Monty POV....
"Monty this is ridiculous you gone make me take my child and leave your dumb ass" Variah said as she was getting ready to head over to her new friends house. I think she lowkey cheating on me. I'm not in the mood for her and the bullshit she came with. I only gotta deal with this bitch for 16 more years. I was more and more over this girl.
I'm here off the strength of my child and i can't deal with her if my child wasn't here. Amiyah is the best thing that happened to me besides Kenyamo. I'm going to keep working for him until I get him. I'm not trying to hurt him it's just alot of people wanted us to be apart.
I only wanted to make him happy but I ended up hurting him. I know have to let him get his mental together. I got with Variah because I was still kind of in the closet. I was talking to her and we was messing around only because people were questioning me about Kenyamo. I never in my life imagined her to be pregnant.
I wanted my child to be with Kenyamo and our surrogate but shit went way out of left field. I feel like a piece of shit and I can't do anything about it. I just need to get my shit together while he getting him together. My love for him will never leave me no matter what.
"Why you such a bitch man you doing too much I don't even care about you anymore" I said frustrated as hell with her ass. She gasped and started yelling at me. "Fuck you Monty I'm taking my child and leaving this shitty ass house I hate you and been hating you" she said getting in my face. I just moved back and turned my back on her.
I walked downstairs to be with Amiyah because that would make me not want to beat Variah. I don't abuse women but she makes me want to change my morals for awhile. "Give me my fucking baby" Variah said storming down the stairs. I told my daughter to go in her room and close the door.
She ran past Variah and I heard her door close shortly after. "Look I'm stuck with you for 16 more fucking years but you making shit difficult" I said about to punch her in her mouth. She doesn't know about Kenyamo and our past so I'm going to keep it that way. It needs to stay like that for however long it can until I get it together.
She just grabbed her bag and checked herself out in the mirror. "Listen Monkey Monty I'm just here because you got me knocked up you was supposed to be a every now and then nigga not a baby daddy so we both fucked now aren't we?" she said looking at me and taking her keys. She opened the door and closed it behind her.
She's such a fucking mean ass bitch for no reason at all. I can't figure out why she is the way she is. I know females have trust issues but damn she takes the trophy. I went to the kitchen to fix me a drink when Jerari called me. "Yo what's up" I said not interested in him calling me. I wasn't trying to hear his shit when it's his and his family fault Kenyamo isn't with me.
Well not fully because I played a huge part in it but if they would've let us be I wouldn't be in the predicament I'm in. "Nothing trying to smoke and go to the club with the old crew" he said sounding like he was moving around.
I wasn't trying to get with the old crew. The old crew is the reason I'm in this shit. Going out with them niggas is why I'm stuck with Variah. I wasn't up for it but I need to clear my mind. I just will take my own car and leave when I want to. "Alright what time y'all rolling" I asked him. He told me 10 and I just said alright and we hung up.
I didn't want to attract a damn soul tonight. I didn't care to get with nobody I just wanted a good time and a stiff drink. That was it so I sent a text to my sister to watch Amiyah. She said she'll be here at 9:45. I went to take a shower and sat back to chill for a bit.
I opened my phone and looked at old pictures of me and Kenyamo. These were pictures of us when we were in happy times. Some were of him off guards but one really made me stop and I almost teared up. He was laying in my bed and I'll.never forget this night.
"There he go" Jerari said as we was looking for Kenyamo outside this club. He honked the horn and I yelled out his name. He hadn't answered any of my calls for two days and he thinks this shit is okay. It's not it pisses me off he knows I think something is wrong with him when he doesn't answer me.
"Kenyamo get your ass in this car" I yellednas I got out the car. I walked up to him and grabbed him up. "Let me go Monty" he said trying to pry my hands off him collar. His friend was standing there in shock. "Who the fuck are you?" I asked this white boy next to him. He told me his name was Reichen and him and Ken was friends.
"Well I don't know you so fuck that friend shit he's not friendly" I said grabbing Kenyamo arm while the crowd watched what was happening. I dragged his ass to the car and put him in the backseat. I got in the front seat and Jerari sped off. "To your house or to the spot" he asked me and I looked at Kenyamo in the back with his arms folded.
His face was filled with anger and I knew it would be an issue so I should to to my house. "My house bruh" I said and I just thought about some shit. I grabbed the bottle of Jack Daniels and took some to the head. I was drinking damn near the whole bottle.
