We got ready to go and Connor managed to not be so upset, I do still feel sorry for him. We walked down to the restaurant because it is only about 15 minutes away, Brad held my hand the whole way down there and we took some cute pictures with the sunset in the background. Once we got there we met Joe and sat at our table, Brad obviously sat next to me and everyone else just sat where they wanted. I realised that Brad is the only boy out of everyone with a girlfriend, things didn't work out with James or Tris and their girlfriends either so it's just me and Brad...
"You ok?" Brad asked and snapped me out of my thoughts. "Yeah." I said, I smiled at him and put my phone on the table in front of me. "What you thinking about?" He asked and held my hand under the table. "The fact that your the only one in the band that has a girlfriend now." I said and Brad nodded. "I know, I hope we last." Brad said and I smiled. "I'm sure we will, I want to be with you for the rest of my life." I said and Brad nodded. "Same here." He said, he looked down at my necklace and back up to my eyes. I giggled a little and he smiled at me a bit. "I love you." He mumbled and I smiled back. "I love you too." I replied.
We then ordered our drinks, I got a Coke but Brad got a beer. I told him that he can get drunk and have fun if he wants to but he said that he wants to stay sober so he knows that I'm ok, I don't know what he means by that because I will be fine. "Are you sure you don't want to drink? I think Tris and Connor are." I said and Brad squeezed my hand. "I don't want to." He said and I nodded. "Plus, I don't want a hangover tomorrow because we have to do 2 concerts." Brad explained and I nodded. "We have one in the afternoon and one in the evening, in the morning we have sound check but it takes a while to drive to the venue." Brad said. "What time do you have to leave tomorrow?" I asked. "About half 7 in the morning." Brad said and I nodded. "I will make sure to wake you up at 7am so we get half an hour together before I go." Brad said and I smiled. "Thanks." I said and he kissed my cheek.
"So boys! Who's ready for sound check and 2 concerts tomorrow?!" Joe said and the boys cheered which made me giggle a bit. "I am so proud of how far you boys have come!" Joe said, I am proud of them as well but I am just going to keep quiet. This is the boys time to celebrate so I have no need to say anything. "Thanks Joe, we wouldn't be anywhere if you didn't sign us to a record label." James said and Joe smiled. "And thanks to Waddy and Fin as well but they aren't here." Tris said and the boys nodded, they all raised their glasses to the tour and I just sat in silence. Brad then put his cup down and faced me, he kissed my cheek and smiled. "I wouldn't be here without you either." Brad said and I looked confused. "Why?" I asked. "Because you believe that I can do it." Brad said and I smiled. "I don't believe you can do it, I know you can do it." I said, Brad ran his hand through his hair and bit his lip. "I told you! Don't do that!" I said and Brad giggled. "It looks so hot!" I said and Brad laughed. "Sorry." He said and I held his hand, we kissed each other a bit and then Brad took a sip of his drink.
We all ordered our food but I didn't know what to have, I didn't want to choose anything expensive because Joe has to pay for it so I looked at the cheaper things on the menu. "Why are you looking at that stuff?" Brad asked. "Because it's cheap." I said. "But it's just salad." Brad said and I nodded, he held my hand and I looked at him. "You can have whatever you want and I will pay for you." Brad said. "It's fine, I can pay for myself." I replied and Brad sighed. "Let me pay? I won't be here tomorrow." Brad said and I kissed him on the lips. "It's fine." I replied and he sighed, he turned around to face everyone else but got his phone out. I saw him text someone but I didn't know who, I then saw my phone light up on the table in front of me and read it to see that it was from Brad.
1 message from Brad:
I am paying for your meal, no questions asked. I love you :) xxxxxxxxxxx
1 message to Brad:
I love you toooooooo!!!!! Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I heard Brad giggle and I smiled at him. "What?" I asked. "That's a lot of kisses." Brad said and I nodded. "I always have to send more kisses than you." I said and Brad giggled. "How about we make it a tradition that we start off with 2 kisses and every time we send a text we have to add one more kiss?" Brad asked and I nodded. "Sounds like a good idea." I said and Brad kissed my cheek.
