Demi's P.O.V
I knew that Scarlett was right but I couldn't admit that to her so I let her walk out. There's only a few shows left on this leg of the tour then I wont see her as much.
I laid on my bed for about an hour until I got a notification from twitter. It was letting me know Scarlett had tweeted, I know I probably should stop it but I can't. I unlocked my phone and went to twitter.
@SRAutumn Fans come and go but the real ones support you no matter what. I love MY roses #truefans
I smiled and decided to tweet.
@ddlovato Some people are more ready then others, you can't blame them if they aren't ready.
I got another notification
@SRAutumn Decided to upload a new cover for y'all, sorry I get a bit emotional in it #feelingssuck
There was a link there so I clicked it to see what song she done. She started playing the guitar and I noticed the song straight away, I mean why wouldn't i, it's my song she's singing.
~Pictures in my pocket
Are faded from the washer
I can barely just make out your face
Food you saved for later
In my refrigerator
It's been too long since later never came
I know
One day eventually
Yeah, I know
One day I'll have to let it all go
But I keep it just in case
Yeah, I keep it just in case
In case
You don't find what you're looking for
In case
You're missing what you had before
In case
You change your mind, I'll be waiting here
In case
You just want to come home
By now you could see the tears forming.
Strong enough to leave you
But weak enough to need you
Cared enough to let you walk away
I took that dirty jacket
From the trash right where you left it
'Cause I couldn't stand to see it go to waste
I know
One day eventually
Yeah, I know
One day I'll have to let it all go
But I keep it just in case
Yeah, I keep it just in case
In case
You don't find what you're looking for
In case
You're missing what you had before
In case
You change your mind, I'll be waiting here
In case
You just want to come home
In case
You're looking in that mirror one day
And miss my arms
How they wrapped around your waist
I say that you can love me again
Even if it isn't the case
You could see the tears falling down her cheeks, you could hear how much she was hurting.
Ohhh
You don't find what you're looking for
Ohhh
You're missing my love
You don't find what you're looking for
In case
You're missing what you had before
In case
You change your mind, I'll be waiting here
In case
You just want to come home
In case
Yeah, ooooo
Then video ended and I felt tears fall down my cheeks.
3 DAYS LATER
Demi's P.O.V
It's the last day on tour, everyone was happy but sad at the same time it's a bittersweet feeling, Scarlett and I haven't talked since the day I told her I didn't want to fall in love with her. She's been out drinking every night even if Justin, Jesy or Camila didn't go.
I found out from Justin that Jesy and Scarlett are pretending to date to make me jealous and it was working, even tho I know it's not real I can't help but be jealous because Jesy is the one that gets Scarlett in her arms and not me.
I decided I was going to put them on the spot so I've organised a game of truth or dare and Justin was in on it.
We are all sitting in a circle on the floor of my dressing room and it was my turn to pick truth or dare.
"Dare" I said to Justin, he thought for a minute
"I dare you to strip down to your underwear and stay like that until the game has finished" Justin said
"Okay" I said standing up taking my clothes off then sat back down.
"Your turn cam" I said
"Truth" she said
"If you had to kiss one person in this room who would it be" I asked
"Justin" she replied while blushing
"Okay Scarlett your turn" Camila said to her
"Truth" Scarlett smiled
"Is it true that you and Jesy are dating" she asked
Everyone looked at them and Scarlett looked at Jesy
"Yes" she smiled
Everyone Aww'd well everyone except me.
"Your turn Justin" Scarlett said
"Dare" he replied
"I dare you to run in stage in your underwear when Demi is singing her last song" Scarlett said
"Okay" he agreed
Justin looked at me and I slightly nodded.
"Jesy your turn" Justin yelled
She thought about it for a minute.
"Dare" she smiled
Perfect
"I dare you to make out with Scarlett" Justin said
Scarlett glared at Justin then looked at Jesy.
Jesy shrugged her shoulders and pulled Scarlett onto her lap so she was getting straddled then she put her hands either side of Scarlett's face and connected her lips with Scarlett's.
Justin looked at me so I gave him a fake smile trying to hold the tears back.
"I've gotta go to sound check see you later" I said getting up while the girls were still kissing. I grabbed my clothes and walked out closing the door behind me. I put my clothes back on before heading to the stage.
I was half way through my sound check when Jesy came on stage.
"Hey Demi I'm sorry about before" she said
"It's fine Scarlett and I are over, you's can do whatever you want seen tho you's are officially a thing" I replied
She looked at me so I have her a small smile.
