Okay this is my second chapter to Last Sacrifice and it sort of came up out of my dream I had last night. I tried to write it this morning but my family doesn't like to ask before they sign you off the computer. I love them to death but please mother, father please next time ask! Any who here it is.
I hope you like it!!
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Chapter 2-
His facial expression showed his thoughts. He usually kept his emotions masked but this time he was an open book and I couldn't help but peek inside. When I did I kind of wished I hadn't because all it showed was my stupidity and how my plans and needs (you could call them) were a waste of my time and everybody else. And even more a waste of his time. Then as he thought a little it turned more thoughtful and a little pondering.
"Fine."
"Fine what?"
"Fine I'll help you out or whatever."
Then I wondered this was Dimitri I was talking to. The man who put everything before me the women he loved. Now he was willing to throw that all away. Even after he said he didn't love me anymore. The only way he would scratch that could say something like that was if he still loved me. A little spark of hope lit and I, despite my better judgment, had to start asking questions.
"But why?"
"Because you know I would do anything for you."
"But why?"
That was the only thing I could say I was to surprised fro any thing other then two words.
"Because."
My mouth finally started working and I blurted out the first thing that popped into my brain.
"Because you still love me?"
"No Rose I told you once already that I would do anything in my power to help Lissa so if anything this is about her not..."
I was done I couldn't handle it as my brain processed what he was saying. I was done fighting for love that he didn't want to give.
"Please. Spare me okay?"
I get up and walk to the door. A strong warm hand grabbed my arm. Dimitri's hand. He pulled me back and I fell on to his bed him straddling over top of me.
"Rose.." He was going to give me some heart felt B.S. and I couldn't take it. Maybe before but not anymore.
"I said spare me okay? I don't need your pity. I didn't come here for pity." I was surprised how composed I was when a shirtless man was laying on top of me. Let alone my shirtless man the one I loved.
"Shut up okay?" It was gentle but firm.
"No! I came here for help! Not for your oh sorry I'm not that into you, so I'm gonna stand up for you and pretend to love you to break your heart act! Because love fades. Right Dimitri your love faded right?! So how about you stop playing with my heart!" I was yelling and on the verge of tears.
"Rose I never played you because I never stopped loving you."
"I don't care I know what you say... Wait what?"
That's when it hit me he never stopped loving me.
"Dimitri don't lie to me. Do you still love me?"
"Yes Roza and I never stopped I always did. I just... What I did to you was wrong even if I was undead and not me I still hurt you."
"No you didn't." I hated this. The only reason we ever thought we didn't love each other in the first place. This stupid subject he couldn't let go.
"I seduced you. I had you let me feed off you. For fun! It was terrible. I hate my self for it. You should hate me too!"
He looked away from me and to the window on the wall beside his bed. He looked away with pure disgust and hatred for himself.
"Just because you hate yourself doesn't mean I do. Dimitri. I love you and I always will. No matter how bad you do something to me I'll still love you." I looked him in the eyes which now faced me instead of the window. I could tell I was almost crying and my voice was raising octaves as I spoke.
"Rosemarie Hathaway I love you too much to let your love and heart go to waste on me. That is why I will not love you. Because I don't want to hurt you again."
I was mad and at a point of just balling my eyes out right there.
"Whatever Dimitri. What happened to us? You said you loved me well you used to. Don't be a martyr okay your not that amazing you can't just to fake to love me okay. Why can't you just tell me that? Why can't you look me in the eyes and say I don't love you anymore?" I was yelling and surprised by our yelling my guards hadn't came into see if I killed him yet.
"Rose I can't lie to you." It was firm and gentle. Like a command but also a sense of knowing.
"Really cause your doing it right now." I said it cruel very cruel. Venom laced my voice.
"Rose what do you want?!"
He was yelling at me now and when his lips came down hard on mine my emotions took over. I grabbed his hair and wound it around my fingers dying to get closer and closer. As my tongue brushed over his teeth it wasn't like a bucket of cold water waking me up. It wasn't fangs and the kiss wasn't so controlling. It was sweet. He tried pressing me closer to him and when he parted his warm brown eyes were fighting for control. It was just like old times. My Dimitri was back always fighting for control over his impulsiveness.