I looked back at the menu and decided on a lasagne in the end, I ordered my food and then everyone else did. I gave my menu to the waiter and he walked away. "So, who's excited for tomorrow?" Joe asked. "Me!" The boys all said and then they laughed together, I scrolled through my social media on my phone for a bit. I feel a bit awkward being here, this meal has nothing to do with me so I just need to let the boys talk about things. I saw a couple of nice posts about me and Brad and then I saw the hate, I sighed and switched my phone off. I put it on the table and took a sip of my drink, why do people have to be horrible? Surely if you don't like someone then you would keep out of their way and leave them alone? Someone always has to ruin everything though... I realised that I was playing with the straw in the cup so I sat back on my chair and looked around the room, I saw a couple and their baby. They looked adorable together and I want that to be me and Brad one day, I would love children. I carried on looking around and saw quite a few couples in here, they were obviously on dates or something because they all seem to be having such a good time. I bet it's amazing having a boyfriend that doesn't have to leave you everyday to go on tour? I do love Brad but it does get a bit annoying and upsetting sometimes.
"You ok?" Brad asked, he snapped me out of my thoughts and I looked over to him. "Yeah." I said and he smiled. "Sorry." Brad said and I looked confused. "What for?" I asked. "I'm leaving you out of the conversation." Brad said and I smiled. "It's fine, I'm not meant to be in the conversation. I'm not even really meant to be here..." I said. "I want you to be here, there is no point leaving you at the apartment if you can come." Brad said and I nodded. " I know but I just feel like I don't need to be here." I said. "But I want you here." Brad said and I nodded. "I can't wait for tonight." Brad said. "Why?" I asked. "Because it's just going to be me and you." Brad said and I smiled. "It's always just me and you at night, why is tonight any different?" I asked. "I dunno, I just feel like we are going to have a nice night." Brad said and I blushed a bit, he giggled and kissed my cheek. "Evie." Connor said and I looked up at him. "Yeah?" I asked. "Are you ok?" He asked and I nodded. "Ok." He said and I looked confused. "Why ask?" I asked. "You just seem a bit upset." Connor said. "I'm not upset." I said, Connor nodded and carried on talking with Tris. "Well that was random." I said and Brad held my hand. "I think he is just checking that things are ok between me and you, he doesn't want the same thing to happen to us that happened with him and Alisha." Brad said and I nodded. "I really feel sorry for him." I said. "He will find the right girl one day, but I already know that I have found the right girl for me..." Brad said and pecked my nose, I giggled and then I smelt food coming over. I looked up to see plates being put down on the table.
We tucked into our food and it was really nice, Brad got a burger and as usual he was eating messy. But I don't mind when he does that, he is still cute. He took a few bites of his burger and then put it back down on his plate, I smiled at him and wiped the sauce off of his mouth with a napkin. "Thanks." He said and I kissed his cheek. "No problem." I said and he smiled, we carried on eating the rest of our meals and by the time we were all finished we were all stuffed but we all really wanted pudding. "That was really nice and I really want pudding but I'm full up!" James said and we all nodded. "I will share an ice cream with you?" Brad asked. "But I am full up!" I said and Brad laughed. "I'm sure you will have a bit of space once it comes, we have to wait a bit for it anyway and I think the other boys are getting pudding as well." Brad said. "Ok..." I said and Brad kissed my cheek.
The waiter took our plates away and then refilled our drinks. "You sure you don't wanna drink?" I asked Brad. "I'm sure!" Brad said and he laughed. "Sorry..." I said and Brad lifted my chin up. "Don't worry about it, I know you just want me to have fun but I have 2 concerts tomorrow." Brad said. "I know but I don't want you to feel like you can't drink and have fun because of me." I said and Brad held my hand. "That's not the reason why I'm not drinking. Tris will regret it tomorrow morning." Brad said and I nodded. We ordered our deserts and all the boys got their own puddings apart from me and Brad, we are still going to share an ice cream. "What flavour do you want?" Brad asked me. "Vanilla?" I asked. "Chocolate?" Brad asked and I smiled. "Get both?" I said and Brad nodded, he ordered and the waiter took the menus again before walking away.
