Bahja POV: Jacob is finally 2!!! dang I thought it would never come.me and r.j decided to throw him a lil party with everyone. nothing big just me,r.j,zonnique,Jay,Lyndell,breaunna,bre,Diggy,Deshon, and some of miricals friends tht she said we had to invite. and some other ppl tht r.j and I knew.
Me: r.j get him dressed its 2 o'clock already
R.j:*laying down on his phone* bae the party don't start for another hour
Me: u have to give him a bath and get him dressed u knoe u work slow
R.j: hurtful
The doorbell rang
Me: wen I get back he better be in tht tub
I ran to get the door. it was zonnique and bre with the cake
Me: y'all are life savers
Bre: yea yea just take it I still gotta get ready
Me:*takes the cake* me too*walks to the kitchen and puts the cake on the table*
Zonnique: my back is killing me
Me: welp thts wat happens wen ur pregnant
Bre: mine too and my feet
Me: well y'all are 8 months already
Bre: tomorrow will be nine sadly
Me: yay!!
Zonnique: ok bre lets go
Bre: we'll be back
they left
Me: mirical!!!
Mirical:*comes down with jasmine* yes
Me: go get ur brother ready
Mirical: can't r.j do it?
Me: I said for u to do it
Mirical: bu-
Me: but nothing
Mirical: let's go jazz
They went into the back room. I laid on the couch. I didn't feel well at all. my stomach was a complete mess. I got up and threw up in the bathroom.
Wen I was done I went in my room. mirical was washing Jacob in our bathroom with the help of jasmine. r.j was combing his hair of course. I laid on the bed on my stomach
R.j: bae u ok?
Me: yes....I think so
R.j: wats wrong?
Me: my stomach
R.j: take something then
Me: no ill be fine
R.j: babe don't risk it
Me: fine
R.j got up and gave me advil. I got some water from the kitchen and took it. then went to lay back down
Mirical:*comes out holding Jacob in a towel* ma u ok?
Me: yes
Mirical: where's his clothes?
Me: in the chair
Jasmine:*grabs the clothes* I got it
Then went out the room. r.j came over and wrapped his arms around me
Me: babe...
R.j: yea?
Me: wat if I'm pregnant
R.j: ur not!
Me: but tht Guy did rape me...
R.j: lets not talk about this now ok?
Me: ok
I tried to get ready but I just couldn't. I kept throwing up so r.j made me lay down with a bucket next to the bed.
Finally 3 o'clock came and I was still in the bed. I heard ppl start to come in. the girlz came in looking beautiful and I was looking a hot mess. they sat on the bed.
Zonnique: wat happened?
Me: I'm sick
Bre: duhhh but wat made u sick
Me: wat if I'm pregnant
Zonnique: he did...
Bre: who did wat?
Me: remember last month?
Bre: yea
Me: he raped me remember?
Bre: oh...well u gotta take a test
Me: I will
Zonnique: do u think u can come outside
Me: no...can u guys just make sure every thing goes alright?
Bre: of course we will
Zonnique:*kisses my forehead*
They walked out.
About 20 min later mirical walked in
Me: yes?
Mirical: me and jasmine wanted to go...to a friends house
Me: which friend?
Mirical: u don't knoe them
Me: then ur not going
Mirical: plz mommy!*lays next to me* you'll be the best mommy ever *wraps her arms around me*
Me: and if I don't let u go ill be the worst mommy ever?
Mirical: um...yea
Me: um...u can't go
Mirical: plzzzz
Me: let me see this friend is he or she here?
Mirical: yes
Me: bring em in
Mirical: uh...*gets up and walks to the door* come*waves her hand*
A boy walked in. he looked about her age
???: hi Mrs. Rodriguez
Mirical: this is Justin...my friend
Me: hi Justin
Me: k u met him lets go
Me: not so fast
Mirical: damn...
Me: language. and where are u guys going?
Justin: to my house
Me: doing wat?
Justin: they want to hear me play my guitar
Me: plz mommy
Me: fine
Mirical: thank u thank u thank u*kisses me* let's go*pulls Justin out the room*
Mirical POV:
Me: jazz come on!
Jasmine:*gets in the car* ok ok calm ur tits
Justin:*starts the car* remember only for a hour
Me: yea yea just drive
We drove to Justins house.
Going to hear him play guitar? pshh I'm going to have fun with him. we made up last week. we're not together but....anyway.
We pulled up to his drive way. jasmine was just a cover. she waited in the living room. me and justin went to his room.
Justin:*sits on his bed*
Me:*sits on his lap*
Justin: why didn't u just tell ur mom about us?
