"Y/n you're on in 5"
"Alright I'll be out in a minute."
You stared at yourself in the mirror.
You felt like shit but your makeup artist managed to cover it up. You and Shawn had an argument and haven't talked for weeks.
It was the usual, the attention from guys.
You couldn't help the way you were viewed, you were a singer just like him.
Of course to satisfy him you would try to cover yourself up and become a more formal, mature artist but then it dawned you that, you were your own woman and no man was gonna make you change because of his feelings.
And you tried to get Shawn to see that. But he would always make a way to shame you. You finally cracked and just left him. You had been staying with a friend for the past couple of weeks not hearing a word from Shawn.
You didn't want to keep it up any longer, so you got your friend to invite him to your show tonight in hope to talk to him afterwards.
Now you were in your dressing room nervous as hell because you didn't know if Shawn was out there or not.
"Y/n. It's time."
"Alright. Alright. I'm coming." You made your way to the stage.
Shawn p.o.v
I see she finally broke and decided to contact me first.
I know it may seem jerky of me but y/n needs to realize that I love her and I won't share her with anyone else.
I really miss her though. She was the only person I was truly comfortable with. I was sitting in a V.i.p section of the audience with one of her friends that invited me. She was telling me how she was walking around her apartment looking broken because of the things I said and that she pulled herself together coming to the conclusion that I was in the wrong. Yeah we really need to talk. The lights then dimmed and out came the girl I fell in love with years ago. She looked amazing. She made eye contact with me then started speaking in that angelic voice of hers.
Y/n p.o.v
I walked out on stage scanning the beautiful crowd. I then found Shawn who seemed to looked kind of shocked.
"Hello everyone. How are y'all doin tonight?"
I was answered with a bunch of screams.
"Sounds great to me!!" I chuckled. "Listen before I start with my songs I wanna dedicate a song to a boy that I gave my heart to a while ago. A boy who still has my heart in which I hope he keeps forever. Shawn. Baby, this is for you." I said as I looked at him.
The crowd grew silent as the music started.
I ain't a saint I think you know
But I see the way I'm gonna go
It's no debate but I belong with you, yeah
Baby we're the same, you know my flaws
So if I ever stray, you know the cause
But no matter what I do, I know, I know, I belong with you
I belong with you, yeah baby
You're eyes were locked with Shawn's the entire time. You wanted Shawn to feel every note and lyric that came out if your mouth. You wanted him to know that what you were singing was true.
Yeah, I got a temper, but I'm just sayin'
You pushin' buttons just cause you can
You know I hate it, but I belong with you, oh
But when in gone, I think you do
You shouldn't worry bout someone new
Cause no matter where I go, you know I know I belong with you
Shawn p.o.v
Dear god.
It all makes sense now. Okay not all but enough to know that I'm a jackass.
Y/n would never leave me. She never was. I took her beauty for granted and she tried to pour her heart out to me but I wouldn't listen. Gosh I'm such a fool. Boy do I have some apologizing to do. And gosh that voice, that beautiful voice. Makes everything else put into place. And they way she sways her hips. It's not because she wants attention she's just being her.
And...I tried to change that.
I watched as tears rolled down her eyes.
Shawn. What have you done to your baby girl?
Y/n p.o.v
(Skips some of the song bc author is lazy but really wants the readers to listen to the song and the rest of the album bc it makes you think about life or maybe it's just the author but continue)
Forever baby, oh the only one, yeah, your the only one
Yeah, I belong to you baby
Oh, we can face the sun, lets fall into forever baby, yeah
When it's said in done your the only one, you
I belong with you, oh, you I belong with you, oh, baby
Oh, when it's time to face the sun,
I know you're the only, your the only one.
I swayed my hips while the song gave me a chance to breath. I hadn't noticed that everyone had lighters out including Shawn and y/f/n. It was a really beautiful sight. I wiped the tears that I just realized had fallen.
I know that you're the only, your the only one. You
Oh, cause when it's time to face the sun
I know that you're the only one, only one.
I then bowed.
Shawn p.o.v
Once the song ended, I tried to process it's meaning along with y/f/n screaming , "YASSS! Y/N! FUCK IT UP BITCH YASS!" All in my ear.
I had to get to y/n.
I ran backstage and was stopped by a bodyguard.
"Hey you can't come back here!" He pushed me back
"Hey! I'm y/n's boyfriend! Let me in." I tried to push past him.
"Yeah. Yeah. and so is every other fanboy. Please return to your seat and enjoy the rest of the show." He said emotionless. This only made me more angry.
"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME DO YOU NOT KNOW WHO I AM!! IM FUCKING SHAWN MENDES!!" I yelled frustrated.
"I don't give a damn who you are!! If y/n doesn't say it's okay, You're not getting anywhere past me."
Y/n p.o.v
I was walking towards my dressing room for a small break when I heard a commotion as I walked closer towards it I could tell who it was. I only knew one person who could curse so cutely. Shawn.
"Hey y/b/g/n, let him in." I said softly.
He turned towards me. "You know this kid?" He asked with a confused expression. I chuckled.
"You know that's my boyfriend Shawn. I'm around him all the time."
"Yeah. I know him. After what you told me. He needs to know I don't play about you." He said as Shawn squeezed past him.
"Be careful boy, she's like a daughter to me." He glared at Shawn.
I sighed and pulled him into the dressing room.
"Ok Shawn I-" I felt to lips against mine and arms around my waist. I kissed back with so much passion.
He pulled away after a few minutes. "I'm sorry y/n. I tried to change you. You wanted to show me how you felt and I wouldn't listen. I guess I was insecure. But one things for sure, It wasn't you, it was me. Please forgive me?" He got down one knee. My romantic boy.
"I do." He shot back up and attacked my face with kisses.
"I promise. I'll never try to change you again." He hugged me.
"Good. Because If you do. I'll get y/b/g/n on you." I said playfully.
"Oh god. We wouldn't want that!" Shawn said sarcastically
"Oh you're not scared?"
"Nope. To be honest. I think I can take him."
"Oh really?"
"Not a chance."
We both laughed.
"It's great to have you around again shawny." I wrapped my arms around his neck. "You too baby girl. Now go finish your show. Wouldn't want your old bodyguard to come looking for us."
"Haha you play too much."
"Only for you."
A/N ::::::::::::::: It feels like it took a day to write that fam. But srsly please check out Miguel's new album it's really good especially this song. I find every song on there amazing but it's okay to have favorites. Also check out the song on the last imagine I did it is FIRE.......see what I did there? *sigh* I have no life. We'll see yahhhhhh.