After taking a very looooonnnggg shower I laid in my pjs resting my eyes, trying to recover from what happened so far this summer.
Jacob holds my hand as I cry.
Jacob turns into my step - brother
Jacob flirts with me
Jacob breaks my nose
Doctor thinks Jacob loves me
I want Jacob to love me
Dex tells me he loves me
Dex asks me out
I say yes
Jacob calls me a bitch
I cry
I ignore him
He breaks down my door
Jacob and I kiss
Dex catches it
Dex punches Jacob
Jacob aimed his punch at Dex but hit me
Jacob tries to woo me
he and Skylar kiss
I stay at Dexs house
Jacob yells at me
I yell at Lisa
I yell at Jacob
and now here I am sulking on my bed. Reliving my horrible memories.
There where two hard knocks on my new door causing me to jump.
"who is it?" I ask
"…Jacob" It took me ten inhales and exhales to say "come in"
the door opened revealing Jacob. Except it wasn't Jacob. Well at least not the one I know of.
This Jacob had a red beat face like he was back from crying, his hair was all messed up so not like his usual well brushed hair. Also this Jacob was wearing sweats and a baggy T-Shirt unlike his usual Tumblr boy clothes that always looked adorable on him … wait what?
"Who the hell are you? and what the hell did you do with Jacob?" I joked trying to break the tension… it didn't work
"Listen Nicole I…" He trailed off while playing with his thumbs
"why do you look like that?"
"I guess I started to not care anymore…"
"what do you mean…"
"If I can't have you then I can't have anyone"
"what?"
"Nicole I love you"
Tears fled my face "No you don't"
"yes I do"
"If you did you never would have kissed Skylar" I said while clenching my teeth
"SHE KISSED ME" He yelled at me, a little to loud for my liking.
"Listen Jacob you can't go back in time y-you can't change what happend" I said choking up.
"Nicole…"
"What happened, happened no going back"
I pointed to the door making Jacob leave my room and my love life.
Why me?