It would be so much simpler if I could simply disappear maybe just for a little awhile? Not for forever just for awhile just so I can get me head straight again. Just sitting half between life and death existing but not existing and when I come back it will be like as if I never left and I'm the only one who knows I simply disappeared for awhile and that's okay that I'm feeling this way.
Someday I just want to hear that this mental illness isn't my fault, that I didn't want this to happen because I really didn't I never wanted to heave this. So maybe if I could just disappear for awhile I can clear my head and then simply get my head on straight and I'll walk again and come again mowing with full thought that things will be okay.
~E.M.C
Hurt Beyond Repair.
By disorderpoetry
Hurt and frightened and no where to turn except for my journal. Curse words being streamed at me and you wo... More