It's the middle of the night,
Got something on my mind.
I wish I had some way,
To drown it out.
I know you can not feel it,
From your bed room.
But my whole body aches,
When I think about you.
I miss the way you'd laugh at me,
When I woke up in tears.
I wish you'd stuck around to hold my hand,
And guide me through my years.
No matter what your told,
Or what we decide to be.
I just wish I'd been able,
To make you want me.
Every night I lie awake in grief,
From knowing that your going to hate me.
From now until the end of time,
Or at least the end of my life.
I can't help but lie awake with my thoughts,
And now I just need to go to sleep.
Maybe I'll dream of something other,
Than the way you left me.