Me: she thinks I sleep with all my guy friends
Justin: but u do...
Me: wat?
Justin: I mean I'm ur only Guy friend....right?
Me: yea...
Justin: exactly
Me: but ur my boyfriend so its different
Justin: boyfriend? different?
Me: we are boyfriend and girlfriend...right?
Justin: idk
Me:*stands up* so I'm just ur f*** buddy?
Justin: no!
Me: then wat am I to u?
Justin: my friend
Me: well now I'm not even tht*walks out*
Justin:*runs after me* mirical!! u knoe I love u!
Me: but u don't wanna be with me!?
Justin: I do
Me: then y did u call me just ur friend
Justin: idk I'm sorry
Me: ur so stupid sometimes
Justin: but u love me
Me: maybe
Justin: yes u do
Me: just kiss me before I rip ur head off
Justin:*kisses me*
We kissed....I never kissed anyone lik this. not Ryan not CJ...nobody. I knoe I said I loved CJ and Ryan but...I love Justin and I don't plan on losing him anytime soon. and if I slip up...I'll make sure to get him back.
1 week later at school
Me:*putting books in locker*
???:*sneaks up behind me and covers my eyes* guess who
Me: hey babe*turns around*
Justin: I told u to guess
Me: I knew it was u*pecks his lips* after school wat are u doing?
Justin: um nothing
Me: wanna come over?
Justin: finally u wouldn't let me over there since the party
Me: I knoe but I want u to meet my parents
Justin: I already did
Me: I mean officially stupid
Justin:*leans his arms on my locker* I'm not stupid lik u
Me: right ur stupider
Justin: thts not a word
Me: thts y I'm failing English
Justin: probably
Jasmine:*walks up to me* um off my wife
Justin:*looks at her* ha no
Me:*pushes him* hey
Jasmine: hey there I need to borrow ur sweatshirt
Me: the new one my dad gave me? no way
Jasmine: plz mirical
Me: no!
Jasmine:*whispers in my ear* I'm starting to show
Me:.......fine*gets the sweat shirt out my locker and gives it to her*
Jasmine: thank u thank u! ur the bestest friend ever!*puts it on*
Me: yea yea I better get it back today
Jasmine: u will...I gotta go there's rashod
Me: stop avoiding him
Jasmine: he's avoiding me!
Me: talk to him
Jasmine: fine*walks to rashod*
Me: I don't wanna see her hurt
Justin: she wont get hurt
Me: yes she is all boys are dogs and only want sex but then a baby comes along and they dip
Justin:......*looks down*
Me: but ur different bae u love me right?
Justin: of course baby
Me:*smiles* can I ask u something?
Justin: wat?
Me: wat would u do if I were pregnant
Justin: stay by ur side...but ur not right?
Me: no! no no I was just wondering
Justin: oh ok...
Me: my head hurts
Justin: remember wat the doctors said
Me: yes I knoe I know
Justin: ight u wanna come with me ti lunch?
Me: where we going?
Justin: anywhere u wanna go
Me:*bites lip*
Justin:*laughs* wat?
Me: ur so sexy
Justin:*laughs and looks down* thank u
Me: ur welcome
Justin:*leans on the lockers again* so lunch?
Me: imma wait till jazzy come back
Justin: ight
Me: this weekend....
Justin: sorry babe my dad's coming home
Me: finally I wanna meet him
Justin: no! u can never meet him*getting angry*
Me: dang bae...sorry I asked
Justin: no...*calms down* Im sorry...he's just....I don't want u to meet him
Me: ok wat about ur mo-
I forgot his mom died in a car crash last year
Me: I mean ok
Justin: she would've loved u
Me: u think?
Justin: I knoe
Jasmine:*runs up to us crying*
Me: wat happened?
Jasmine: I tried to talk to him and he just said wen u get the abortion call me
Me: hell no*walks over to him* wtf u think u are?!
Rashod: wat?
Me:*pushes him to the lockers* ur no real man
Rashod:*laughs* who is this chick?
Me: so now u don't knoe me?!
Rashod: no
Me: ur such a bastard
Rashod: but thts not wat u was saying wen u was on this d*** last night right?
Me: screw u? hell no
Rashod: don't u remember baby*grabs my hands* I was the one u called daddy...I spanked u with my belt remember?
Me: rashod ur sick
Rashod: no I'm just a long d*** n****
Me:*walks away*
Jasmine: how could u!?
Me: wat?
Jasmine:*runs away*
Me: jasmine!!!
I looked around and didn't see Justin either. I knoe I did not just lose my best friend and boyfriend