Natalia's POV
I wake up to the awful screeching of my alarm, 630 on a Monday morning, I don't need this I have the worst stomach cramps ever which makes me wonder, why do girls have periods, they never get a break, like if a boy wanks it's seen as normal but if a girl fingers her self they're seen as a slut. If a boy has sex before 18 it's fine, if a girl has sex before she's 18 everyone finds out and everyone will think that she's a whore. If a boy only goes out in a pair of shorts with no shirt on its nothing, if a girl goes out with a sports bra and some shorts on, then she's a slag. If a boy cries in front of people they think it's cute, if a girl cries in front of people they call her an attention seeking bitch. If a boy goes out without his hair styled no one thinks anything of it. If a girl goes out with no makeup on and her hair in a messy bun, everyone says she's ugly. If a boy puts a picture on Instagram of his muscles then everyone think he's beautiful, if a girl puts a picture on Instagram of her in a bikini everyone goes apeshit and she's a hoe. If a boy is gay girls are like 'oh my god gay best friend' but if a girls a lesbian then they're like 'don't look at me while I'm changing fucking weirdo'. Teenagers now are so judgemental, anything any girl does, they pick on it, just fuck off with your opinions and let them be.
That's basically my opinion on most girls at my school all they ever do is pick out people's insecurities, like there's this one girl called Georgia, in my opinion she's stunning, she's tall and skinny with the longest legs ever, she has long brown hair that flows perfectly down her back with the prettiest blue eyes and beautiful cheek bones, she's gorgeous, she could be a model she's that pretty. Anyway, I think she's beautiful but she gets picked on because she's not one of those whores that walk around school as if they own the place, she's quiet and shy, she'd rather sit in the library and read a book than you to the canteen and eat lunch or go to the bike shed and smoke or go to the back of school where the populars go to snog (make out) and then end up skipping lessons to go and have sex in the janitors office. They pick on her because she's different, they don't know her like I do, I've known her all my life, her mum and mum are best friends, so we've known each other for like 16 years, she so funny, she's hilarious there's been so many times that we've been howling with laughter or that we've been at family parties and our parents have made us play drinking games and got us drunk. I guess you just have to know her to know that she's not a geek or a freak. At school she tells me not to talk to her because my friends will turn against me, I'm part of the 'populars' the ones that go around slagging people off, I think I'm probably the quietest and the least slutty out of all of them. When they're slagging or beating people up I normally stay at the back and then when they all walk off I help the person out, I guess I should leave the group but I'm scared that if I do they will make my last year of school living hell. But I'm going to get Georgia out of her shell before the end of the year I'm determined.
I've been laying here for the past 20 minutes thinking about the cunt that I call school, what to do about G, how to get this to work? I guess I should get out of bed and get ready for school, it's now 650 and it takes me an hour to get ready then I need to eat breakfast then I need to sort out my bag and then I need to get to school by 830, actually I'll just get mum to take me to school today, seen as though her school have a teacher training day, fucking wankers why can't I go to that school it's not fair!
I get in the shower to warm me up and to clean me up, you know make sure I don't smell like wet dog. 15 minutes later I'm out of the shower and I'm in the middle of drying my hair, my hairs quite thin and long so it drys quite quickly and I normally leave it how it's friend or just put a bun in my hair, I think I'll have a bun in my hair today, I do my foundation, put on some eyeliner along with penciling my eyebrows in, I put on some mineraliser just so my foundation doesn't look patchy then I end with a little mascara, not bad for a Monday morning. I go to the cupboard that has my stupid uniform in it, my uniform consists of a white button up shirt with a grey cardigan or jumper that has the school colours, black and yellow, on it then a blazer that's grey with the school logo on the front, the girls have an option of a skirt that has to be black and not too short and revealing or black trousers that can't go in at the bottom, but mine go in at the bottom. Oh yeah let's not forget the stupid tie we have to wear, it's black and yellow striped. Yeah I know ugly right, but it's not actually that bad, at least it's comfy I guess. Once I'm dressed and my hair and makeup is done I head downstairs for breakfast toast, YUM, most creative breakfast award goes to my mum. Once I've ate a couple of pieces of toast I go and get my bag ready.
Pencil case - check
Planner check
French book - check
PE kit - check
Maths homework - check
Dinner Money - check
House key - check
I think that's all I need, all I need to do now is sweet talk mummy to take me to school.