"You sure" she asked
"I'm positive, just make her happy she deserves it" I replied
Jesy nodded them walked off so I finished my sound check.
Jesy's P.O.V
I pulled away from Scarlett and whispered sorry then I realised Demi wasn't there anymore. We continued playing for abit then I went to find Demi to apologise. After speaking with Demi I felt bad for Scarlett knowing Demi doesn't care that we are "a couple" I went to Scarlett's dressing room to find her writing.
"Hey scar" I said while joining her on the couch
"Did you talk to Demi" she asked
"Yeah, she seems fine with us" I replied
"Didn't think she would care" she answered
"I'm sorry, I thought it would work" I sighed
"Eh don't worry" she smiled
"Whatcha working on" I asked
"New song" she smiled
I nodded and took a nap.
Scarlett's P.O.V
It hurt knowing Demi didn't care but I expected her not to.
I finished writing the song and smiled at it.
I was now on stage and was up to my last song.
"Alright guys this is going to be my last song on the neon lights tour so I wanted to do something special, I've written two new songs but I'm only able to sing the one" I said the crowd screamed
"Wow you guys are so loud tonight, so anyway heres my new song it's called when you were mine" I said
~I've got a hand-me-down heart
Filled with second hand love
It's been weighing me down
So I'm selling it off
At a discounted rate
That nobody wants to pay
And all that I am
Still belongs to you
Take a look at me darling
I don't want something new
If I gave all I had
Would it have made you stay?
Would it have made you stay?
Would it have made you stay?
I'd send myself broke
Just to buy back the time
If the change in my pockets
Could change your mind
I'd send myself broke
But I don't really mind
I'm doing it all, I'm doing it all
Just so we can rewind
To when you were mine
I carry first hand hurt
In the back of my mind
Cause you loved me so fast
That I got left behind
I still watch the clock
But I know I'm just too late
I know I'm just too late
I know I'm just too late
I'd send myself broke
Just to buy back the time
If the change in my pockets
Could change your mind
I'd send myself broke
But I don't really mind
I'm doing it all, I'm doing it all
Just so we can rewind
To when you were mine~
I finished the song and stood there listening to the screams coming from the crowd. Then the music started playing and Justin walked out, I realised the music that was playing was actually the music to the song Justin and I write together
Scarlett
Woah oh
Hello, I know it's been a while
I wonder where you are
And if you think of me
Sometimes cause you're always on my mind
You know I had it rough
Tryin' to forget you but
The more that I look around
The more I realize
You're all I'm lookin' for
What makes you so beautiful
Is you don't know how beautiful you are
To me
You're not tryin' to be perfect
Nobody's perfect
But you are
To me (to me)
It's how you take my breath away
Feel the words that I don't say
I wish somehow
I could say them now
Oh, I could say them now
Yea
Justin
Just friends
The beginning or the end
How do we make sense
When we're on our own
It's like you're the other half of me
I feel incomplete
Should have known
Nothing in the world compares
To the feelings that we share
It's so not fair
What makes you so beautiful
Is you don't know how beautiful you are
To me
You're not tryin' to be perfect
Nobody's perfect
But you are
To me (to me)
It's how you take my breath away
Feel the words that I don't say
I wish somehow
I could say them now
Oh
Both
It's not you
Blame it all on me
I was running from myself
Cause I couldn't tell
How deep that we
We were gonna be
I was scared it's destiny
But it hurts like hell
Hope it's not too late
Just a twist of fate
What makes you so beautiful
Is you don't know how beautiful you are
To me
You're not tryin' to be perfect
Nobody's perfect
But you are
To me (to me)
It's how you take my breath away
Feel the words that I don't say
I wish somehow
I could say them now
Oh, I could say them now
Mmmm
Justin hugged me, I thanked the crowd for being amazing then ran off stage.
"I love the new songs" Jesy said giving me a hug
"Thanks jes" I said hugging her back
"When did you write When you were mine" Justin asked
I looked at Demi then back to Justin
"It's been in the works for the past few days but I finished it today" I smiled
"Good luck"'I said to Demi before pulling my phone my phone out going onto twitter.
@SRAutumn When you were mine will be able to buy from iTunes in a week #excited
I put my phone back in my pocket then watched Demi perform for the last time.
The music for Give your heart a break came on so Justin started stripping down to his underwear then waited a few seconds and grabbed a microphone then ran on stage singing with Demi. The crowd started going ape shit then we all decided to run on stage singing and spraying Demi with silly string.
