Lana moved faster then Mark could think because the
next thing I know shes swing her fist and hitting him
square in the jaw. With one hit he was down but not
knocked out, then I blinked and she was on top of him
punching him some more. At some point I realized she
was going to kill him, so I stepped in and pulled her off of
him. That was a bad idea, because she snapped on me.
Lana- What!?
Me- He's not worth it
Lana- Fuck that he deserves to lose his balls (kicking him)
Me – Stop! Yes hes wrong but if you seriously hurt him,
you lose your future
Lana – (visible shaking and looking down at Mark) You
live today, touch her again and your a dead man. You got
it?
Mark - (glaring at me, then looking at her) Yeah
Lana – And don't fucken look at her( kicking him again)
Me – Lets Go(looking at her getting
redressed)........please
Lana – Wheres the Nurse at?
Me – You injured your hand?
Lana – No you need to get checked and report him
Me – No! You can't tell anyone what you saw, who is
gonna believe the school hoe has been getting raped?
Lana – Because I saw it, wait!.........Raped? This wasn't
the 1st time?
Me – We'll no....(begins to cry) its been going on for
almost 3 weeks
Lana – (walking to the bathroom) Lets talk in here?
Me – (not wanting to argue, I follow) Why are we in here
besides to talk?
Lana – Look in the Mirror
Me – why? I stopped looking at myself weeks ago, whats
so different now?
Lana – Just do it ( she says softly), then you'll see why
I'm so mad
Looking in the mirror I see a girl who looks nothing like
me. My face is bruised and nasty looking. My eyes have
bags under them and look blood shot and swollen.
He did this to me?
Touching my cheek causing me to flinch, my eyes begin to
burn. I know its coming but I don't want to cry in front of
her. Crying shows weakness and I'm not weak, at least I
don't think I am? Feeling my chest tighten I know I wont be
able to hold it any long, if I try ill have a panic attach.
Collapsing to the floor I start to cry and really just let
everything out. I'm weak I know it, I'm crying around a
complete stranger. This though causes me to get
somewhat a hold on my emotions. Without me even
knowing it Lana had got on the floor with me and was
rocking me.
When did she coming to me?
How long have I been out of it?
Looking up at her with tears in my eyes I tell her sorry and
try to stand. She pulls me back down and starts to rub my
back. Me being the person I am I start crying again, I've
never had anyone comfort me before. Th feeling is
comforting and I don't know I feel safe in her arms.
Acting on emotions solely I kiss her and pull away quickly.
She looks surprised but not angry so thats good. But
being unsure I try once again to move and this time she
lets me stand with no problem. Oh no I scared her away,
stupid emotions!
Starting to freak out I begin to pace back and forth. I just
blew it with s girl who could've been a great friend. I really
like what I do see so far when it comes to her, shes really
protective and kind. Hearing my name I don't answer at
first until the person shouts it.
Looking around I see Lana standing looking at me as I
keep pacing. Opening my mouth I start to apologize, only
to be cut off. You wanna know what it was that cut me
off? Well it was the most amazing thing ever, it was her
lips. She kissed me and that effectively shut me up.
I feel like someone threw me outside on a warm summer
night, its like little tangles running from my toes to my
head. I never felt anything like this with Anna, this must be
what love feels like. I know I haven't known her past 2
days but she in the two days I've known her has done
more for me then anyone in my life has. I don't know if this
feeling is love but I know I embrace it fully.
Pulling away breaking that breath taking kiss Lana starts
to speak.
Lana- wow
Me – yeah, my thoughts too
Lana – I've never done that before
Me – kissed someone? Or kissed a girl?
Lana - ( laughing a angelic laugh) Kissed a girl
Me – Did you like it? ( wanting to hear yes)
Lana – Yeah, but I don't know how I feel about it
Me – okay , so now what?
Lana – We can take it one day at a time, and for now you
need to go to the nurse?
Me – (starting to panic again) No! I'm fine
Lana – No your not, lets go!
Me – (looking down) Fine but were not telling her what
happened and your staying with me, deal?
Lana – Deal
Nurses Office -
Nurse – What happened to you? (rushing to me)
Me – Well.......
Lana – (cutting me off) She was......
Me – (beating her to it) I was jumped
Nurse – Oh my Goodness! Are you okay?
Me – Yes I just wanted some ice
Lana – Can you look her over? (glaring at me)
Nurse – sure, (looking at me) who did this?
Me – I don't know ( Looking at everything but her)
After checking me over she sent us to the office to tell the
principle. Once there he asked what happened and we tell
him the whole story. He looked shocked at first then
asked why they did it. In a panic I tell him I was jumped
because I was gay. I know I shouldn't have but the real
story is so much worst to tell. And I just can't tell that story
right now.
God how I wished I had told the real story, because not 5
minutes later he was on the intercom....
Principle – Staff and students I have an announcement,
today one of your own was a victim of a hate crime. She
was beat up for being gay, we will not stand for this
behavior in this school! If anyone has information on who
did it contact me or Natasha Hunter. Any information will
be greatly appreciated. Thank you and have a nice day.
Fuck in telling the school that he has just effectively outed
me to the entire school. Great, now I have to deal with the
homophobic idiots in this school. They are going to kill me,
I have no idea how to fix this mess. Looking at Lana she
looks as shocked as I am that he just did that.
As is he finally realized she was with me the principle ask
why Lana was there, snapping both of us out of our
shocked states. What Lana said shocked me even more,
she told him she was my girlfriend and she came with me
to make sure I was okay. Me being in my state of shock
just stood their with my mouth open, the principle looked about the same as I did. He recovered 1st and said we
could leave school early. I hauled my ass out of there as
fast as I could until I was at my locker. Looking back I see
Lana running towards me, when she gets there she asked
why I left her.
Explaining myself I let her know I didn't do it on purpose
and I was just trying to get out of there. Looking in the
locker my mind then remembers Anna, fuck what am I
going to do about her? She thinks I cheated on her with
Mark, I can say I definitely lost her now. God I hate Mark.
Taking all my stuff out so I can get a new locker I close it,
and begin to walk.
Lana is walking with me but not speaking. You'd think id
be uncomfortable with the silence but its comforting. I'm
beginning to think that everything with her is comforting to
me. Anyways we walk out the front door and head to the
buses, thats when I remember I have no where to go.
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Okay this is just a filler it was supposed to be longer but i cant focus. This is so you have something to hold you off until the next update. Let me know what you think guys, have a good day.