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Hurt Beyond Repair.

By disorderpoetry

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Hurt and frightened and no where to turn except for my journal. Curse words being streamed at me and you wo... More

Before you read.
Prey.
Intertwined.
Games.
Seldomly.
Mirror.
Anxiety.
Bad Thoughts.
Sleepless.
Forget.
Someday.
Reminders.
The rhymes in my head.
Leaving.
Take A Chance
Maybe, I didnt try hard enough.
Lingering.
You're Gone.
Broken Promises.
Im only a moth.
Never.
Something I learned from Therapy.
Beauty that goes unoticed.
It makes it hard to breathe.
Rid me of the pain.
Appreciation!
Why do I do this?
The hurt in her eyes.
Sunrises and sunsets.
You no longer melt my heart.
Alive.
Words can hurt.
Its Hard.
Letting go.
Just Another Person.
Acceptance
Wrong.
When I find that speacial someone.
Combustion
But that's okay.
Please, remember.
It means.
Spiraling Farther.
Like an earthquake.
Greedy hands.
Broken trust.
Repeating myself.
It isn't pretty.
Talking
Eyes
Dear Her,
Wondering.
Like a cast,But the pain doesn't go away.
Pieces
Its simple.
What do you take me for?
You.
Thank you to everyone!
What I know now.
Fragile and frail book.
It doesn't work like that.
Blocking out the bad.
I have to remind myself.
Couple of word poetry.
You, She.
Frantic.
Disorder, order.
Posts.
Bright.
People.
No Meaning.
Mornings are hard.
Your lips.
Cigarette.
Laughter.
Old T-Shirt.
I kinda loved you.
Im not an object.
I wont not be me.
Vodka.
Battles.
Sometimes life will hurt.
Theres no in between.
Its just me.
Everyday life.
My hope starting with the yellow pencil.
Tests.
For the ones that feel alone.
We lost eachother.
You had flings. While I had faith.
My bed is my drug.
Not a poem.
I'm a tornado.
I want to be heard.
Leaving me. Wanting more.
Interpertations.
Terribly Truthful.
Sensations.
It fills me up.
I always find more to love.
Despite the odds you need to hit continue.
My room just isn't the same anymore.
It's cold inside you better bring a jacket.
I'm no damsel in distress.
Just a thank you note!
Let it come naturally.
A girl who wants to speak.
Im just that type of person.
I'm messy.
Chirstmas.
Even the simple things are hard.
Constellations.
Lack of emotions.
Working to fill the emptiness.
Simply disappear.
Car Wreck.
Why?
Down.
Open.
Puppet Master.
It's all in your head.
Sentences.
You are a Warrior.
Update about whats going onz
Beautiful.
Emotion,ocean.
Speak up.
My relationship with food.
Intoxicated.
Rhymes.
My account name has changed
Love.
Pep.
Blue
Completed 1-8-2016

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Hurt Beyond Repair.

Poetry

Hurt and frightened and no where to turn except for my journal. Curse words being streamed at me and you would have thought I had a father for a sa...

abuse anxiety anxious breaking broken death depression events harships heartbreak hurt life love mentalillness poetic poetry relationships sad suicide trending

Spiraling Farther.

140 9 2
By disorderpoetry

I'm not sure if things will get better at this point.
Maybe I'm in a bad place.
Maybe I shouldn't say that.
Buts it's been harder lately and I can't think straight.
I'm spiraling farther and farther dark into this deep abyss.
This deep abyss a mess with all my old memories.
The memories of you rip me apart.
Like little kids hands ripping apart their Christmas presents.
~E.M.C

A note from the poet: I don't know if any of my poems make any sense anymore and I'm
Sorry about that.
Love,Emily
Aka dejectedpoetry

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