"Bye Dad Have A Good Day At Work I'm Heading To School Now"I Said Taking My Medicine Putting It Back On
The Cabinet"Bye Son I Love You Be Safe And Text Me When You Are At Yammy's House After School"Andy
Said And Kissed My Cheek.
"I Will Bye"I Waved To Him Running Out The Door Going To The Park
Going To My Buyers Collecting Some
Money"Is It True You And Darius Broke Up?"Andrew Said Handing Me
His Vape Pen Since He Was Trying
To Quick Vaping
"Yeah"I Said Putting My Money Away"What Happened?,Everything Just Went Side Ways After The Game "He Asked While We Walked To School"If I Tell You,You Can't Tell Darius"He Nodded I Told Him What I Heard After The Game In The Boys Locker Room Between Him And Some Other Guy On The Football Team They We're Against That Day .
"That Sucks But You Can Still Hang
Out With Me And Shawn Darius Has
A Different Schedule Today"He Said Patting My Shoulder"Anything
Else ?"He Asked"Did You See I Kissed Alex"I Said And Kepted Walking
"WHAT"He Yelled From Behind Me Making Other People Look At Us"
Sorry I Didn't Mean To Yell"Andrew
Said Lowering His Voice I Can Just
Feel That People Were Looking At Us
Mostly Me .
"I Know And I Apologized To Him I Wasn't Thinking"I Said And Shawn Came Over Handing Me Some Candy Bars"Can I Tell Shawn ?"Andrew Asked I Told Him It Was Fine Just Not To Tell Anyone Left Alone Darius"That Idiot Was Seeing His Ex Behind Your Back ?"Shawn Said Pissed
"Keep Your Voice Down"I Said Whispering To Them"I'm Heading To The Library Before Class I'll See You In First Period Shawn"I Said Goodbye To Them Going To The Library Just Needing Some Time To Myself I Was
So Lost In My Thoughts Just Laying My Head Down On The Table Not Hearing
To Bell After Ten Minutes.
Out Of All People I Didn't Think Darius Would Do This To Me Because Of How Much He Said He Cared About Me And Loved Me It Never Crossed My Mind He Would Cheat On Me Because I
Trusted Him
I Got All My Stuff Quickly Walking
Out To My First Class"Hi Marcus
See You In Science"Mason Said
Walking Away Seeing Some Girls Whispering To Eachother I Walked To Class Not Liking All The Attention Everyone Was Giving Me .
Time Skip;
"Lunch Time Have A Good Day Everyone"My English Teach Said I Started Packing My Stuff When I
Notice My Bracelet Was Missing
I Started Dumping My Stuff Out Looking All Around Class Asking People If They Seen It I Got My
Stuff Checking My Books My Hands Were Shaking So Much Not Realizing When It Went Missing .
"Marcus What's Wrong ?"My English Teacher Asked"Did You See A Small Bracelet With Two Sliver Rings Around
It ?"I Asked Searching The Whole Class Room"No,Retrace Your Steps Look At Your Other Classes"He Said And I Did That I Looked At All My Classes And The Library
I Was On The Edge To Crying Thinking I Just Lost The One Thing I Have Left Of My Parents"Guys Have You Seen My Bracelet I Can't Find It"I Asked Shawn
And Andrew"No We Will Help You Look"Shawn Said And Started Asking People If They Saw It .
"What's Wrong Are You Okay?"Mason Asked"No I'm Not Okay I Lost My Bracelet"I Was Panicking So Bad
Into Yammy Alex's Sister On The Cheerleading Team Came Up To Me
"The Small One With A Diamond Ring With It ?"She Asked I Nod My Head
Ever So Desperately"I Think I Saw Darius With Something Like That Around His Wrist"I Thanked Her
And Ran To The Football Field .
