It had been an half hour since Jenny showed up when I opened the door.
Right now,I'm sitting in my room, shocked.
If your wondering why I'm shocked, I'll tell you...
FLASHBACK
" Jenny? " I asked, so if I didn't believe what I saw.
" Hello Kayla. Oh, and happy birthday. Is Mark here? " Jenny spoke. How she spoke sounded.. So much unlike her. It almost sounded like she meant it. " And also, I want to apologise for my behavior last time we saw etch other. I wasn't fair to you.. so.. I'm sorry. " She then said and I was frozen in shock.
Jenny, Jenny just said she was sorry. Jenny, the bi*ch.
" Kayla who was it? " I heard Mark's voice ask.
" Eh.. You better get here. " I said, now over my shock.
I heard his foot steps when he walked and soon he was behind me.
" Jenny..? " He also asked, as if too didn't believe that she was standing there.
" Hi, Mark. I want to talk to you. " She said, still in her nice tone.
Mark nodded and let her in.
A few minutes later, we all where in the living room. Everyone was looking at Jenny, almost if to see if she was lying about her niceness.
" Erhm.. Okay.." Jenny started, looking uncomfortable with all of us there. " So..Mark, I was wondering.. Do you love me? "
" Eh.. Yes, yes I do. " Mark started and my heart broke, but soon healed when I heard what he said next. " But I love Kayla more. I don't love you like I once did. I'm sorry Jenny, but I want a divorce. " When he spoke those words, it was like a bomb had set of inside of Jenny.
" Her?! You like that tramp? She is just some.. You can't love her! Your supposed to be with me! " And that is what it went on like for a few minutes before she was stopped.
" HEY! Shout up crazy bi*ch! You are nothing compared to Kayla! Get the h*ll out of here! " Lola shouted and soon Kelly joined her. Surprisingly enough, Nick and Mark also joined, but they didn't use.. The same colorful words Kelly and Lola where.
END FLASHBACK
That is why I am confused. Jenny's behavior changed really fast, almost like she was bi-polar or something. Maybe she was, who knows.
So, now you know why I was confused.
After all the arguments and Jenny had left, but not before telling/screaming at me that she was going to get Mark back, I also left.
Sure, the night had been great, but I didn't want to celebrate my birthday anymore after all of that. Kelly, Nick and Lola also left after that, probably wanting to give me and Mark some alone time.
But I couldn't talk to him right then, since I felt guilty. If I hadn't gotten pregnant with his baby, then maybe he and Jenny still would be happy and still together. I can't help but to feel like it was my foult that they are not together. I know that the reason they split up was because Jenny cheated on Mark, but still.. I can't help it, I believe it's my foult.
I feel like my father. When he left us for another woman, me and mom where devastated. So, I know what Jenny feel like right now.
I never thought I'd be like my father, I promised that I'd never break up a marriage, to be the other woman, but right now, I am the other woman with a plus: a baby too.
You may think I'm overextending, but I'm really not. Knowing your father left you and don't care about you because of another woman and then do the exact same thing to another person isn't so great.
Anyway, after my shock passed, I got dressed in my PJ. It was already 21.00, so I was quite tired, like usual.
After I had gotten dressed and was all ready to get in bed, which I did, I feel asleep.
The next day was a Friday, which meant school. I was determent to go there today, and not skip just because I felt a little sick.
I got dressed and fixed my hair. After that, I ate breakfast.
When I was ready to go to school, I suddenly felt dizzy. I grabbed a hold of the wall I had been standing next to, so that I wouldn't fall over. The dizziness passed after a few seconds, so I didn't think much about it.
When Lola arrived to pick me up, I went outside and locked the door.
The school day passed faintly quickly, that is until I passed out. I was in the middle of Math when I felt dizzy again. The next thing I knew, everything went black.
"My head hurts. " I groaned out loud. What I didn't expect was to get an answer.
" Omg! Are you okay Kayla? " I heard a voice ask me. I didn't take long before I recognised it as Lola. But why was she in my room?