We pulled up to my house and Kenyamo got out first. I just shook my head and drank some more liquor. "Go handle that he tripping" Jerari said popping me in my arm. "I know I need to but I love him so much J he don't get it" I said looking at Kenyamo sitting on my porch with his head down.
"Well make him get it by any means necessary" he said holding his fist out. I took some more liquor to the head and bumped his fist. I handed him the bottle and got out. I was walking up to him and he stood up. I stumbled up the steps and stood next to him. I took out my keys and opened the door then stepped to the side to let him in first.
He rolled his eyes and walked inside. I walked in and closed the door. He stood at the stairs with a screw face. I looked at him and didn't know what to say. "So why did you embarrass me like that today?" he asked looking confused. Here we go it has begun.
"I only acted like a damn fool because you wasn't picking up your fucking phone Kenyamo what the fuck" I said yelling at him and getting upset. This liquor hitting me right about now. "Fuck that shit my phone was off and you shouldn't have came and stalked me like that and with Jerari at that that's fucked up" he said yelling at me.
He started walking up the stairs. I followed behind him and we argues the whole way upstairs. We went to my to my room and I slammed the door. "Kenyamo you making me wanna slap the shit out of you and I never laid hands on you don't make me but you pushing it" I said stepping in his face. He wasn't backing down from me and I wasn't either.
"Hit me and I'll for sure kick your ass don't ever threaten me you mad because I was chilling with my friend and we took a pic" he said about to walk out the room. He was disrespecting me because I didn't know the dude. If I would've known the back story then I wouldn't be mad maybe.
"Fuck that shit you wanna take pics do let's take pics then nigga" I said taking out my phone and taking pics of him. I was yelling at him and he was yelling back at me. I was aggravating him but I didn't care he should've talked to me.
"Stop that pic shit Monty" he said taking my phone and throwing it. I pushed him and he stumbled back. "Don't throw my shit Ken you lost your fucking mind" I said getting angrier by the second. He pushed me back I punched him in his face. He fell to the ground and looked at me.
I kneeled down because I saw how hurt he was. He went into the fetal position and said "don't hit me again I'm sorry". Damn I didn't know hitting somebody had this much power. I wouldn't think about doing it again but when he get out of line I would rough him up. "Baby it's okay I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you" I said rubbing him up and down. I kneeled next to him and kisses this cheek. I kept saying "I'm sorry"over and over.
"Monty what the hell are you okay?" my sister said shaking me. I didn't realize I was just sitting here and staring at this picture. "I'm good cuzzo I'm just thinking about some shit" I said closing my phone. I hope she didn't see what I was looking at. "You miss him don't you?"she asked sitting next to me.
I nodded my head and she hugged me. "Give him time Monty he can't just come back and get with you although you want him to do that he needs to stay away for a bit" she said rubbing my back. I looked at my phone and Jerari text me saying they were on the way to the club.
"Go ahead and have some fun get your mind off him for a night but don't be stupid again" she said kissing my cheek. She walked out the room and I got dressed to leave out. I looked fairly decent but I could do better. I wasn't getting all did up for these thots and hoes. I sprayed some cologne and went to kiss my baby girl goodnight.
I left after I grabbed my car keys. I got into my car and drove away. I hooked up my aux cord and played Pleasure P - Did You Wrong. I could relate so damn much to this song. I was driving and singing my ass off. I can't sing so it was good to sound bad by myself. I pulled into the club parking lot and got out. The boys were surrounding Jerari car so I just went over there by them.
"What's good y'all" I said putting on my fake mask of happiness for the night. I greeted all of the boys and Jerari was the last one. "Y'all niggas ready to turn up in here?" he asked getting hype. We all said "hell yeah" and started walking to the club. We stood in line for about 5 minutes then paid our way in the club.
We walked in and it wasn't packed but it was a nice size of people here. I went straight to the bar and ordered a strong drink. I got it in and started sipping and looking on snapchat. I was lurking Kenyamo page and he looked like he was turning up tonight.
He looked happy and it hurt me a bit that he wasn't like that with me but I digress.
The club started to liven up after 12. The people were clowning and I was by the bar chilling minding my own business. Jerari came over by me and told to come over to the dudes section. I followed him and he grabbed my shoulder and made me look onto the dance floor. "Bruh is that Kenyamo and Variah together?" he said pointing towards them. I saw them twerking and grinding on each other.
I was watching then I saw this nigga with a nappy ass thot cut come behind Kenyamo and grind on him. I felt my blood boil and I stormed towards them to put a stop to it.