"Thank you for this Joe!" Tris said, he was a bit drunk, Joe laughed and then smiled. "No problem mate, you might wanna slow down on the drinks though. It's not going to agree with you tomorrow and we have 2 shows to play..." Joe explained. "I know! I will be fine..." Tris slurred and James laughed, Connor was just dazed off in his own world. He is probably thinking about Alisha, I do feel sorry for him but he can do better. He deserves better anyway and I know that he will meet the right girl soon, I just know it.
Our pudding came shortly after and we now all have a bit of space to eat it, Brad fed me my scoops of ice cream because there was only one spoon but I quite liked it. I fed him his ice cream and then once we were done I felt like I couldn't move because I was so full up! "I'm stuffed!" Brad said. "Same!" I replied and we both laughed. "Do you want me to piggy back you home?" Brad asked. "You'll be sick!" I said. "No I won't, I'm sure your little legs are tired and want a piggy back home..." Brad said and winked. "If you want..." I said and Brad pulled me into a hug. "I will make it really fun." Brad said and I giggled.
Joe paid for the boys meals and Brad paid for mine after talking to Joe about it, I still asked to pay for mine again but Brad refused as usual... He then actually did piggy back me home. "I thought you were joking!" I said while we was walking with me on his back. "Nope, I was serious." Brad said and I laughed, we eventually got back to the apartment. We said goodnight to everyone and walked off to our room, Brad put me down on my back on the bed and I giggled. He took my shoes off for me and then took his shoes off, we put our phones on charge and got changed into our pjs before laying back on the bed. Brad closed the curtains and laid down next to me. "I love you." I said and his lips collided with mine, we kissed for a while and then he pulled away. "I have been wanting to do that all night..." Brad said and winked at me, I smiled and kissed him back a bit. "Well now you have." I said as we both got into bed.
"I am going to miss you tomorrow." Brad said and hugged me. "I will miss you too but it's not forever, we will see each other in the evening." I said and Brad nodded as he rested his forehead against mine "I know but it's still 10 hours without you near me." Brad said and I kissed his cheek. "You can text me and we can send kisses to each other like we discussed in the restaurant!" I said and Brad laughed. "Yeah, that will be cute." Brad said and I nodded. "What are you going to do tomorrow?" Brad asked. "Sit by myself in this room watching films." I said and Brad ran his hand along my cheek. "I'm sorry." Brad said and I kissed him. "Stop being sorry! It's you job and I'm proud of you! As long as you enjoy your job than that's great! I don't want to get into an argument about this again because the last time this happened I apparently fell down the stairs..."I said. "You still don't remember falling down the stairs?" Brad asked and held my necklace charms. "Nope." I replied and Brad smiled. "I can't wait until we can add another charm to this." Brad said and I kissed his forehead. "Do you want a dog charm next or a baby charm?" I asked. "Probably a dog first, I think we are a bit young for kids at the moment and I want to wait until after we are married." Brad said and winked, I blushed a little and Brad giggled. "Don't be embarrassed baby." He said and kissed me, I smiled and kissed him back.
"I think we should go to sleep now, you have a big day tomorrow." I said and Brad smiled. "But I'm happy taking to you." Brad said. "I'm happy talking to you as well but if you stay up much later then you aren't going to want to get up in the morning." I explained. "I'm not going to want to get up in the morning anyway." Brad said and I sighed. "You know what I mean." I said and Brad giggled. "I know, I'm only joking with you." Brad said and pecked my nose, he switched the bedside lamp off and the room went dark. I felt his arms tighten around me and a smile crept on to my face. "I love you." Brad said and kissed the top of my head. "I love you too." I said and kissed his nose. "Goodnight babe." He said and squeezed me a bit tighter. "Night." I said and then I feel asleep quite quickly.