I opened my eyes, only too see that I was not in my room, but in a white one. That's when I remembered how I passed out. Darkness.
I looked around and saw Lola, Kelly and Nick sitting around the bed I was laying on. I noticed that Mark wasn't here.
I was wrong; Mark was there, he just had left to find a doctor. He and the doctor, Dr, Carlton, soon came in to my room.
" Hello Kayla. How are you feeling today? " Dr. Carlton asked while looking at a chart, most likely mine.
" Eh.. I feel fine now, but I felt dizzy this morning and in class right before I passed out. " I told him.
" Alright. I need to speak to you, so if your friends would please step outside. " He then said and everyone left.
" Dr. Carlton? Is my baby alright? I didn't hurt her when I passed out did I? " I asked him, afraid that my baby was hurt.
" Yes, your baby is just fine. But there is something I need to speak to you about. We took a blood test on you the other day and it was supposed to take a few weeks before the results came, but since you passed out today we maneged to get the answers earlier. It seems like you have low blood pressure. It isn't very common to pregnant woman's, but it is possible. The best thing you can do right now is to take it easy, no stress and eat salty things. You should also drink much. I'll give you a paper and it should explain everything you would need to know. There is also somethings on ti that can help you, things like to drink much and eat salty things. Here. " He said and gave me a paper.
Dr. Carlton continued to explain a few things more before leaving and I started to read the paper I had gotten.
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Low blood pressure can definitely effect pregnancy. For a woman who is pregnant, low blood pressure can lead to fainting or dizziness. While fainting or dizziness is generally not too serious of a concern, the risks involved with falling due to dizziness or fainting present a risk to a pregnant woman in that a severe fall could greatly injure her or her baby. Still, low blood pressure is not as serious of a concern for the pregnant woman as high blood pressure is. Low blood pressure during pregnancy is not as common as high blood pressure during pregnancy, either.
The most common cause for low blood pressure, both for the pregnant woman and for the person who is not pregnant, tends to be dehydration. When fluids in the body are not replaced, it drastically effects the way that blood flows within the body. In addition, the heat that often contributes to dehydration can also contribute to low blood pressure. Standing for long periods during pregnancy can also effect your blood pressure during pregnancy.
Pregnancy creates its own unique set of cause for low blood pressure as well. When you are pregnant, blood tends to pool in your legs, which makes less blood available to your brain. When you rise from a laying down or a sitting position, you can feel faint or dizzy. Low blood pressure in a pregnant woman can also lead to problems with vision.
Low blood pressure during pregnancy may or may not require medical treatment. The treatment of low blood pressure is directed toward the treatment of the underlying cause; if low blood pressure is caused by dehydration, it may be treated by a physician with intravenous fluids. If the low blood pressure is caused by pooling blood, your physician may recommend graduated compression stockings. A little extra salt may also help, but in this case you need to discuss the other risks with your health care provider.
There are some things that you can do to help lessen the risk of having low blood pressure during pregnancy. These can include:
– Make sure that you take in plenty of fluids, especially water or other clear liquids.
– When you are lying down, lay on your side, rather than on your back. Lying on your side might also help with the sciatic nerve pain or lower back pain that often accompanies pregnancy.
– If you start to feel faint, you should immediately sit down. Put your head lower than your body until you no longer feel faint.
– When getting up from the sitting position, take it slowly. Often you can’t help but do this, especially in later pregnancy.
– Engage in an exercise routine regularly. Research shows that regular exercise helps keep blood pressure normal. Keep up with the exercise regimen that your health care provider recommends.
That was what it said.
I was worried for my baby, so I now had to be care full. That included: No more stress, which means no Jenny and most likely staying home from school.
This was going to be boring. All I had to do then was to sleep.. Sometimes with Mark.
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I am sorry about this crappy chapter!! I didn't know how to write it, cuz I needed all that long explanation in it and it all went..blah.
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