Kenyamo POV....
Tonight was the night I needed fun in my life. I was going out with Kassidy, Variah, and Kassidy friend Meechie. Tayshod tagged along with Reichen I guess to keep an eye out on me and Kassidy. I've been feeling Tayshod and he's been really sweet to me.
He gives me what I need in life and I'm loving it. We been dating for about 2 weeks since the mall and we've seen each other every day. Kayvon still has zero idea but that's a good thing. "Y'all want to go to Hypnotic or The Platinum Room" Kassidy asked us driving around.
I was riding with her, Reichen and Tayshod. The other girls were speaker and headed towards us. We ere meeting up at a local diner and driving to the club from there. "We can go to Hypnotic they be lit da lit on Saturday" Variah said and I agreed with her.
I've actually grown quite fond of the little hoe honestly. I didn't like her at first but when I talk to her she seems so cool and nice. So I can't hate on that so I just befriended her. "Alright I'm pulling up to the diner" Variah said hanging up the phone. She pulled up and got out to hug us. 10 minutes later Meechie pulled up with two other bitches in her car.
She rolled her window down and said "let's go I need to release this twerk spirit". We all got into our cars and drove to the club. We got out and saw a groups of niggas walking in and they as cute as hell but I'm with my nigga so I can't do that to him.
We went to the door and Variah knew the bouncer so she got us all in for free. "Girl how you do that?" I asked her. She laughed and flipped her hair. "I used to talk to him and he still in love chile" she said as we went to grab a section towards the back.
I wanted to hit the bar but Tayshod pulled me back. "Naw shorty we popping bottles I got you" he said taking my hand. We walked to the back and got a section. Tayshod and Reichen ordered some bottles for us. We sat there taking pictures and I was flirting with Tayshod.
The waitress came back with our bottles. I tipped her $100 and Kassidy tipped her $150. She smiled and walked away from us. We opened up the first bottle and started drinking. The liquor was flowing and I was feeling very lit and turned up to the max.
I heard the beginning of Rihanna -Work come on so I grabbed Variah and Kassidy. We went to the dance floor and everybody from our section joined in except Meechie and her friends. I was fucking it up with Variah and she could dance with her thick ass.
I was grinding up on her and she was throwing it back at me so I was taking it. Tayshod came up behind me and was pressing his crotch against me. I was in heaven but then he had to use the bathroom so I went back to Variah and was stopped my a tap on my shoulder.
"What you doing here?"I asked Monty as he stood in front of me. I was frozen this was not the time for him to catch a bitch fit. "I could ask you the same shit and you with my baby momma at that you messy Ken" he said in my ear as the music got louder. Messy? Bitch I'm not messy for hanging out with somebody.
"Messy? no messy is your life and you coming over here bugging isn't helping nothing" I said in his ear. He put his hand on my side and I moved away quickly. "Monty why the fuck is you here?" Variah said coming next to me. Monty looked like he was pissed at her even being in his face. "Girl shut the fuck up" he said clear as day.
"Nigga watch your mouth before I take my child" she said and next thing you know we heard was a ruckus towards our section. I was looking and I saw Meechie and her friends fighting some girls this is horribly ratchet. I was looking and then I heard gunshots and I was being grabbed my strong arms. I wasn't scared because I felt safe in these arms. I knew I belonged in these arms I just didn't know who the fuck grabbed me.
I was rushed to the other side of the club which was secluded. I was against a wall and the person was shielding me because it was a stampeded of people when they heard the gun go off. I opened my eyes and turned to see Monty in front of me. He looked me in my eyes and his body heat was telling me things his mouth wasn't.
"You miss me?" he whispered in my ear. I grabbed his shirt by nature. I nodded yes to him and he wasn't moving at all. I prayed he would move away from me but he wasn't. God didn't answer my prayers at this moment. He pressed me until I was in the corner. "Don't make me hurt that clown ass nigga that was on you I'm gone let you get yourself together but I'm coming back for my spot" he said as he kissed me and walked off.
I stood there and his words resonated in my mind. Tayshod was running around looking for me as the club was clearing out. He found me and ran up to me. He grabbed me and held me tight. I couldn't help but feel confused I need some help. This shit can't be good for one persons mental.
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Y'all I have been working on new works but I can't forget about this one. The new stuff I have coming out will be different for me but I think you all will love it. It will be out mid to late April when Hello is almost done. It's no time soon but just a heads up.
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