Hurt Beyond Repair.

By disorderpoetry

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Hurt and frightened and no where to turn except for my journal. Curse words being streamed at me and you wo... More

Before you read.
Prey.
Intertwined.
Games.
Seldomly.
Mirror.
Anxiety.
Bad Thoughts.
Sleepless.
Forget.
Someday.
Reminders.
The rhymes in my head.
Leaving.
Take A Chance
Maybe, I didnt try hard enough.
Lingering.
You're Gone.
Broken Promises.
Im only a moth.
Never.
Something I learned from Therapy.
Beauty that goes unoticed.
It makes it hard to breathe.
Rid me of the pain.
Appreciation!
Why do I do this?
The hurt in her eyes.
Sunrises and sunsets.
You no longer melt my heart.
Alive.
Words can hurt.
Its Hard.
Letting go.
Just Another Person.
Acceptance
Wrong.
When I find that speacial someone.
Combustion
Please, remember.
It means.
Spiraling Farther.
Like an earthquake.
Greedy hands.
Broken trust.
Repeating myself.
It isn't pretty.
Talking
Eyes
Dear Her,
Wondering.
Like a cast,But the pain doesn't go away.
Pieces
Its simple.
What do you take me for?
You.
Thank you to everyone!
What I know now.
Fragile and frail book.
It doesn't work like that.
Blocking out the bad.
I have to remind myself.
Couple of word poetry.
You, She.
Frantic.
Disorder, order.
Posts.
Bright.
People.
No Meaning.
Mornings are hard.
Your lips.
Cigarette.
Laughter.
Old T-Shirt.
I kinda loved you.
Im not an object.
I wont not be me.
Vodka.
Battles.
Sometimes life will hurt.
Theres no in between.
Its just me.
Everyday life.
My hope starting with the yellow pencil.
Tests.
For the ones that feel alone.
We lost eachother.
You had flings. While I had faith.
My bed is my drug.
Not a poem.
I'm a tornado.
I want to be heard.
Leaving me. Wanting more.
Interpertations.
Terribly Truthful.
Sensations.
It fills me up.
I always find more to love.
Despite the odds you need to hit continue.
My room just isn't the same anymore.
It's cold inside you better bring a jacket.
I'm no damsel in distress.
Just a thank you note!
Let it come naturally.
A girl who wants to speak.
Im just that type of person.
I'm messy.
Chirstmas.
Even the simple things are hard.
Constellations.
Lack of emotions.
Working to fill the emptiness.
Simply disappear.
Car Wreck.
Why?
Down.
Open.
Puppet Master.
It's all in your head.
Sentences.
You are a Warrior.
Update about whats going onz
Beautiful.
Emotion,ocean.
Speak up.
My relationship with food.
Intoxicated.
Rhymes.
My account name has changed
Love.
Pep.
Blue
Completed 1-8-2016

But that's okay.

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By disorderpoetry

My poetry may never hit the viral list and that's okay.
My poetry my never be published on real paper and sent out, that's okay too.
As long as I can touch the hearts of many, even just a few.
As long as I can let people know they aren't alone in this world and that there's others feeling the same way and that it's okay to have feelings.
It's okay to be depressed.
It's okay to be anxious.
It's all okay, just please don't give up. You just have to remember you aren't alone in this mess.
I'm here maybe not physically but on the emotional level I am.
I've been down on the ground too many times I couldn't count.
There's even more times where I've been at rock bottom crawling and tumbling farther.
You aren't alone.
There's times where I can't get out of bed let alone get dressed but on those days I just have to remember I can't beat myself up over this I have to take it easy even though things are getting hard I can't hurt or be mean to myself because of this.
I'm a very emotional person .
I've been in the nurses office at school having anxiety and panic attacks and being sent home sometimes day after day.
The nurse looked at me one day and said "you can't be hard on yourself for this and you can't beat yourself down over this." She told me how she had depression and anxiety and she told me how she needed to be gentle with herself especially on the bad days and you just can't beat yourself up over it.
You aren't alone.
May I take your hand and sit with you and tell you about the stars and get your mind off of those problems? Because darling I promise you aren't alone and someone will be there for you.
~E.M.C

A note from the poet: I feel I told a lot about me and my life in this poem or whatever I shall call it. But give feedback? I don't know if it's helpful or not but I would like it to be (:
Love , Emily  aka dejectedpoetry

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