BRIAR'S POV
" I love you . " finally I have said those words . Finally . His eyes bulged out like they have seen something he wasn't expecting to , well yeah he didn't expect me to say this . Even I didn't expected me to say anything like this to anyone . But as I have discovered this love for him , I can't deny it and there is no use of denying something I know is important to me .
I don't expect him to say them back but I feel at ease after I have said all that was heavy on my heart .
He wasn't even saying anything and that's what's irritating me . I mean its not something huge . Is it ?
" W-why ? " his voice came out which felt like after centuries . But what does he mean by WHY ?? I looked at him trying to understand him but there's no use because he looks troubled himself . Its like he didn't want me to say this or maybe he wants me to take these words back . Why will I do that ? Is he thinking I am lying ?
" I am not lying . In fact I haven't said stuffs like these to anyone " I answered feeling sad that he thought I am lying . Why will he think like that ? His face changed but I couldn't understand what does that new expression means . I just kept looking trying to figure out what's the matter .
" I didn't mean that your lying . I am asking you why do you think that your in love with me ? " he said holding on to my arms . What does that supposed to mean ? I like him - I love him and is there any specific way of telling that ? But in the movies I have seen they don't use any special technique to say this .
" umm.. I don't know , I just know that I can't live without you . And I like it when u care about me . I like it when you look at me with care and concern . I like all of you being with me . You changed my everything . I am no more scared of what will happen with me when I meet Lillie's family . I have never felt this way with anyone before . And I think this is what love is . Isn't it ? "
I said all of it what makes me think I love him . There was a wired type of emotion in his eyes but it changed into pure happiness . He engulfed me into his embrace without saying anything .
" You believe me yeah ? " I asked him even thought I don't want to .
" I believe you with all my heart . " he said before throwing me over his shoulder . I squealed but couldn't stop my self from giggling . He carried me to our room throwing me on bed and then hovered over on top me of me .
He smiled before leaning down and capturing my lips in to a soulful kiss . I kissed him back with the same intensive passion . Breaking the kiss he trailed kisses all over my neck while opening up my straps from behind and taking off my clothes in all hurry . I helped him remove his shirt with the same speed .
He thrust in me without wasting anytime . We moved in the heated passion for the whole evening before cuddling and sleeping without having dinner .
If my confessions can give me this much pleasures after words then I think I will have to confess my love for him everyday .
" Its okay leave that book here , I will buy you lots when we get back to New York . Now lets go . " Cayden pushed me softly towards the car but I wanted to stay here for longer . It felt like a dream living in here . I confessed him here , he opened up to me here . Something in me says I will not come here again .
I wish I could stay here forever .
The flight again was very tiring but at least like last time Cayden wasn't all time busy with work . He was avoiding all the business since I met that accident . I like all of this attention I am getting .
" Make me that coffee thing you make . How can you make such drinks ? " he asked me while I was standing in the kitchen of his- our plane , he said everything that relates to him is mine too .
" I learned it from the two jobs I used to do . Mr. park the owner of café used to teach me all these because he thought his son wasn't having the taste in his hands . So that's how I came to know how to make such drinks . " I replied while gathering the ingredients .
I felt his gaze on my every move but ignored it even when I felt nervous .
" Don't you have any other work ? " I asked now irritated that I am too nervous for my own good . Damn . My hands are shivering too .
He smiled somewhat knowingly .
" Why , is it making you nervous ? " he smirked . Ugh .
Is it that obvious ?
" Yes ." he replied ? DID I SAY THAT OUT LOUD ??
" Haha .. Yes " he started to laugh when my face heated up . I cant believe this .
" Go away . " I tried to pretend angry but it was getting tough because of his continues laughter . He looks more attractive when he laughs . His eyes starts to sparkle a little more and his features changes all together , I wish I could make him laugh always . Sometimes I think what I did to deserve such an awesome Man .
I waited till his laughter died and when it did he couldn't stop chuckling when ever he faced me . I wasn't irritated anymore instead I enjoyed this .
" Here . " I handed over the drink to him while the other hand was having a drink for my own . He took the drink gladly but not before smirking at me . He looks not less attractive when he smirks but I like his smiles more .
We moved towards the sitting area with the drinks in hand . He looks fresh and happy now a days . I hope he stays the same .
" What's your favorite color ? " I asked because I think I don't know many things about him . He likes Italian food and loves to play basketball . He even won many prizes but that's all I know about him .
" Black . " okayy .. That's my favorite too . But will it look like I am being too much good or trying to you know favor myself . Ugh. I don't know .
" I know Black is you favorite too . " Uh ? Did I say that out loud too ? No I didn't . I don't think so .
" Haha .. You talk to yourself a lot . " he laughed while sipping on to the coffee drink .
" I don't and how do you know my favorite color ? " I asked .
" That's because you have more of black things than any other things . At the mall also I saw you looking for black more than any other color . " he replied smiling .
" Was I that obvious ? " I asked curious how no one else ever noticed . Hell ! My mom never noticed that .
" Yeah it was , we just have to observe . " I answered smiling .
" So you were observing me ? " I asked again .
" No , there was nothing more interesting . " he chuckled .
" I never knew I can be interesting too . " I said thinking . I was always the dark personality , no one liked to chat with me because of me being my wired scary self .
" Well that you are . " he smiled . Moving towards my side he leaned over my shoulder .
" I never thought I can ever be interesting for someone , but I am glad you can find me interesting . Wait ...Is it good that I am interesting ? " I don't know if being interesting is good or bad .
" Of course it's the best thing in you . You don't say things out loud but you are dumb in many ways . Don't mind my words but I am being honest . Your dumbness is quite funny and cute . All this suites you a lot . You think you are powerful to handle yourself but that's where your getting it wrong . " he answered while giving me a glance before leaning on to my shoulder again . Okay , so that was true . I am not very smart but I can handle myself .
" I think I can handle myself . " I said in a whisper .
" Will you be able to handle yourself with your real name , you changed it because you couldn't handle your hunters alone . For what ever reason that was but you couldn't handle them . " he said in a low whisper .
I never have been this quite in giving answers but I wasn't having anything to say . Nothing ?
" Will you be with me forever , In my hard times when I am in trouble and when I am vulnerable ? Will you ? " I questioned whispering .
But there was no answer . I moved my head down to see him sleeping . He slept ? But how can he sleep so fast ?
I wish he could answer the last question before sleeping . My heart thumped harder at thinking his answer . What would the answer be ? Will he accept me in my worse times ? Will he ever love me ?
A lone tear fell on my cheek but I wiped it immediately because I am sure he wont leave me . I just hope he is sure too .
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~rashke