Allie's POV
Jackson's hand grabbed my hips and he crushed them on top of his bed before he roughly climbed on top of me, taking away half of my precious air. I couldn't breath as he sat on me while staring me down with those dark blue vicious eyes. He smirked evilly before he chuckled darkly. That sound that haunts me so badly.
He then leaned down and pressed his lips against mine before he moved them all down my neck. I began to scream as loud as I could as I begged for Harry, wanting him to rescue me so bad. I missed him badly. I kept on crying out for him but he never came. "He's not here! Now will you shut it!" He yelled before he slapped me hard across the face.
I cried continuously as he kept on hitting me. His hips grind against mine as I whimpered and begged him to stop. But he never did. I never stopped screaming at him to leave me alone. His only kissed me harder and pressed roughly against me every time I tried to escape.
He then screamed at me to shut up as I cried harder. He then madly wrapped his hands around my neck before he squeezed me. I couldn't breath as I grabbed his hands, in attempt to pry them off. "Jackson- stop." My voice came out weak and pathetic as my air was draining.
"If you're gonna die, you will die as my wife." His words created chills in my bones. "Wife?" I choked out. "No, I'm Harry's and I always will be!" I screamed, somewhat surprised I could scream. "Don't you remember baby? I killed him. He died a year ago. We got married as soon as we could. Don't you remember sweetheart? You're mine forever." He said lowly as my eyes widen in fear.
"And his blood is still on my hands." He taunted as he lifted his hands up in the air and I gasped as I saw blood covering them. I then closed my eyes and let out a piercing scream as he laughed evilly.
"Allie! Wake up! Baby please wake up it's just a dream I promise!" I heard Harry's voice say in my ear. I suddenly opened my eyes, realizing I had been screaming since my throat felt dry. I gasped loudly as I looked all around the room before at him. "It's ok baby. It was just another nightmare." Harry whispered as he breathed out in relief. His hand was cupped around my face as I breathed heavily.
"You- you were. Dead Harry. You were dead." I whimpered before I sobbed into his chest. He sighed as he wrapped both arms around my waist and he held me tight. "Shhh it was just a dream Allie. I'm not dead. I'm right here ok?" He cooed as he rubbed my side.
"It was so terrible Harry." I cried as my lips and body trembled. "I know but it's all over now." He hushed. "Don't let me fall asleep again please. " I whimpered as he nodded his head. "Ok I won't baby, I won't." He said softly as his hand tangled in my hair. "It was the worst nightmare ever." I whispered as Harry nodded his head.
"Jackson, had me in his room, he was kissing me and forcing himself on me. And then he started to choke me. I felt like I couldn't breath it felt so real. And then he said that I was his wife. And I was confused until his hands lifted up and there was your blood all over them." I said before I sobbed loudly.
"Shhh. It's ok. That's never going to happen. Just stop thinking about it ok?" He said as I shook my head. "I can't Harry. I just can't it won't go away. The images. His voice. His horrible evil laugh. The smile. I can't." I whimpered as he held me tighter.
"Make it go away Harry just please make it go away." I begged as I gripped his shirt and looked up at him with teary eyes. He locked eye contact with me and he sighed as he grabbed my face. "Please Harry." I whispered softly before I let out a sob. He nodded his head as he narrowed his eyebrows before he pulled me towards him and he kissed me.
I allowed our lips to mold together as I leaned on him for support. His other hand wrapped securely around my waist as I tangled my hand into his hair. The way he kissed me took away the pain and sorrow. It made me forget about the bad times. It only reminded me of the good ones. His lips were sweet yet salty but I enjoyed the feeling of them against mine.
He deepened the kiss as he started to lean against me and I gasped as I pulled away for air. I looked down at his lips before up at him and I blinked a couple times. He smiled as he traced his thumb along my cheek before he leaned in and pressed his lips against mine. I smiled into the kiss as I pulled him closer to me and I wrapped my arms around his neck tightly.
His hands wrapped around my thighs and he slid me onto his lap before he held my waist to prevent me from falling. We kissed for a long time, enjoying every second of it as we perfectly held each other tightly and meaningfully. I missed everything about him. And kissing him again just felt so good. I really loved being with him.
I then pulled away and let out a breath as I pressed my forehead against his. We were both panting in sync as Harry looked down at my lips. "Harry." I breathed. "Promise me you'll never walk out of my life." I whispered. He didn't hesitate to respond quickly. "I promise." He breathed back. I then looked up at him and smiled.
"And Allie. I want you to promise me you'll never walk out of mine. I want you to stay with me. I'm always so happy around you. You make me a better person." He said as he grabbed my hands and squeezed them as he tugged me forward. I chuckled before I nodded my head. "I promise Harry." I whispered. He then let a smile take over his lips and I swear, that smile made my heart go wild.
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Harry's arm was wrappped securely around my waist as we sat on the same couch that we fell asleep on that one night. I looked up at Harry with curious eyes as his were intensely glued to the tv screen. I could tell he noticed me staring at him because his eyebrow began to raise as the colors from the movie reflected on his eyes.
