Devan tengah mengunjungi supermarket membeli makanan untuknya. Dia membeli beberapa camilan setelah diantar Flo pulang. Devan agak tidak menyangka dengan kejadian yang barusan terjadi terhadap dirinya.
Devan membawa keranjang ke meja kasir dan dia membayarnya. Dia berjalan keluar supermarket yang lumayan dekat dengan rumahnya.
"Woii"
Devan membalik badan dan dia menemukan musuhnya, Rio.
"Mau apa lo?" Tanya Devan sengit
"Gue cuma mau nyapa, salah?" Tanya Rio dengan santai
"Salah kalo lo cari orang untuk disapa. Lo mau apa lagi?"
"Well gue cuma mau bilang kalo pacar lo ternyata cantik juga" Devan bingung mendengar perkataan Rio
"Pacar? Gue nggak punya pacar"
"Cewek yang waktu lo ajak ke mall dan ketemu gue"
"Memang apa urusan lo sama dia?" Tanya Devan. Devan tahu siapa yang dimaksud Rio, dia adalah Flo
"Nggak ada. Gue cuma bilang cewek lo cantik dan misterius"
"Jangan berani berani lo sentuh dia" ancam Devan dengan tatapan tajamnya, namun tak mempan buat Rio
"Gue nggak pasti"
Rio berjalan meninggalkan Devan dengan emosi yang besar.
"Sialan!!"
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"Huft capeknya hari ini" gumam Flo membaringkan badannya setelah mengganti baju
"Semua pada pergi lagi. Sepi banget"
Flo memutarkan badannya ke kasur. Dirinya bingung mau ngapain dirumah ini.
"I have an idea" Flo beranjak dari tempat tidurnya. Dia membuka tasnya dan mencari FDnya.
Dia mendapatkan FDnya. Dia pun segera turun ke ruang keluarga. Dia berjalan mendekat TV flat screen yang besar itu. Dia memasukkan FD ke lubang USB dan dia menghidupkan TVnya.
Dia berencana akan memutar lagu dengan keras dan bernyanyi untuk mengurangi suntuk dan juga kesunyian dirumah ini.
PLAY
I can swear, I can joke
I say what's on my mind
If I drink, if I smoke
I keep up with the guys
And you see me holding up my middlefinger to the world
Fuck your ribbons and your pearls
'Cause I'm not just a pretty girl
I'm more than just a picture
I'm a daughter and a sister
Sometimes it's hard for me to show
That I'm more than just a rumor
Or a song on your computer
There's more to me than people know
Some days I'm broke, some days I'm rich
Some days I'm nice, some days I can be a bitch
Some days I'm strong, some days I quit
I don't let it show, but I've been through some shit
I can swear, I can joke
I say what's on my mind
If I drink, if I smoke
I keep up with the guys
And you see me holding up my middlefinger to the world
Fuck your ribbons and your pearls
'Cause I'm not just a pretty girl
I'm more than just a number
I'm a hater, I'm a lover
Sometimes it's hard for me to show
That I'm more than just a title
Or a comment going viral
There's more to me than people know
Some days I'm broke, some days I'm rich
Some days I'm nice, some days I can be a bitch
Some days I'm strong, some days I quit
I don't let it show, but I've been through some shit
I can swear, I can joke
I say what's on my mind
If I drink, if I smoke
I keep up with the guys
And you see me holding up my middlefinger to the world
Fuck your ribbons and your pearls
'Cause I'm not just a pretty girl, I'm not just a pretty girl
I'm not just a pretty girl, no I'm not just a pretty girl
I can swear, I can joke
I say what's on my mind
If I drink, if I smoke
I keep up with the guys
And you see me holding up my middlefinger to the world
Fuck your ribbons and your pearls
'Cause I'm not just a pretty girl, I'm not just a pretty girl
I'm not just a pretty girl, no I'm not just a pretty girl
I'm not just a pretty girl
Flo tersenyum saat music berakhir. Lagu selanjutnya pun berlanjut.
