Ugh! Now he was dragging me by the wrist as I was trying to break free. We were outside where no one could see us but, I'm married. I shouldn't have these feelings.
"River stop dragging me!" I screech but he just scoffs and continues to drag me along.
He practically took me away from talking to the queen of Ireland just so I could talk to him. ITS TALKING! He did have to drag me. And EVERYONE did stare. It was quite embarrassing for me.
"Ems..." He says breathlessly when finally he sets me down on a garden bench sitting next to me. What is he going to do? What am I GOING to do?!
"I, I don't know what to say Ems..." He says breathlessly as he looks down at the ground. The ground was light dirt. It was pretty though because there were crystals here and there. It glimmered in the light.
I breath heavily and then say, "Then don't say anything!" I quickly stand up but he swiftly grabs my wrist once again making me sit down next to me. I scoff as I fold my arms and look to the side. Pouting.
"Ems..." He says slowly grabbing my chin making me look at his big blue eyes. They turned a darker shade of blue. He was sad.
"Let me kiss you." What?!?! NO! IM MARRIED! YOUR MARRIED! WERE ALL MARRIED IN THIS FUCKING WORLD!
"River, if I let you kiss me..." I say lingering at the kiss part. "Can we go our separate ways..." I say breathlessly. This really shot through my chest. It hurt. But, I'm married now. I need to give Victor a try. He deserves it.
"Alright." He mutters in a low sexy tone making me bite my lip in curiosity. It may have been two days but I still want to kiss him. I still want his big muscular arms wrapped around me. I want to see those blue eyes pierce through me, making me shiver. I want him.
He slowly leans in grabbing my cheeks. I could feel a tear stream down my cheek but quickly River wiped it away. He kisses me lightly making me smile in the kiss. I just have a feeling that this is the last kiss I will get from him. As we kiss he deepens the kiss by landing me against the bench making me want more. But, I knew this couldn't happen. He fingers with mess with my hair while I had my hands against his neck making him groan in pleasure. I'm going to miss him. I'm going to miss this. I will miss this kind of kiss. Forever. I love this man. So much. He continues to kiss me. I open my mouth to letting him entrance in my mouth. He bit my lip making me moan. This may not be the last time I see him but, this will be the last kiss. The last time we share our love.
++River's P.O.V.++
"Actually, I was wondering if I may speak to you. Outside possibly?" I say standing my ground. Ems looked shocked but she knew something like this would happen. I love this women. And I just truly want her. And only her.
"I'm sorry River but, I'm talking to the queen of Ireland." She says with sass in her tone. Man, STOP TURNING ME ON!
"Well... its very urgent." That's when the queen of Ireland looked at Emmer with a smile and walked away. Obviously Ems had to smile back in response. It was the responsible thing to do.
Once the queen of Ireland left That's when I grabbed Ems by the wrist dragging her out of the room. At first she kept back away trying to squeeze out of my grip but, I just tightened the grip.
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I finally set Ems down on the bench in the garden. It is a stunning garden. But, the one in Greece has a ocean view. Nothing can beat that.
"Ems..." I say breathlessly. I missed her presence. I missed her vanilla perfume that she would put on daily. I remember one time when I was really horny and she wasn't in the mood for any sexual contact she yelled 'Fuck off!' And sprayed her vanilla perfume directly in my face. I love that perfume.
"I, I don't know what to say Ems..." I say looking at the ground. I usually have an answer for everything. But now, I truly don't.
"Then, don't say anything!" She says quickly standing up almost walking away. But I quickly grab her wrist again making her sit down. She scoffed pouting and looking to the side with her arms folded. I loved how childish she could be.
"Ems..." I growl grabbing her chin. I just wanted to see those gorgeous hazel eyes again. They made Ems twinkle. She was a sight. She is the prettiest girl out of ANY crowd. And let me tell you, my friends think that as well. Don't ask how I know that.
"Let me kiss you." I didn't even know what was coming out of my mouth right now. What was coming out of my mouth?!
She huffs and then looks at me saying, "River, if I let you kiss me..." she says lingering at kiss. "Can we go our separate ways..." That's when I could hear my heart crack. It was either
1) kissing her and then leaving her alone.
2) kissing her without her permission.
3) Just taking her out of this fucking place and marrying her again. (Which I wish was that easy)
Or
4) Leaving her life and only seeing her when we have our child and that baby stuff.
I choose 1. It's the most accurate. Sadly.
"Alright..." I mutter under my breath until quickly grabbing her cheeks and looking directly at her face. A tear streamed down her cheek but I quickly wiped it away. Then I kissed her. This was my favorite kiss we have ever had. I love this women. I love Emmer.
****
++Emmer's P.O.V.++
"Goodbye." Victor says while I am eating and eating more and more cupcakes. These cupcakes are AMAZING! I know this isn't lady like but, I just have to eat. My baby wants it, I want it... WE ALL WANT IT! These cupcakes are heaven. Written heaven.
Finally it was just Victor and I. Everyone had left. I felt as though after River and I had kissed a bit weight had been lifted from my chest. I don't know why. There is just too much going on for me right now.
"You look stunning." Victor says as he walks towards me with pride. He had a nice smile. Those teeth were just so white it kind of hurt tot look at it. But it looked nice with his bleach blonde hair. I like his look.
"Thank you. You look handsome." I say poking his chest making him laugh. He had the most manly laugh I have heard. (But River had a sexy one) BRAIN! Stop doing this to me! It doesn't help!
"So..... where are we going for our honeymoon." Honestly, I wasn't wanting a honeymoon. I didn't feel like traveling that much. Or even traveling at all.
"Well, I would love to give you a great magnificent trip but, I personally think you have had enough traveling. You know, sometimes people need a break. So, in the near future I will make sure you have that honeymoon of yours. Most likely when you had the baby." HE READS MINDS! Im fucking scared now.
"That actually does sound nice." I say looking at him in a dorky way. We may be taking things slow but, I kind of like it.
Victor walks towards me intertwining our fingers as we just smile at each other. Why did we do this? I don't know. But it feels calming. It's like a breath of fresh air.
****
6 months later...
"River! I told you I want the gender reveal to be a surprise. And your running Greece while I'm running Germany." River and I have spoken here and there only about the baby in the last 6 months. Yes, I'm 6 months pregnant and still haven't gone to the doctor to see the babies gender. River is hoping for a baby girl but I honestly I don't know. I would be fine with either.
"Ems... I know your stubborn but just, let me come over there so I can know the gender of OUR child. And then I will be out of your way." In the last few months I haven't wanted to talk to him about anything other than the baby because... I'm scared. I don't want myself falling for a man who may not want me anymore or I won't be able to be in love with him since we are married to different people. At the end of each call my heart does still break. I'm still breaking. I'm hurt. Badly. And knowing that I'm carrying his child is even harder. I love him but I'm married to someone else. I can admit that Victor has been really kind and friendly to me but, it's not like what I have with River. And anyways, Victor is always traveling to Denmark, or some other country. I can't count how many he has been to for the past 6 months. We haven't done anything past kissing. I mean, my child isn't getting STD's. AND I just don't feel that connection yet.
"River, if you come you can't tell me the gender Alright?" I say sternly making him laugh his sexy laugh. That ever so sexy laugh...
*cough*
"I promise I won't." He says lingering every word he says. He knew that turned me on. Bastard.
"Okay, bye then." Before he could say bye I hung up on him. I breath heavily as I process what just happened. River's coming. He's actually coming.
Suddenly I notice my office door burst open to see Victor massaging his temples.
"Are you Okay?" I plead as he groans coming towards me.
"Emmer, we need to talk."
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