"Everybody give it up for fifth harmony and Scarlett Autumn" Demi yelled into the microphone then gave everyone a hug except me then finished singing the song. After the song finished we all ran off stage, all of us were full of energy.
"So who's coming out tonight" Justin asked
"All of us" Demi said
"I'm not" I replied
Everyone looked at me like I was crazy.
"Why not" Justin asked
"Not in the mood" I said
"Since when aren't you in the mood to get drunk" Demi spat
I rolled my eyes and started to walk away.
"Babe" Jesy said grabbing my arm
"What" I spat turning back around, I didn't mean to snap at her like that I was just pissed off.
"Please come out" she asked
"Fine" I said rolling my eyes
"Yay, I'm going back to the hotel to get ready you coming" she asked
"You go, I've got things to do" I said kissing her cheek
She nodded then walked off, by now it was just me and Demi standing there.
"Thanks for the hug by the way" I said as I pushed past her and walked into my dressing room.
I walked in and heard the door close behind me, I turnt around and seen Demi walking towards me, before I could say anything Demi crashed her lips onto mine kissing me roughly.
"What the hell Demi" I said pushing her off me
"What" she smirked
"You know I'm with Jesy" I said annoyed
"Once a cheater always a cheater right" Demi said before crashing her lips onto mine again. I pushed her off me again with tears in my eyes.
"Fuck you Demi" I spat
"You'd like to" she smirked
"I hate you" I spat
"Not what you said a few days ago" she laughed then walked out. I slid down against the wall and started crying.
After 20 minutes I got a text.
Jesy: hey scar, you on your way yet? Everyone's waiting for you.
Scarlett: Sorry, I'll meet you's there :)
I got up and looked in the mirror trying to fix my make up. I grabbed my guitar and headed back to the hotel.
When I went back to the hotel the others were already gone so I quickly changed and headed to the club. If Demi wants to play games it's on two can play and I'll win.
When I arrived at the club I noticed Jesy and Demi on the dance floor so I went over to Jesy and gave her a hug.
"Hey babe" I said
"Hey, you finally made it everything okay babe" she asked worried
"Perfect" I said then pecked her lips
"I'll be back getting a drink" I said before walking to the bar
"Hey scar" Justin said hugging me
"Hey jay" I replied
"What can I get you sexy" the bartender asked, she was definitely the sexy one here, she had black hair that went just past her boobs, bright blue eyes and a very sexy figure.
"6 shots please" I replied with a wink
She nodded then got me 6 shots.
"You going to go help me or what" I asked Justin
"Of course" he smiled
I pushed him 3 of the shots and we downed them. I went back to the dance floor to join Jesy and Demi.
I stood behind Jesy and put my hands on her hips and started kissing her neck. Demi was dancing in front of Jesy facing me so I flashed her a smile before biting Jesy's neck then Jesy started grinding on me.
After a few hours it was only myself, Jesy, Justin, Camila and Demi
We were all sitting in the booth.
"Let's do body shots" I yelled
They all looked at Demi.
"She can be the person we use for the body shots" I suggested
We all agreed so Jesy and I went and got everything we would need then went back to our booth.
"Who's first" I asked
"Me" Justin said
Demi laid on the table so it would be easy for everyone to reach her. Everyone took their shots now it's my turn, Justin and Camila took off somewhere, probably back to the hotel you could see how much sexual tension was between them. So now it was just me Demi and Jesy. Everyone's been doing it on Demi's neck but I want to mess with Demi. I noticed she was wearing a really low cut dress.
I climbed on Demi so I was straddling her. I picked up the lime wedge and rubbed it between Demi's breast as far as I could before the dress stopped me then I sprinkled some salt on it and gave Demi the lime wedge to put in her mouth. I slowly licked and kissed the salt and lime from Demi's chest hearing her let out a small moan made me smile, I started grinding on her abit causing her to moan even more then I took my shot and sucked the lime out of her mouth, I climbed off her and sat on Jesy's lap straddling her leaving Demi lying on the table sexually frustrated. I grabbed a piece of lime and the salt, I brought the lime up to Jesy's collarbone and squeezed it letting the juice run down from her collarbone to her breast. Then I sprinkled salt where the lime was, Jesy went to put the lime in her mouth.
