Mother always told me that
I was special, and someone
would love me for being special.
She forgot to mention that I'm a
freak; one who cannot utter
a single syllable.
Sometimes, it's for the better,
you know?
You'll never be able to hurt someone,
say something out of line,
or something out of anger, or
happiness.
But sometimes, it just sucks.
So when you said hi,
it was one of those moments
where everything just sucked.
Because as my ears pick up
the emotions burning through
your bones, I only feel
mine decaying and I can't
yell stop.