Allison's P.O.V.
I woke up to an empty bed which somehow didn't surprise me. I honestly couldn't really fall back asleep thinking about the horrible dream I had last night.
Just knowing the fact that Sammy could be faking his memory loss would be so painful. It would break me to pieces not understanding why he wanted to forget me of all people. After so many years of friendship and all the things we went through and everything we've experienced together. All the things we planned.
We were best friends why would he even want to do this.? My phone buzzed beside me it was a text message from Jack
Jack 😈💘: Baby, I was up by six this morning.. I came to meet with Johnson since I feel better. Thank you for taking care me for the past two days. Anyway I might be home a little late.. I'm sorry. I love you baby, stop by if you want later 😘❤
I sigh. Tossing myself back. Great. A long day ahead of me. With these thoughts of Sammy in this big house.
Me:Okay babe & no problem my big baby!! ❤. I love you too!! I'll maybe call later when I fully wake up 😚❤
He instantly replied
Jack 😈💘: Okay baby.. I'll miss you 😚.
Me:Okay 😂❤. now focus on your music!!
Jack 😈💘: K well :( I love youuu.
Me: I love you too bye now!
Due to the fact that I was smiling like a dork. I couldn't fall back asleep. Sighing and groaning I walked to my restroom showering quickly. Dressing in yoga pants & one of Jacks shirts.
Brushing my teeth & combing my hair. Finishing within a couple of minutes I checked the time 8:30a.m. exactly. I sigh I need to distract myself. If I don't I'll be so busy thinking myself into a mess all because of a stupid dream.
I grabbed my phone throwing myself onto my huge bed bouncing a bit before texting Cassidy
Me: Are you up? 😏
Cassidy 😇: Been up since five in the damn morning puking due to my pregnancy symptoms. Then, acompaning Jack for breakfast before he met up with Gilinsky at seven. Because Gilinsky was up way to damn early 😴.
Me: Well then come over!! I'm so bored & lonely I need to tell you something.
Cassidy 😇: On my way babe.
Me: Thank youu!!
Cassidy 😇: Whatever. I just don't want to be bored. Your life entertains me sooo.. I'm going over because they put me to sleep for a bit 😂❤.
Me: F. U. 😏
Cassidy 😇: I love you too 😂😂😚.
Me: k .
Cassidy 😇: Oooh no you didn't!
Me: Well I just did k . (:
Cassidy 😇; I'm just playing!
Me: So am I.!! 😇😇😂
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Cassidy arrived fifteen minutes later thankful she did before I called Sammy. We were now laying on the big couch across from one another a big blanket covering both of us. I was now telling her about my dream that won't leave me or my mind alone.
She sat there her eyes hiding something I really couldn't figure out.
"Was anyone else in the dream about Sams part of faking the memory loss?" she asked hesitantly.. Weird..
I shook my head no.
"Do you believe its happening?" she asked.
I shrugged.
"I seriously do not know. Like I wish I could know.
But I can't if he doesn't really remember me. I could look like an insane woman who won't leave him alone but his parents adore me. I could look desperate when I already have a boalready & I'm begging him to remember us.. You follow me..?" I ask hoping she understood.
She nodded.
"Give it a little time.. One simple dream can't- shouldn't make you think so much." she said
I nod sighing once before resting my head on the sofa.
She yawned as I did the same.
"I'm so tired." she mumbled closing her eyes.
"Me too." I mumbled.
"Lets take a long nap?" I suggested she nodded instantly.
"Goodnight see you in a few hours" she chuckled
"Goodnight" I said my eyes fluttering closed as sleep consumed me.
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"Why would you do this Sammy?! I cared about you.. I cared so much.." I mummbled as tears slowly left my eyes.
"You can't fake your memory loss and expect me to not hurt why would you do this?!" I question again this time raising my voice without meaning too.
"So you could stay the fuck away! God, Allison what do you not get?!" he groaned frustratedly.
My heart ached as tears poured out of my eyes.
"I don't understand why!!" I shout crying in my hands.
He shrugged me off exiting the room slamming the door as I tossed my weak body back onto the sofa. We were at my place..
I was sobbing into my hands as I heard his foot steps grow further and further away.
"What did I do to make him lie to me this way..?" I asked myself. A single tear slipping from my eye.
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My eyes quickly widen as I see Cassidy still sleeping. Another dream with the same topic.
Sammy faked his memory loss.
I sigh closing my eyes again..
Hoping I would fall back asleep.
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"If You told me you were in love with ms and I went and got with someone else.. Wouldn't you have done the same thing?" He asked. He wasn't yelling. He was calm.
But my heart still ached as tears filled my eyes. I shook my head harshly.
"No. I would never do such a cruel thing. You stayed away from me. Ignored every text message, every phone call. Avoided spaces I was at or near by. I would have never, done such a painful thing to someone I love. I wouldn't fake a death, or an illness nore memory loss just to keep you away. If anything I would just pull you closer to make sure. You would never leave & You. You did such an awful thing to me Sammy." I cried wipping at my tears stained cheeks as more fell.
"I couldn't see you with him." he groaned.
"Regardless of seeing me with anyone!" I shouted.
"I would have never done anything so despicable!" I yell fully crying now.
"I hate you." he mummbled as my heart swelled with pain.
"Wh-what?" I stuttered.
"I said, I fucking hate you." he repeated as I shook my head.
"I can't believe you." I whispered standing up looking back at him.
He chuckled shrugging. Shaking his head sheepishly.
"I hope you always remember me." I whispered walking away.
"Baby doll, I already forgot your name." he called out.
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I quickly opened my eyes it was 12:37. I sighed slowly getting up without waking Cassidy.
I grabbed my phone that was laying on the glass coffee table infront of the couch.
2 missed calls from: Jack 😈💘.
3 unread messages from: Jack 😈💘
I quickly clicked on the message icon as I read them
Jack 😈💘: I miss youuu
Jack 😈💘: Baby girl answer me.. I love you princess 😘.
Jack 😈💘: I miss your morning hugs baby ): call me at least babe ❤.
Smiling I clicked his icon pressung thw mini phone icon as it rang..
J-"Hi baby finally oh my god I miss you.!" he said instantly as I chuckled. Sighing.
Me-"Hi babe."
J-"Its been the longest day ever.!" he exaggerated
Me-"No it hasn't." I laughed.
J-"Babe.. Am I too clingy?" I was taken back at his question.
Me-"No you aren't baby.. If that's what you call our effort in our relationship then I love it." I smile.
J-"I swear I love you."
Me-"I love you more though"
J-"If thats what you think."
Me-"I know I do."
J-"Sure babe. But I miss you a lot, and I can't wait to see you and hug you and kiss you and love you more. And just hold you." I giggled
Me-"Good. But hows work my love?"
J-"Slow as hell. I miss you-"
Me-"Jack." I scolded chuckling
J-" It's goung good we got some pretty good things. Can't wait for my fans and you to hear them."
Me-"Good baby! I'm glad you guys got things done."
J-"Thank you baby.. Hey Johnson's over here mumbled to me I gotta go.. I love you babe!! Come through please at least for lunch."
Me-"Okay big baby."
J-"As long as I'm your big baby." I chuckled
Me-"Okay well bye!"
I laughed hanging up.
My mind was clear for a good twenty minutes during that phone call. Until it slowly wandered back to...
Sammy faking his memory loss.
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Hii babes!! Well I hope you enjoyed this chapter!
I have a question though..
Do any of my readers make book covers? If so can you please, DM me I will give credit & all.. It is for a new book I am writing (:
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{Marie 🌸}