He then slowly looked over at me before he noticed a smile form on my lips. "What?" He asked, his eyebrow never going down. I then bit my lip before giggling. "Nothing." I chuckled as I caught him smirking down at me. "Why were you staring at me like that?" He smirked as he squeezed my waist. "Cuz I like to." I blushed as I ran my hand down his covered chest.
He watched my hand glide down his shirt before his eyes fixed back on me. "Come on. Tell me. What is it?" He asked as he nudged me. "Nothing." I lied as I leaned on him. "No you're going to tell me. What do you want?" His voice grew serious but his smile remained. He then lifted up my face and stared into my eyes while smiling wider.
"You're not thinking about Jackson are you?" He asked with pity swimming in his eyes as I shook my head. "No." I whispered as I looked down. "Then what is it? You can tell me Allie." Harry said softly as he caressed my face with his thumb. "It's just. I'm just curious." I sighed as I looked away.
"About what?" He looked at me with curiosity. "Will I ever be allowed outside again?" I said more to myself as I pulled my face away from Harry's hands and I looked out towards the windows. I heard a sigh come from Harry before he held my hand with his free one.
"Of course you'll be able to be outdoors babe. You can go out on the porch upstairs or out in a garden. I can build a garden for you with fences and a good security system so that no one can get you if you really wanted to go outside." Harry said as I frowned and looked over at him.
"Harry I mean the real outdoors. Can I go back to my hometown or just around your yard?" I asked as he narrowed his eyebrows. "You will definitely not go outside here. That's far to dangerous. I'm not going to loose you again. And your home town? I'm not sure Allie. People could be looking for you there. Like, Jackson's friends and family." Harry sighed as I frowned deeper.
"So, you mean that for the rest of my life people will be after me? And I won't be able to go outside anymore?" I asked as I felt tears forming in my eyes. I can't be shoved into a new life and be away from everything I've known. "I- Allie I don't mean that." Harry sighed as I narrowed my eyebrows. "No it is what you meant to say." I said as I leaned away. "Allie don't." He closed his eyes before he gave me a look.
"Harry I know that people will be after me because of my father, but that doesn't mean that you can trap me here forever." I said as Harry gasped and widen his eyes. "You're saying you don't want to?" He narrowed his eyebrows at me. "I want to be with you Harry but I will not be trapped here for life. I need to explore, I want to explore. I'm only eighteen Harry for crying out loud!" I felt like I was suffocating.
"We had this conversation already Allie." Harry rolled his eyes as he looked away. "Well it's not my fault you keep bringing it up." I narrowed my eyebrows and crossed my arms. "You brought it up Allie! Don't blame your problems on me." He hissed back as my eyes widen. "So I have problems now?" I let out a sarcastic laugh. "Don't act like us humans don't have any problems." Harry said.
"You know what I mean Harry! You keep scaring me with the fact that people are after me and that you want to trap me here." I said as Harry seemed to get more mad. "I do this to protect you." He hissed. His voice was more stronger and lower. "Yeah I know." I rolled my eyes and looked away. "Don't roll your eyes at me Allie." Harry growled as he snatched my jaw tightly. "Just leave me alone." I groaned as I pushed his hand off.
I then got off my seat and I stormed off as Harry madly watched me. "Where do you think you're going?" He asked as I walked towards the flight of stairs. "Away from you." I hissed. "Oh no you don't." He let out a sarcastic laugh before he got up and ran after me. "Harry stop! Just give me some space!" I squealed as I heard strong footsteps behind me. I quickly looked behind me before letting out a squeal and running up the stairs.
He then skipped 2 stairs each while my small legs worked on one and I let out a cry of defeat as his arms quickly looped around my waist. "I don't want you leaving my sight Allie. I just don't ok." Harry said as he turned me around. "Why not!" I wailed as I flared my arms down. "Because I love you." He said with meaning as he pulled me towards him and crashed his lips against mine.
I instantly gave into the kiss and my arms flung over his neck as he tightened his grip on my waist. "I can't loose you Allie. I just can't." He whispered on my lips as he pulled away. I bit my lip to prevent myself from crying as I closed my eyes. "I don't want to loose you either Harry. But you need to know that I do need space. And that I do want to go back home." I whispered back.
"I'll try whatever I can for you Allie ok? I promise. Just don't walk out on me please." He begged as I looked up at him. "I won't." I said before I kissed him. "Can we finish the movie now?" He asked as I giggled. "You were so into that." I chuckled.
"It was interesting!" He whined as I laughed. "I'm sorry though baby." He said as we walked down the stairs. "It's ok I'm sorry too. I just get a little tense about the subject. It's personal." I said as he nodded his head. "I forgive you anyways for it." He grinned before he wrapped his arm around my waist and kissed my temple. Harry may be controlling, but I do love him. But how many fights are we going to have about this until I can't take it no longer?