niya.
They didn't reach yet the one fourth level of the bottle gusto ng sumuko ang sikmura nilang tatlo.
"I can't just stand this when I am not broken hearted" bulol na si Carizza.
"Bhe, you better call chiD she is the drunkard master" Adi blurted out sobra ng pula ang mukha ng dalawa at she guess pati na rin siya.
"Ano ka ba bhe, buntis yun ano gawin natin lasenggo ang inaanak natin? Ikaw talaga bhe minsan iniisip ko doktor ka ba talaga!" isang said with a glare to Adi.
"Close kayo?" she interrupted them.
"High school buddies and unfortunately I don't have a choice. Yes!" Adi said.
"Yes! unfortunately din pinagtyagaan namin siya" turo ni Carizza kay Adi.
The chat continue and she learn a lot about them and the more she admired their personality. They are one of a kind person at naiinggit siya na wala siyang mga kaibigan na katulad sa meron sila sa isa't isa.
Adi is half asleep already. She is trying hard not to fall down in half sleep state. Carizza and her are in the same state peru dalawa na ang paningin niya pag naging apat na ito alam niya di a siya makatayo.
"Summer...he ...he...loves...youu" Adi said and fall down again in the table but she tried to wake up and talk to her but her words became incoherent already.
"Lhasing na..."Carizza said naiiling iling pa ito parang disappointed di ba nito alam bulol na siya halos magsalita?
"Summer...mahal na...mahal kha ni Kai. Isa siya sa mga thaong nakilala kung shuper bait. Mas lagi niyang...piphiliin ang mahalaga sha kanya kaysha sarili niya." Carizza said.
"Di ba ako ganun kahalaga sa kanya?" putcha! naiiyak ako kung sumabog at magwala.
"Maybe you are too important to him that he choose to suffer everyday without you than letting you suffer with his responsibilities in his family" A male voice came in. Di niya ito kilala.
"That's bullshit!" di niya mapigilan ang sarili for the past days pinilit niyang di magalit sa mga nangyayari peru hindi eh.Pinilit niyang umintindi peru di na kaya eh. Nasasaktan siya. Nagagalit siya. Bakit? Bakit siya na lang lagi!
"You have to understand him Summer" the guy said with a low voice.
"I did! I am...but I am still hurting! I am breaking!" napatayo na siya at napataas na ang boses niya then her tears fell like a waterfalls.
"Masakit...kasi pinaramdam niya sa akin paano niya ako mahalin at alagaan peru pipiliin pala niyang iwan ako! Tangina?!" she said while she started to walk near to the man who talk to her.
"Oo nga naman masakit iyon" Carizza blurted out trying to balance herself not to fall on the floor.
"What the fuck! Love?!" boses iyon ni Rivas at napatakbo sa asawa nito.
"Summer...I.." sabi nung lalaki.
"Don't Summer me! I don't know you..." dinuro niya ang lalaki and she glared at him.
"My Baby doctor?! What the hell?!" Eldea rush to her wife who's head is on the table.
"I am leaving..." paalam niya sa mga ito.
"Why don't you fight your relationship instead of letting of him go?" the guy said.
"Daniel?!!!!" Eldea and Rivas voice echoed.
Napanting ang taenga niya sa narinig.
"Fighting for him?! Gago ka!Sinuko na ako?! How can I fight for a person who choose to let go of me too. He decided it already! Ano bang ipinaglaban mo ha?! Pakyu! iniwan ako?! Di ako nang-iwan! masakit yun! Sobrang sakit! peru tiniis ko. Ayaw ko din siya mamili sa akin at sa responsibilidad niya?! Kasi si Saint iyon eh. Alam kung alam niya ang mas nakakabuti sa kanya." she made a long speech while crying na di niya nalamalayan na may mga tao na palang nandun maliban sa kanila.
She run away without realizing where she was going. She is crying she heard them calling her name but the next thing did was scream because her body was falling and drop in a cold water.
Tangina tumakbo ako straight sa diving board sa dagat.
Di naman umaandar ang cruise ship.
Hinayaan lang muna niyang lumubog ang katawan niya sa dagat at lumangoy na siya paitaas. Di pa nga niya naabut ang ibabaw someone pull her.
Napasingap siya ng hangin.
"Hey! Summer are you Okay?" tanong nito. It was Flynn. Fuck. Nakakahiya ako.
"Yeah...I can swim don't worry" sabi niya rito.
"Oh! Akala ko pa naman...."
"But I'm drunk I felt dizzy" kumapit siya rito ng mahilo hilo na naman siya.
"Shit...!" usal nito.
Pumikit pikit siya. Then someone grab her body and put it on a lifeboat.
"I'm sorry..." usal niya at tingin niya masusuka siya kaya sumuka siya ng sumuka sa dagat buti nakasampa na si Flynn.
Bumukas ang isang bahagi ng cruise ship at doon pumasok ang lifeboat. It was connected to a swimming pool kaya doon sila pumasok pabalik sa loob.
Someone handed them towel. Inaalayan siya ni Flynn na makatayo ng maayos and the another crew.
"Alam mo bang ikamatay niya pag may mangyari sa'yo" she heard Flynn said but she choose to ignore him.
Umakyat sila sa isang hagdanan at ng bumukas ang isang pinto bumalik sila kung saan sila kanina. There she saw Kai furious face he had Silver and Quell holding him because he is ready to attack the guy.
While the guy seems very cool.
"Oh my God! are you both okay?" Erin worried expression rushed at them.
"Summer need it man. Trust me!" and the guy walk coolly away from them.
Then like a shining armor Pierre came in and rush to her. Hugging her tight.
"Are you okay? God?! I'm so worried baby" Pierre said.
She didn't move her eyes fix on Kai's expression from furious and mad it turn to be hurt and painful then the next thing he did torn her heart again into pieces.
He walk away.