||Kayla Phillips||
"I thought I asked you to get in the back?" August asked after he and Camille brought my kids out.
"Yeah .. YOU THOUGHT wrong... You said 'you may want to get in the back' you didn't ask me." I smiled
"You just too fucking smart mouthed." He said under his breath
"I know I am. I'm smart all around. I was in here first therefore make her sit in the back." I told him
"Camille.." He trailed off and stuck his head up and said something to her where I couldn't hear.
"Why?!" I heard her complain and then the back door open. "August. There is not no room back here. These are her kids, let her sit back here with them."
"Actually they are OUR kids.. Yeah, me and August. This man right here? He is the father of all four of them. Hold one of the carseats along with Anthony." I told her
"FUCK IT! I'm staying here!" She slammed the door
"See what you did Kayla?" I turned to see that Anthony said that
"Did you just call me Kayla?"
"Yeeeah." He said slowly in a duh tone. I grabbed the front of his jerk to where he was in my face and I popped the fuck out of his lips a few times. Then I got out of the car and brought him to the front seat and put him across my legs, pulled his pants down and tore his ass up! I'm tired of him. I swear I am.
"Kayla stop!" I looked up to see August grabbing my arm
"Get off me August before I do you the same way. And if you try to hit me back. I guess we'll be two fighting motherfuckers. I don't care if I do get my ass whooped. I'm tired of him disrespecting me.". Then, all I heard was Anthony yelling at me "I hate you! I hate you!"
"Take him before I throw him out of this fuckin' car onto the concrete August. I'm not fucking playing. Get him NOW! And fucking take me to the liquor store."
"Fuck no."
"Then go in the house and give me a shot of something you got. I need something real quick."
"Kayla is you fuckin' stupid?"
"I'm just kidding damn. Hurry up so we can get to Mama's house." I told him. He took Anthony out of my lap and put him in the back, got in him and and began driving.
"Kayla.. Do you fa'real be that mad that you have ta drink every fuckin time?"
"This isn't me just being mad. August. I'm stressed, I'm angry, I'm mad, sad, fucked up mentally and emotionally. I've been through so much shit, you know that. So what's understood doesn't need to be explained. I know I might sound dumb as hell for saying this but sometimes I just feel like dying. But I know that I have four beautiful children that need me. I know one hates me for only him and god knows what, but I have the other ones too. They need me, and if it wasn't for them. I probably would have done something crazy that resulted in a funeral for me. Before I got pregnant with them.. Anthony would stress me out so bad, and hurt me to where I would sort of have a break down. Nothing serious, just go around crying, yelling, and I would go in my room and cry myself to sleep. It's crazy that a boy this young could have so much hate for his mother, and drive her crazy. Not too long after I had the triplets I went to the doctor for a check up and they told me I had Cirrhosis of the liver.. Because of my drinking. I could have died giving birth to them, that was one of my problems when I was pregnant. Not drinking, but the difficulties I had. I could die still from it, I'm not supposed to drink, but I did anyways in Africa. I realize now that I'm stopping for good. I don't want to leave this world right now. I want to watch my babies. I've gotten better these last few weeks though. It's nothing but god and my babies keeping me alive..."
||August Alsina||
"Uhh.. K-"
"Hold up this is my song!" She cut me off and turned the radio up
At forty-four minutes to four
An angel walked up to my door
Opened the windows to my soul
Told me he thinks that I should know
That life only gets harder but you gotta get stronger
This is for my brother, I do this for my daughter
That's why I keep going, that's why I keep going
That's why I keep going
That's why I keep going, I gotta keep going
I gotta keep going, I gotta keep going
I gotta keep going, gotta keep going
Gotta keep going
I gotta show them, that I can keep going
I gotta keep going, I gotta keep going
I gotta keep going
Why aren't you smiling? Why aren't you smiling?
Life can get wild when, you caught in the whirl wind...
The song played
"Awh, you like Jhene?" I asked
"Yeah.. I can vibe to her music. I feel i'd get along with her."
"Want ta meet ha'?"
"No. I don't want to meet any new people, does nothing but brings more drama to my life. But thanks for the offer." She slightly smiled. We finally pulled up to my mama's house and got the kids out. The house smelled hella good, and she had hella snacks and shit, and I haven't ate all day so ima eat good. My mom put in daddy's day camp so that Anthony could watch something with us. I used to love this man.
"Excuse me. I got to take this." Kayla got up and walked to the kitchen.
"Hey ma.. You need something out tha kitchen?" I asked she shook her head no.
"Aight... I'll be back in a second." I told her and stood by the corner of the wall listening to Kayla. She's talking to Jamal.
I walked in there and sat on the counter next to where she was standing. She looked at me with a confused look on her face.
"Alright. I'll call you back later okay.... Love ya too." She hung up
"You're so nosey." She said
"No I not."
"Shut the fuck up!" She laughed "Tryin to sound like that little boy!!"
"What'd he want?" I asked
"That's between me and my boyfriend." She laughed.
"Oh yeah, my bad, my bad... I fa'got I'm not that." I chuckled
"Riiight." She said and walked back into the livingroom. I finally went back in there and we all ended up falling asleep.
||Daveontae||
"India, I'll be there in thirty minutes tops."
"Hurry the fuck up and bring your ass home! You've been gone all day and you're not even telling me where you are let me fucking find out you're cheating on me, you dumb bitch!" She hung up
"Your wife is crazy!" Lani said
"Yup.. Still the same crazy woman that you met some years ago." I chuckled "I got to go though... I'll call you tomorrow. We can meet back up here and when you flying back home?"
"I don't know yet. It'll be a little while though."
"Thats a bet! Aight I'll holla." I hugged her and left.
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I sprayed some spray on me before I got in the house. India was waiting for me at the door. Literally.
"Tell me now where the fuck you was at Daveontae Bailey."
"I went to the bar."
"I don't smell alcohol on your breath!"
"I didn't drink."
"Then why the fuck go to a bar?!!! Hello!!" She started sounding ghetto as hell
"Man move.... Where's the kid?"
"Well it's eleven something on a school night. Let's try SLEEP! In their bed! Where you think they are? They've been asking about you all day." She pointed in my face
"Chill." I walked away
"Chill! Yeah India you should chill. You should let your husband do what he wants when he wants, let him not check on you and the kids, not let you know of he's alright or if he needs anything. Let him be a dumb ass that he is." She said causing me to backhand her. She held her face in shock.
"I told you to fucking chill." I said and walked upstairs. I stripped out of my clothes and put on some shorts. Right as I turned around I felt a sharp pain in my side. I looked down to see India's hand and a knife in her hand connected to my body.
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