I've battled demons that won't let me sleep
Called to the sea but she abandoned me
But I won't never give up, no, never give up, no, no
No, I won't never give up, no, never give up, no, no
And I won't let you get me down
I'll keep gettin' up when I hit the ground
Oh, never give up, no, never give up no, no, oh
I won't let you get me down
I'll keep gettin' up when I hit the ground
Oh, never give up, no, never give up no, no, oh
I'll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I'll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I'll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I'll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
Oh yeah, I'm haunted by the distant past
Called to the skies but she was overcast
But I won't never give up, no, never give up, no, no
No, I won't never give up, no, never give up, no, no
And I won't let you get me down
I'll keep gettin' up when I hit the ground
Oh, never give up, no, never give up no, no, oh
I won't let you get me down
I'll keep gettin' up when I hit the ground
Oh, never give up, no, never give up no, no, oh
I'll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I'll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I'll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I'll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
Never give up, never give up
Never give up, never give up
No, no, oooh
And I won't let you get me down
I'll keep gettin' up when I hit the ground
Oh, never give up, no, never give up no, no, oh
I won't let you get me down
I'll keep gettin' up when I hit the ground
Oh, never give up, no, never give up no, no, oh
I'll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I'll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I'll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
I'll find my way, find my way home, oh, oh, oh
Music pun terus berganti, Flo dengan santainya bernyanyi sangat keras. Flo terbiasa bernyanyi dengan suara keras agar beban dia berkurang dan merasa lebih lega.
You know just what to say
Shit that scares me
I should just walk away
But I can't move my feet
The more that I know you, the more I want to
Something inside me's changed
I was so much younger yesterday, oh
I didn't know that I was starving 'til I tasted you
Don't need no butterflies when you give me the whole damn zoo
By the way, right away, you do things to my body
I didn't know that I was starving 'til I tasted you
(I didn't know that I... I didn't know that I... 'til I tasted you)
(I didn't know that I... I didn't know that I... 'til I tasted you)
By the way, right away, you do things to my body
I didn't know that I was starving 'til I tasted you
You know just how to make
My heart beat faster
Emotional earthquake,
Bring on disaster
You hit me head on, got me weak in my knees
Yeah, something inside me's changed
I was so much younger yesterday, aye
So much younger yesterday, oh, yeah
I didn't know that I was starving 'til I tasted you
Don't need no butterflies when you give me the whole damn zoo
By the way, right away, you do things to my body
I didn't know that I was starving 'til I tasted you
(I didn't know that I... I didn't know that I... 'til I tasted you)
(I didn't know that I... I didn't know that I... 'til I tasted you)
By the way, right away, you do things to my body
I didn't know that I was starving 'til I tasted you
You, yeah, 'til I tasted you
(I didn't know that I... I didn't know that I... 'til I tasted you)
By the way, right away you do things to my body
I didn't know that I was starving 'til I tasted you
The more that I know you, the more I want to
Something inside me's changed
I was so much younger yesterday
"Lo aneh" suara berat terdengar. Flo lalu menoleh ke belakang dan mendapati Devan tengah berdiri dengan tampang datarnya
"Mau apa lo kesini?" Tanya Flo tajam. Dia masih kesal dan marah karena tingkah Devan.
"Gue mau minjem catatan buku matematika lo"
"Lo ganggu tahu nggak. Orang enak enakkan nyanyi lo ganggu. Kayaknya hidup lo suka banget ganggu ya" ucap sarkastik Flo lalu dia berjalan menaiki tangga dan menuju kamarnya untuk mengambil buku catatan matematikanya.
"Nih" Flo menyodorkan buku berwarna biru laut. Devan mengambilnya lalu duduk disofa yang dia duduki tadi
"Lo ngapain disini? Pulang sana lo"
"Lo ngusir tamu? Nggak baik ngusir orang yang bertamu" ucap Devan dengan wajah tanpa dosanya
"Tamu kayak lo pantes diusir"
"Lo lanjutin aja nyanyi sana. Gue nggak bakal ganggu"
"Ck" decak Flo kesal. Flo berjalan ke arah TVnya dan mulai mengeplay lagu berikutnya.
Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips
are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors
My sisters and my brothers
Still
I will not kiss you
'Cause the hardest part
of this is leaving you
I will not kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (call my)
(Turn away)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
Kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (call my)
(Turn away)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
Turn away
'Cause I'm awful just to see
And all my hairs abandoned all my body
All my agony
Know that I will never marry
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
I'm counting down the days to go
This just ain't livin'
And I just hope you know
I will not kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (Call my)
(Turn away)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
Kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (Call my)
(Turn away)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
If you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'll ask you to be true
(I'll ask you to be true)
'Cause the hardest part
of this is leaving you
Yes, the hardest part of this...
I will not kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (Call my)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
Kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (Call my)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
Devan tersenyum. Mendengar suara Flo membuat dia tenang
SEE YOU NEXT CHAPTER