"Where Is He ?"I Asked One Of The Football Players He Pointed Behind Him To The Locker Rooms I Saw Darius Sitting There Like He Was Waiting For Me To Come Holding
My Bracelet In His Hand
"Hi Baby"I Tired To Take It From Him He Stood Up Putting His Hand Up So I Couldn't Reach"Give It To Me You Just Can't Take Something That Doesn't Belong To You"I Begged Him Repeatly To Give It Back To Me"You Blocked Me So I Couldn't Really Tell You I Took It "
Darius Said Refusing To Give It Back .
"Darius Please Give It Back"
"Unblock Me Right Now"He Said I
Took My Phone Out Showing Him I
Unblocked Him He Smiled Happily Creasing My Face"Good,Now Will You Listen To Me ?"He Said"Fine,Just Give It Back"I Begged Him .
"I'll Give It To You Under One Condition"Darius Said Holding My Waist"Stop Whatever Nonsense You
Got With Alex And We Get Back
To Our Ways And Stop Fighting"
Darius Said"You Can't Go Out
With Him If You're Dating Me"
Darius Said Again More Firm
"Nothing Is Happening With Me
And Alex And We're Not-"He Cut
Me Off "Yes We Are I Said There's
No Breaking Up In This Relationship"
He Said In A Firm Tone"I Saw Him
Kiss You And You Let Him Touch You"He Said Raising His Voice A Bit
"Enough"Andrew Said Coming In
With Shawn .
"Let Him Go"Shawn Said Pulling Me Away From Him"Fine Your Not Getting It Back Into You And I Talk"Darius Said And Left I Was So Overwhelmed Right Now I Was Too Anxious To Be Mad At Him"Breathe We'll Try To Get It Back For You"Andrew Said I Couldn't Breathe My Mind Was All Over The Place
After What Happened In The Locker Room I Couldn't Get Through Class With My Mind Being Foggy During
Free Period My Phone Buzzed .
"Come To My House If
You Want Your Bracelet
Back"
Darius Said In His Text Message I Couldn't Even Stop Shaking My Leg
Or Fiddling With My Hair Tie I Was So Frustrated He Went This Far Left Alone When He Took It The Finally
Bell Rang I Walked Passed The Gates Telling Andy I Was Going To Be Late.
I Took A Smoke Walking There Trying To Relax Myself So I Took Something Stronger Wiping My Noise Feeling That
I Relaxed A Bit I Knocked On His Door Pacing Back And Fourth"You
Came Quick"Darius Said Opening
The Door
He Shut It Close Sitting On The Couch Tapping On His Leg"Your Not Getting It Back Into We Fix This"Darius Said
Telling Me To Sit On His Lap He Pulled My Hand Placing Me On His Lap Holding My Sides .
"Rylie Told Me She Saw You Leave The Locker Room At The Game"He Said Trying To Make Me Look At Him
I Was Too Pissed And Upset Just Wanting To Take My Bracelet Back
He Took A Breathe Out Turning My
Face To Him
"It Only Happened Once It Didn't
Mean Anything I Was Drinking At
A Party".
He Said And Apologized For Taking
My Bracelet And Hurting My Feelings Cupping My Face The Way He Was Speaking Made Me Want To Forgive
Him But I Didn't Let It Happen He Tried To Place His Lips On Mine
I Didn't Let Him"That's Not What I Heard"I Tried To Get Off Him He
Held Me Tighter
"It Was A Heat Of A Moment
Baby I'm Sorry".
"Heat Of A Moment ?"I Repeated
What He Said Getting Off Him He
Got Up With Me"Okay,It's Like
That?"I Said Again
"Baby I Was Hammered"
He Pleaded .
"What If I Had A Heat Of A Moment With My Ex How Would You Feel ?"I
Never Dated Anyone Before Darius
But That Wasn't The Point I Was Trying To Prove To Him If It Was
The Other Way Around And How
He Would Feel About It
The Look In His Eye's Got Deeper
He Clenched His Jaw A Bit"...Upset"
Darius Said In A Low But Clear Tone
I Said And Told Him That's How I
Felt"I Don't Need This Right Now
I'm Leaving ".
