*trigger warning*
Colby's p.o.v
I stared at my ceiling. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I feel like shit, I haven't been sleeping I'm just a mess. The guys can tell somethings wrong. I haven't been really active on YouTube or social media. I use the same excuse every time. I'm just taking a break. I jumped a little when I heard someone knock on my door. "Yeah?" I asked. "Can I come in?" It was Sam. "Yeah" I said. He came in and Shut the door behind him. "So" he said. "So?" I asked. "What's wrong?" He said. "Sam I'm fine. I just I miss (y/n).." I blushed slightly. "Colby I know you like her, you always have. Why didn't you ask her out?" "I'm fucking stupid that's why" I said. "No, Colby you're not stupid" "yes I am, I didn't ask her" "you still can" "no I can't. I need to do it in person" "I understand but you should do it now. You'll feel better if you do" "I will" I smiled a little. "Good" he smiled, Corey, Devyn, Kat and I are going on a double date. See ya later" he said. "See ya" I said. He walked out and I picked up my phone. I didn't really know how to do this... Wait. What if she rejects me... Oh god. I started thinking about what I was going to say, This was hard didn't know how to word it. This would be so much easier in person. I just gave up, What am I suppose to say? Hey I like you, I love you, (y/n) I love you. Ugh Help me. *time skip*
I fucked up... I'm so stupid... Why did I do this? Why, just why? I cleaned myself up and made sure no one would ever find out about this. I just need to wear I hoodie for a while...
~Taylor sighing off 👻