Hey guys and girls before you read the chapter I wanna say sorry for the long wait,I just had my exams last week but I hope you enjoy this chapter :).
"I love you."She said. I could feel my eyes widen and my mouth fell open while she had this determine expression on her beautiful face.
I slowly back away from her but her hands pulled me closer to her. She look at me with sad eyes but I could see hope in them.
"Look,I know you may think I am lying but I am not." the rain around us just keeps getting stronger and stronger but Camila doesn't seem affected."I really love you so much that it scares me because when there's love there is always pain." I felt anger ignite in my body.
"How dare you say that to me Camila!" I saw her eyes widen but she didn't move her hands away from my waist instead she held me tighter like she is afraid of me leaving which she should."You fucking afraid of getting hurt! Are you fucking kidding me!?" I was breathing heavily as the wind and rain around us get stronger and stronger like my anger that I kept locked up."You cheated on me Camila!You!not me!" I was shouting angrily but the sadness in my heart appeared.
Camila pulled me into a hug which I refuse but she was stronger to me.
Well I guess Camila has been working out more
I still tried to pull away from the hug that felt so heavenly.
I heard Camila chuckle at my lame attempt of escape."I know and you know that you love my hugs."
That is true and plus she smells like lavender my favorite
This time Camila pulled away from the hug but her arms wrapped against my neck while my hands on her waist." Did you just sniff me?" She ask with her eyebrows raise a smirk on her lips when she saw my cheeks redden under the rain.
"We should really go the rain is getting stronger and stronger."It wasn't a total excuse to escape the embarrassing moment I was in the rain is getting strong.
"Yeah your right we should really go."Just as Camila said that a loud crack of lightning sounded around us which made the both of us jump.
Damn lightning
Without any hesitation Camila grab my hand and started running which I assume was her car. While running I turn my head and took one last look at Y/B/N grave.
I promise
We both ran to-
Wait a minute, where are we going?
"Cami!" I yelled over the lightning.
Without slowing down and turning her head she said. "What?"
I was gonna ask her where were we going to but the sight of her car stopped me.
I shook my head and released a sigh.
Of course,how else would have she get here
Camila quickly unlock the doors to her car. We both got in the car and Camila quickly shove the keys to the hole making the car roar to life. Camila turn on the heater making me sigh in satisfaction.
Who knew I would miss the heat
I never like the heat because of sweating. I hate sweating,I mean who wouldn't. Getting your body wet and stinking like gym socks and making your shirt wet and sometimes it sticks to you.
I felt myself cringing at the thought.
Ew
The only time I like to sweat is when I am playing my favorite sports.
I heard a chuckle beside me. "What'ca cringing about?"
I watch as Camila drive out of the parking lot of the cemetery. Her eyes stayed on the road but she would glance at me waiting for my answer.
"Nothing important." I wasn't technically lying to Cami. Thinking about sweating isn't really a good conversation and plus my mind and heart is going back to the words Cami said earlier.
I love you
A word that could be easily said but when Camila said it her eyes told me her love for me.
She really love me
I felt happy for once. No sadness, anger, or confusion. Just pure happiness.
"What got you all smiling?" Camila ask as she stopped at a stop light. Her eyes shining with interest.
I felt my heart going in crazy waves and my fingers drumming at the car door as my mind try to make a decision that could change everything.
Ask her or live forever thinking what could have happen
"Do you really love me?"My voice came out barely a whisper but I knew she heard it because I heard her take a sharp intake of breath before she continues on driving.
"Of course. " She replied without hesitation but she kept her eyes on the road only giving me a loving smile and glance when she replied.
I felt my heart go crazy with happiness and a huge smile plastered on my face.
"I lov-" I was interrupted by the sound of Camila's phone ringing.
The sound of Ed Sheeran voice fills the car.
"Could you please get that babe. "I felt my eyes widen at her words but all she did was look at the road with a smirk.
Still shock,I answer her phone without looking at the caller I. D.
"Hello? "
"Y/N" I heard my brother 's voice on the other line.
Great, his still in the picture
Without any other word I pass it to Camila with dismay. Camila look at me confuse since my mood change as fast as the flash.
Without any other word I turn my view to the houses we pass by.
I heard Cami talking with my so called brother in the background but I just zone out and just focus on the view outside.
The more I watch the trees and buildings we pass the more I could remember Y/B/N. Every time Y/B/N is free from work we just walk around and enjoy what the city offer us. We laugh, we smile, we just enjoy each others presence. There wasn't a time when we would get bored with each other.
I miss her so so much
I close my eyes before I could cry. I don't want Cami to be worried about me.
"Shit!"
My eyes adverted to Cami who is gripping the steering wheel very tight that I could see her hands turning white,her phone is... gone?
"Cami what's wrong and where's your phone? " I ask concern at her odd behavior.
What the hell happened? I turn away for a minute and Cami is acting strange
Her eyes glance at me for a second but in that second I saw something that I only saw once fear.
"Cami what's wrong? " I ask in alert and scared voice.
She glance at the rearview mirror then I felt the car go faster. I held the seatbelt tight.
"Cami,baby please tell me what's wrong? " I pleaded.
She grab my left hand before giving it a quick kiss and a reassuring squeeze,then her gaze return to the road ahead of us. "Whatever happens today Y/N I promise me and the girls will find you. " She promise. Her gaze hard as her grip on my hand.
I felt confuse and scared.
What does she mean find me?
Before I could ask any question I heard a gunshot then I felt the car swerve right the left. I felt so many emotions but my mind and heart knows only one thing.
To protect Camila
I quickly unlock the seatbelt and covered Camila's body with mine not caring for my safety only caring for my baby. I heard her gasp.
I felt like time has stop because I saw every memory of my brother,Y/B/N, and my girls even my parents. Happy or sad memories it still brought a smile to my face.
I held Camila's body tighter when the car started to turn around in different angles that I had only seen in movies.
"I love you Cami." I heard Camila release a sob before she held me tighter.
I felt something hard hit my head making me feel pain but mostly I only saw stars.
Luckily the car is not upside down.
"Y/N stay awake babe please! " I heard the panic voice of Camila but sleep was calling me like a mother calling her 4 year old son.
I tried to fight it for my baby but I felt so tired and in pain that I felt everything slowly disappear.
"Y/N!"
I'm sorry Cami