"Baby Where Are You Going?,
We're Not Done Talking"
"To Blow Some Steam Off Maybe
While I'm There I'll Have A Heat Of
A Moment With A Guy"I Spat To Him Walking To The Door Pulling It Open He Shut It Closed Behind Me With His Hand Turning Me Around"Look I Let
It Go With Alex Because I Know You Don't Like Violence But If Anyone Touches You Again That's Not Me
I Swear I Won't Let It Go"He Said Speaking Directly In My Face In A
Deep And Dark Tone .
"We're No-"He Covered My Mouth Before I Could Finish My Sentence
"If You Say We Are Broken Up I Will Lose My Shit,Like I Said There's No Breaking Up In This Relationship What's So Ever"He Said I Pulled
His Hand Off Me Talking
"Why,You Kissed Someone Else"I
Said And Felt His Grip Tighten More"Baby,I'm Trying To Control Myself So Don't Push It I Swear It Meant Nothing"He Said Calmly
But In A Firm Tone .
"It Would Only Be Fair If I Go And Kiss Someone"His Hand Held The Side Of My Neck A Bit Taking A Deep Breath Out "You Better Not Cause Then I
Won't Control Myself"Darius
Said Telling Me To Not Even
Think About It
"You Did It ".
"I Was Drinking I Wasn't Thinking
I'm Sorry"He Said Almost Immediately
In A Higher Tone"Darius"I Started He Cut Me Off
"Your Mine Only I Can Touch You,Hold You,Love You,Make Love To You And Kiss You Every Ounce Of You Is Only
For Me"Darius Said Creasing My Lower Lip Pulling My Face Closer To His One More Inch Or Two His Lips Would Of Connected With Mine.
"Your Lips Are Mine Only Mine To
Kiss And No One Will Take What's Mine"He Said Pressing My Body
More On Him Feeling His Hard
Chest Feeling His Hand Hold My
Waist Tighter
I Looked Away Trying To Get A Stready Breathing Feeling Him
Lay His Head Down The Crook
Of My Neck"Darius Let Go And
Give Me My Bracelet".
"I'll Give It Back If You Come Back
To Me And If Not I'll Just Keep It For Insurance"
"Darius Please Just Let This Go And Give It Back"I Begged Him Trying To Get Him Away The Look In His Eye's
Changed He Didn't Like It If I Dogged Him From Kissing Me In Public Or Pushed Him Away.
"No,Either You And Me Fix This
And Let This Go Or I Have My Ways
To Making You Stay"I Tried To Read His Face To See If He Was Joking But He Was Serious"Are You Threatening Me ?"
"No No Baby,I'm Just Saying What Could Happen"He Said Creasing My Hair"I Can't Believe You Have The Audacity To Sneak Around With Someone And Pretend Like Nothing
Happened"I Said And Managed To
Back Away Going To The Livingroom Turning Back To Him When He Spoke .
"I Wasn't Sneaking Around It Just Happened"He Said Raising His Voice A Bit"Listen Marcus I Love You And If You Walk Out That Door I Promise
You I'm Going To Do Everything
To Get You Back One Way Or
Another"He Said In A Deep Serious Tone But His Eyes Scared Me A Bit
"So What Is It Going To Be Staying
Or Leaving ?"Darius Asked More Liked
Demanded"That's Not Fair Darius I'm Not The One Who Put Our Relationship Like This"I Said Covering My Face Feeling Tense And Overwhelmed .
"I'm Sorry I Didn't Want To Tell You
To Hurt You Again I Can't Lose You,Your Too Important To Me"I Heard Him Whisper Holding Me Softly"Let Me Go"I Tried To Push
Him Away He Just Held Me Tighter
"Baby"He Said Holding My Face
I Got Out Of His Grip For Second Quickly Trying To Move Away To
The Door Feeling His Hands Swift Right On Me Again
"Look At Me Right Now"Darius Said
In His Serious High But Low Tone Holding My Face Making Me Look
At Him Breathing Heavily Holding
Me So Tight"If You Walk Out That Door It Means Your Leaving Me,You Can't Leave Me I Won't Let You"He Said With That Tone Again And
Those Eyes When I First Broke
Up With Him .