"MUUUUUMMMMMYYYYY, YOU KNOW CAUSE YOU LOVE ME? Will you PLEASE take me to school? You don't want me to be late do you?" I say while I give her a big hug.
"Sure" she replays as she grabs her car keys from the kitchen side and heads out to the car, I do one last check and remember I left my phone upstairs I dash up the stairs and grab it from the bedside table where it's been on charge then run back down the stairs slipping on my brogues and grabbing my bag then get in the car. I know my mum has been wanting to get some time alone with me to ask about Niall, that's why for the past couple of days I've been avoiding the situation but I can't avoid it forever.
"So how's lover boy?"
"Lover boy? You mean Niall right?"
"Yeah Niall, how's Niall?"
"Okay, I think, I haven't spoke to him yet toady, I guess he will still be in bed seen as though he doesn't have school to go to." I don't even know pic he's text me because I haven't switched my phone on yet, so I turn on my phone and sure enough I have a message from Niall, he give me his number yesterday so I text him so he knew it was me, so we no longer talk on KIK we text.
11PM Niall: night, night sweetie, have a good sleep :) hope you're not in too much pain when you wake up. Love Ni :*xxxx
8AM Niall: morning sweet cheeks, have a good day at school, text me when you get bored ;) hope your belly is okay. Love Ni :*xxxx
Aw he's so cute.
"Well you've spoke to him now so is he okay?"
"Actually I haven't spoke to him yet I just read the messages he's sent me while my phone was off, but who in their right mind would be up at this time when they don't have anything to do?"
"He might have a job duh." This is why I love my mum because she's still acts like a kid.
Me: why would you be up this early when you don't have anywhere to go? I will do, I have maths first so that's going to be a bundle of fun 👍 my belly was hurting but I took some tablets and now it's fine :) Love T :*xxxx
"You really like this boy huh?" I look at my mum as if to say 'how'd you know' and 'why do you think that' "just the way your face lights up when you get a text from him, I can tell it makes you happy to have a boy in your life sin-"
"Don't go there you know how much that hurt me." I cut her off, I knew what she was going to say,mi just looked out of the window and stared at all the people walking towards the school out of the window.
"Sorry." I just smile "are you just going to sit there and stare at the school or are you actually going to get out and go learn in there?" She asks me in her sarcastic tone, instead of replying I grab my bag from my feet and get out of the car, making my way to registration. Ever since the beginning of year 11 I've hated registration because they decided it would be best if they had 4 kids from each year in each form, it's shit, for the last 4 years we had a form filled with 30 kids from the same year, then they decided to split us up to cut down on bullying. As I got to the room I'm in for registration the first bell went off, I went to my table, there was me! some girl from year 10, a boy from year 9, a girl from year 8 and a boy from year 7. It's hell, I talk to the girl from the year below because the others just piss about and act like they're still in primary school. The second bell went off 5 minutes later and the room was full of 21 people the teacher Me Jones came strolling in a couple minutes late from his meeting and he walks in to two year 7 boys play fighting on the floor.
"James, Thomas get out of my class room right now." He shouts they walk out "I'll come talk to you two babies in a minute."
"Okay time to do the register and then I would like all the year 11's to gather around this table here everyone on this table will go find some where to sit." The year 11's in my year consist of 5 of us, there's 4 from every other year, our year was the biggest in the school so each house has an extra person in it for year 11. There's me, Charlie (aka school shag), Scarlet (aka bimbo), Josh (aka, sex god) and finally Liam (aka player) so yeah I only really get on with Josh, he's like a brother to me. I wonder if Niall's text me back, I'll just have a quick look, oh he has I'll just text back real quick, no one will know.
Niall: errands to run, I hated maths, text me in that, keep taking tablets baby, I don't want you hurting love Ni:*xxxx
Me: ohh what kind? I will I'm just in form :( I hate maths it's shit, I will do awh hun love T :*xxxx
"Tal, you gunna answer whether you're here or not, or are you just going to sit there smiling at your phone?" Mr Jones was my form teacher before we all got split up so he knows I tend not to listen and he knows I tend to go on my phone in registration, he never minded it, he just never let's anyone else on theirs, I think it's because it's my way of escaping getting out of the world.
"Uh- what?"
"Are you here Tal?" He he chuckled.
"Uh yeah sir." My phone went off Niall.
Niall: um T, I have something to tell, please don't freak out :*xxxx
How bad could it be?
Sorry if it's shit, I dunno if it's any good, please tell me what up I think.
Much love
-Dxx