"You won't be needing that" I smirked
I started licking the lime and salt from her breasts and slowly made my way up to her collarbone. Once I finished getting it all off I took a shot then crashed my lips onto Jesy's. She put her hands on my hips pulling me closer as she deepened the kiss.
After our little make out sesh I got off her and seen Demi staring at us.
"Like what you see Demi" I asked winking at her
"Jesy want to dance" Demi asked smirking completely ignoring me.
Jesy looked at me as if she was asking for permission.
"Go ahead be my guest" I said smiling at her
She got up and grabbed Demi's hand.
"Try to keep your hands off my girl Demz" I winked at her
Then went to the bar and ordered two shots and downed them. I watched Jesy and Demi dancing let me tell you it was hot as fuck. I left it a little longer then decided to go over to them
"Having fun babe" I slurred
"Yeah" she smiled
"That's good but playtimes finished" I said grabbing her hand and softly pushed her against the closest wall
I started kissing her neck.
"Scarlett" Jesy said
"Yeah" I replied
"Demi's not looking you can stop now" she said
"Oh sorry" I said pulling away
I smiled at her
"You know you're an amazing kisser" Jesy said
"You enjoy my kisses" I asked
"Well duh, who wouldn't" she smiled
"I didn't know you were into girls" I said
"If every girl kisses like you then I'm questioning my sexuality" she smirked
"So you'd turn lesbian for me" I questioned raising my eyebrows
"If I'm being honest, I think I already have" she said shyly
"Good" I smiled then crashed my lips onto hers, she pulled away after a while.
"What do you mean good" she questioned
"I feel a lot better kissing you knowing you don't feel uncomfortable with it" I said
"Oh" she replied
"What's wrong" I asked
"Nothing it's stupid" she said looking down
"Hey tell me" I said lifting her chin up
"I want to be with you" she said
"You are" I said confused
"No I mean full time not just when Demi is around" she sighed
I looked at her.
"Are you sure" I asked
"I'm going with my gut feeling and it's telling me I want to be with you" she smiled
"Okay" I smiled
"Okay" she questioned
"Let's do it, but if you ever feel like you don't want this please just let me know and don't continue being with me because you don't want to hurt me, because it will hurt more if you just string me along" I said
"Scarlett will you be my girlfriend" she asked with a smile.
I kissed her passionately.
"Is that a yes" she asked
I nodded, then we went and sat down at the booth were Demi was.
"Sorry for dragging Jesy away before" I smirked
"Oh it's fine, we can just continue it later" she winked
"In your dreams maybe" I smiled "let's go babe" I said grabbing her hand we stood up and went to leave
"I've gotta pee, I'll be right back" I said before running off to the toilet.
When I came back out i felt anger run through me, I ran over to Demi and Jesy and pulled Demi away from Jesy.
"What the fuck are you doing" I yelled
"What's it look like" she smirked
"It looks like you were about to kiss my girlfriend" I said
"Oh please, I know you's are just faking it to make me jealous" she yelled
"We were" I said grabbing Jesy's hand "but now we are official" I added
Demi looked like she had just been hit by a truck but I didn't care.
"Y-You's are dating" she managed to get out without tears falling
"Yes" I said
"Okay" she replied letting a tear fall but Jesy didn't seem to notice she was to busy staring a me.
"Do you want to ride back to the hotel with us" I asked Demi annoyed
"Sure" she gave me a small smile
I gave her a smile then we went back to the hotel. When we were near mine and Jesy's room we heard moaning.
"I'm not going in there" I said laughing
"Sleep in my room" Demi said
"You only have one bed" I said
"I'll sleep on the floor" Demi replied
"No it's your room we will just wait until they have finished" I said
"Come on scar I'm tired, I'm sure the 3 of us will fit in the bed" Jesy said
"And what about something to sleep in" I asked
"I have clothes" Demi said
"Fine" I gave in
We went to Demi's room, she has a king bed.
"What do you want to wear" Demi asked us
"Sweats and a shirt please" Jesy said, Demi looked at me
"Just a big shirt please" I said
Demi nodded then went through her clothes then handed them to us. Jesy went into the bathroom so I just decided to change were I was, it didn't bother me that Demi was there.
After a few minutes Jesy came out and climbed into bed.
"You coming babe" she asked
"Not yet, I'm not tired" I said pecking her lips
"Okay night" she said
"Night" I replied
Demi climbed onto the bed so I figured I'm in the middle when I decide to goto bed.
I opened the door to the balcony and closed it behind me. The view was really pretty so I sat on one of the chairs and took in the view.