"Darius We're Don-"I Felt Him Grip
My Waist Tighter Making Me Stop Talking Hissing To His Grip Around
Me Trying To Get Him To Let Me Go"Don't Fucking Finish That
Sentence"He Said Telling Me To
Finish My Sentence"Say It Again I
Dare You"He Spat In A Deep Tone Feeling His Grip Get Tighter
"Darius Pl-ea-se...Let Go"I Felt His
Hand Go Up To The Back Of My Neck Pulling My Face Closer To Him I Moved My Head Back A Bit He Gripped My
Neck Feeling And Seeing How Close
I Was To Him" I'm Not Letting You Leave Into We Fix This "He Said I
Cried More Seeing His Tears Slip
Down His Face .
"Darius....Please Let Go"I Tried To
Get Myself To Calm Down Feeling His Hands Hold Me Tight But Softer This Time Creasing My Side A Bit
"I...I Need You We Can Fix This"Darius Said Cupping My Face Creasing It So Small Looking At Me With His Soft
But Deep Eyes Again"Just Come Home To Me"Darius Whispered Slightly
Holding Me In A Way As If It Was
Our Last .
"I...I Can't"I Cried Creasing His Face
In My Hands He Tilted His Head Slightly Shaking His Head Ever So Small Breathing Out A Small
Breath"Yes...Yes You Can I Need
You To Come Home To Me Now Baby"He Whispered Watching His
Eyes Get Watery Feeling My Own
Tears Slip Down My Face
I Held His Face For A Second He Leaned Into My Hand Never Letting Me Go"It's Over Darius"I Pulled Him Away Going To The Door Opening It Slightly Then Stopped When He
Spoke"If You Leave Me I'll Kill
Myself".
I Immediately Turned To Him Watching Him Look At Me Deeply Quickly Coming To Me Standing A Few Feet From Me"No..You Won't"I Said Shaking My Head A Bit"Yes I Will And
You Know I'm Not Kidding"Darius Said And Shut The Door Hugging My Torso Sliding Down On His Kness Laying His Head On My Stomach Crying Even More
"I Love You Too Much To Live Without You I Can't Live Without You If I'm Not Around You"He Cried In A Low Shaky Breath Hugging Me Tighter I Cried
Hearing Him Say That I Helped Him Get Up Putting My Hands Around Him Feeling His Heart Beat So Fast Against My Chest"I...I'll Stay"He Pulled Away
Small Looking At Me With Those
Soft Eyes Again .
"You'll Stay ?"He Asked I Nod Feeling His Hands Hold My Sides"I Love You So Much I'll Die Without You"The Word"Die"Triggered Me So Much I Told Him Not To Say That
"It's True I'll Lose My Mind Without You Again "He Said Cupping My Face With This Look It Was So Soft But I Didn't Like The Way He Was Looking At Me Epically Like This"Life Has No
Meaning Without You".
He Said As A Light Whisper "Darius"
My Voice Came Out Small He Creased My Face Tilting His Head Small"I Mean It"He Whispered
"It Won't Happen Again Just Come Back To Me Baby"He Whispered I
Nod Small Telling Him I Forgive Him"Kiss Me You Know I Don't
Like It When You Dodge Them"
He Said .
I Kissed His Lips Feeling His Hand
Wip My Tears Away I Closed My Eye's Feeling His Hands Hold Me Close Then I Felt Him Lifted Me Up Wrapping My Legs Around Him"Let's Go Cuddle I Want To Hold You"He Said In A Small Tone Placing Light Kisses On My Face
"I'll Love That"I Said Creasing His
Face He Opened His Door Holding Me Kissing My Lips In An Easy But Soft
Pace I Felt Him Place Me Down On
The Bed Hovering Over Me Slightly
I Felt His Hand Under My Shirt
Creasing My Side Pulling Me Closer Feeling His Body On Me He Didn't
Put All His Weight On Me I Heard
Him Breathing Heavily Pulling Away
I Opened My Eyes Keeping My Hands Around His Neck .