"Rose just tell me what you want and I'll give it to you."
"You. All of you. Every last fiber of your being." I was breathless and begging for more.
"I want you to Rose. But.."
"Oh lord! Really but?"
"Yes. But we can't let anyone know about this."
Wait was he hinting a forbidden romance.
"So were a thing?" My voice was hopeful.
"We never stopped."
"Really?" My voice was a little high pitched.
"Well I didn't I don't know about you.." He moved my hair off my neck and touched the place Adrian bit. I cupped the place with my hand.
"That's different." I said absently remembering the day.
"Different how?" Dimitri's harsh tone was the only thing that brought me out of my day dream.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you mad. It's just that I was really upset and you said love fads so I didn't really.. I'm sorry that's all I can say is I'm sorry."
"Did he hesitate?"
"What?" I was still a little disoriented or else I may have been getting things a little quicker.
"When you willingly showed your neck did he stop and think this is a bad idea?"
"No. He didn't stop not at all. But he asked if I knew what I was doing. Does that count?"
Dimitri got off me and started pacing the floor.
"You said yes and then he just.. Ah I could kill that snobby little ass.."
"Hay there clam down I let him."
"You were emotional."
"Why is everything everybody but my fault?" I say sitting up because I was laying down.
He comes over and makes his 6 foot tall frame seem even more graceful as he cups my face in his hands.
"Because how could a wonderful creature like you do anything wrong?" He smiled on of those makes your heart melt award winning smile.
"Umm... Have you meet me." I gave him a questioning look.
"Hypothetical question love."
"Well you know I'm just saying." We laugh and then he turns all serious.
"I love you." I was very blunt. Sweet but blunt.
"I love you too. And you know I'm 18 now so technically this is legal."
I kissed him.
"But wrong and to be kept secret."
"I know I know. You know this is sort of hot."
Dimitri sighed and came next to me on the bed.
"Yup just keep soaking in the forbidden romance thing in." He hugged me and kissed the top of my head. We just sat there for a while and I sort of rubbed his chest. Then a realization hit me.
"Adrian!" I pulled away from our hug.
"What about him?" Dimitri said looking concerned for my mental health.
"What do I do? Do I break up with him or.... What?"
"I say you break up with him because I want to see him cry."
I grab a pillow and throw it at him.
"I'm serious." But I couldn't help but smile and laugh a little.
"Fine so was I."
"I grabbed another pillow ready to fire.
"Fine, fine clam down killer. Just keep what you have going on going on I guess."
Then he touched the place again. Were Adrian bit.
"I promise." I cover it with my hair.
"But I have to go. Even though this little exchange has been very helpful." I was trying to sound a little professional.
I get up and straighten up my clothes and head for the door. I get blocked by him standing in front of the door. How he got over there faster I have no clue. But he has always been fast.
"What I don't even get a good-bye? Rose I thought you cared for me."
"Fine."
I held out my hand and after a while of him just looking at me and not shaking my hand I got annoyed.
"Okay look Dimitri I love you I do. And I know that you were undead for a while but when I hold out my hand your suppose to shake it. It's a polite gesture."
I say it sarcastically making sure he sees my annoyance.
"Well I figured sense your my secret lover now I could get a little more then a hand shake."
I smirked a little.
"Oh why not. By the way I like the new you."
It was true my old Dimitri was never this well loving. I guess you could put it.
"Not new just a fool in love."
He grabs my waist and pulls me into him.
"A fool in love with you Rose. I have no boundaries.. Well inside this room."
I laughed and kissed him then parted.
"There happy and good-bye. Oh by the way you can call me your girlfriend you know."
I smiled when he made a face like he was weighing the options in his head.
"I don't know Rose.."
"Please." I did my best to put on a cute begging face.
"Fine for you."
"Yay. Okay I got to go see Lissa."
I walk out the door and walk down the hall with my guardians. But as I walk down the hall I couldn't help but have a strange feeling. Not just the fact I was cheating on Adrian. But like I felt someone was following me. Watching my every move but I decide to just brush it off. I could just be the guardians following me. But it didn't feel like that like something more.
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Hope you like it I'll try to update soon.
And for a little sneak peek the next one is in Adrian point of view.
Which will be a challenge because I've never wrote in a guys point of view.\
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