Addisyn looked at herself in the mirror. She'd just gotten out of the shower. Since she'd been with Desmond all day, it was something she couldn't help but do. She didn't want to just jump into a relationship after just getting out of one with Dante but she was couldn't help wanted to be around him. His personality was magnetic. The way he made her feel about herself. He gave her a confidence that she needed a long time ago. She was always noticing her curves and how beautiful her figure was.
Desmond dropped her off a couple of hours ago. She could honestly say she was in love. She wasn't even thinking about Dante. Des just did that for her, she didn't see any other guy and they hadn't even had sex yet. She wanted to but she was afraid. She thought back to Dante and how in their first couple of weeks dating before he was always gone, for what he said was practice, he would try to have sex with her and after three failed attempts he just stopped. It had been two weeks since her break up with him and she hadn't seen him. He hadn't been at school at all. Addy thought that it might have been out of embarrassment. At least she hoped it was for that. Deep into her thoughts Addisyn heard her cell phone ring.
"Hello?" she answered with a smile when she saw it was Desmond.
"Baby, I been tapping at your window for a good 10 minutes, let a Nigga in!" Desmond said. Addisyn looked over to the window to see Desmond there and she jumped up and opened the window.
"What are you doing here?" she asked.
"I came to see you. I see I came at the right time." he said looking at Addisyn in a towel licking his lips repeatedly.
"Desmond..." she said Blushing. He came over and kissed her neck. She giggled as he kisses her on the cheek lead and then kissing her lips.
"Damn girl, I love you." he said.
"I love me too." She said giggling. Des looked at her shaking his head.
"Don't play with me Addy." He said laughing.
"Shut up Des, you know I'm just playing. I love you too. To the moon and back." She said. Desmond shook his head and walked away and sat on her bed resting his elbows on his knees.
"You better." He said. "Seriously though Addisyn I mean I truly love you with every bone in my body. I never loved nobody like I do you. I would take a bullet for you. I'd kill for you-"
"STOP!" Addisyn yelled since she didn't want to hear him talk about murdering someone.
"I'm sorry baby. I'm just telling you the truth and how I feel. You know what I am. I know that the more I show you off to the world the greater risk you are of being put in danger." Addisyn looked at Desmond wide-eyed. He pulled her close resting her body in between his legs. "I can't help it Addy. You mean so much to me. I love you." He said roaming her body underneath the towel. Addy held his head in her hand and rested his head in between her breasts outside of the towel. I want to make love to you so bad right now, But I'll wait as long as you want." He said changing the subject. He thought back to Adrian and how his actions led to her threats of blackmailing if I didn't take care of her child. He could easily have her killed but he wasn't as heartless as his reputation calls for. He wouldn't take the life of an unborn child. That was just bad karma.
"Desmond-" Addisyn started to say.
"Baby, I know you're not ready; you're afraid that I may leave, I may move on. Addisyn I'm never leaving you, as long as you want me I'll be here. You're my world. I don't want to live if we can't be together. I'm not going anywhere baby." He said. He felt a tear hit the top of his head. He looked up to see Addisyn with glossy eyes and tear streaming down her face. Her face was hard to read. He wasn't sure if the tears were happy or out of fear of being vulnerable with him. She opened her mouth to speak then closed it and looked out the window to her left.
"I need time. You say you love me but Dante did too and when he said what he said I knew that it all was a lie. I just don't want to get hurt, I'm not a size 5 like all these other girls-"
"Good, I'm glad. A size five isn't always attractive, Addy I don't care what size you are. You're my world I love you. I don't want to pressure you so like I said I'll wait as long as you want. As long as I get to rub and smack on this beautiful ass you have, I'll be just fine." He said smiling and rubbing her ass under her towel. Addisyn lightly smacked his head and laughed. She thought about it in silence in the same spot for what seemed to be like hours but was only minute. Des couldn't have said it any better. She wanted him, and every time Des rubbed anywhere close to her kitty she could feel herself get wetter. She held in her moans trying to fight the feeling of wanting him as bad as she did. All he was doing was rubbing her ass but when a connection is as strong as there's was one couldn't help but to let their imagination run. She could also feel him rock hard against her leg. He was fighting it too. Juices were starting to ooze out of her pussy as he lightly touches her lip and continued to rub her booty.
"Des," She said moving his head away from her chest and looking him in the eyes.
"Yeah baby." He said stopping. He thought maybe she wanted him to stop. She was biting her lips and lust had filled her eyes.
"Please, take it slow." she said softly as more tears formed in her eyes. Desmond looked deep in her eyes looking to see if she was uncomfortable.
"Baby, I can wait. As bad as I'd love to make love to you I can wait. I don't want you to feel pressured." He said moving his hands out of the towel and scooting back on her bed.
"I know. I want to, I want to feel you." She crawled on the bed dropping her towel in the process. Desmond's eyes grew wide and the bulge in his sweatpants grew as well. She laid next to him and kissed his lips while caressing his face. Des deepened the kiss and roamed her body stopping at her center. His eyes grew big when he saw just how wet she'd become. He's gotten girls wet before, too many times to count but he didn't do anything to Addy. He hadn't romanced her at all. He couldn't understand how her pussy coyld be so wet.
"I know. I'm ready, just take it slow with me." She said in between moans from Des massaging her clit with his now soaking fingers. She let tears fall down her face. He hovered over her searching her eyes and kissed her tears away.
"I promise, I will." he said. He gently kissed in between her breasts as she stopped crying letting out a low moan. She slowly said Desmond's name barely above a whisper. He looked her in her eyes and smiled.
"Don't worry baby, Daddy's going to take real good care of you." he whispered. She smiled then took a deep breath so she could relax. "Baby, are you sure this is what you want." He said one last time before he got into his zone. He looked her in the eyes. "A virginity is a once in a lifetime thing, are you ready to say goodbye to it. Once it's gone it's not coming back." Desmond said. Addisyn looked at him. She nodded opening her legs wider getting comfortable.
"Then I'm glad it's you that's taking it." she said. Desmond smiled. He took his clothes off and began to make love to Addisyn.
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Could you be any more of a fucking Dick head! Desmond thought to himself as he looked at Addisyn. He had just made love to her practically all night long. She'd only fallen asleep an hour ago. Desmond couldn't sleep. He already felt guilt; this just put the icing on the cake.
You're an idiot! A complete idiot! She trusted you to take a gift from god that was given to her and you did it because you felt like it was the only way she would stick around after she found out! If she ever found out she'd kill you then she'd really never forgive you. he thought to himself again. He was starting to have second thought about all that transpired last night. Suddenly there was a knock at Addisyn's door. Desmond jumped. He quietly woke her up and grabbed his clothes from a pile on the floor.
"Hmmm?" she asked.
"Baby, wake up someone's at your door, I have to go." he said.
"Will you call me later?" Addy asked innocently covering herself in the process. Desmond looked at her and smiled. He walked over to her and kissed her lips.
"Of course. I told you baby, your man is staying for good. I'm not leaving you for a damn thing." He said. She smiled and got up to get dressed and answer her door as Desmond left through her window.
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gave yall a little something
Ill be working on OCST today
so for those who are looking out for that
its coming
also.. to address
the comments I've been reading
for the most part you all have been so sweet with your comments
and I appreciate all of the love
really i do
but there are a select few that think
i work for their entertainment
or that I have to be perfect when writing
if you don't have anything nice to say do not say it
i do this shit for my own enjoyment
if you have a problem with the way i write my shit or
how i used google translate
you can politely move tf around
with that said
sorry about any mistakes
enjoy
-CV