"I Have Something For You"Darius
Said And Pecked My Lips For A Second Moving Off Me I Sat Up Watching
Him Open His Desk Taking My Hand Putting My Bracelet Back On Me I Took A Huge Breath Out Just Happy It's With Me Losing The Item That Was Full Of Memories Both My Parents Had Together Would Of Broke Me More
"Thank You"I Pecked His Lips He Then Grabbed A Small Wooden Box Opening It Showing It To Me Seeing A Gold Necklace Of Virgin Mary For His Birthday I Gave Him A Sliver Regular Chain With Two Rings Attached To It
Customed Made One Ring Has His Football Jersey Number On It And The Other Had Our Initials Engraved In The Ring He Hasn't Took It Off Since .
"I Know How Much You Wanted One But Could Never Find One Around So
I Got One For You"He Said And Put It Around My Neck Clipping It On I
Looked Down Holding It Seeing How Pretty It Was It Looked Like Real Gold
The Much More Expensive Kind
Ever Since Me And Darius Have Been Dating He Always Got Me Things And Always Took Me Out On Dates And Spoiled Me With Gifts"It's Beautiful"
I Looked Back At Him Seeing He Was Already Looking At Me .
"Since You Spoil Me With Your Love I Need To Spoil You With Much More Than That"He Said And We Ended Up
Making Out For A Few Minutes He Held Me Holding My Waist Breathing On My Neck Rubbing His Noise Up
And Down My Neck Planting Small Kisses Creasing My Waist
"Darius You Know When You Do That It Tickles"I Felt Him Smile In My Neck Humming And Then He Kissed Me Again The Kiss Was Rough And Fast Before Anything Could Happen His Parents Came Home"I'll Be
Back"Darius Said Groaning
Annoyed Going Downstairs .
I Called Dad And Told Him I Fixed Things With Darius He Didn't Want
Me Seeing Him He Said He Had A Feeling That Darius Was Taking Advantage Of Me Cause I Forgive
Him To Easily"I Know If It Happens
Again Which I Doubt It Will I Promise I'll Never Go Out With Anyone Without You Checking Them"
I Said On The Phone Not Realizing
Darius Was Back In The Room Listening To What I Was Saying
On The Phone"Call Me When
You Get To Yammy's House"Dad
Said Saying To Be Safe And Hung Up
"It Won't The Only Person You Will Ever Kiss Is Me Baby"He Spoke In
That Jealous Tone .
"Your Gonna Have To Get Back To My Dad's Good Grace"I Said And Told Him
I Had To Get Going"Baby"Darius Said And Held My Chin"Did You Like It When You Kissed Alex?"He Said
I Wasn't Going To Lie When I Kissed Him He Was A Good One For Sure But I Couldn't Exactly Tell Darius That Then He'll Lose His Mind"I Wasn't
Thinking I Was Upset After The Game
I Didn't Even Think About It"I Said And He Smiled Kissing My Lips"Good,I Forgive You Just Don't Do It Again Even If Your Mad At Me"He Said .
"Okay"I Said And He Hugged
Me"Where You Going,Home?"He
Asked I Sure As Hell Couldn't Tell
Him I Was Going To Hang Out With Alex At His House Then He'll Probably Won't Let Me Leave"Andy Needs Me Back"I Said And He Nodded Small
Letting Me Go Walking Me Downstairs
"I Assume You Two Made Up?"Darius's Father Asked
"We Did Mrs.King Have A Good Day Ms.King As Well"I Waved To Them Saying Goodbye To Darius Taking A
Walk To Alex's House He Lived Like Ten Minutes From Me But It Was A Short Walk .
"Hi Marcus"Yammy Said With A Smile Having Her Hair Up In A Messy Bun Inviting Me In I Greeted Her Then Her Parents Setting My Bag Down
"Andy Said He'll Pick You Up When He Gets Off Work"Yammy's Mother Said I Called Him And Told Him I Was
Already Here And To Take His Time
At Work
"Dinner Will Be Ready Soon"Alex
Said When I Got Off The Phone With Andy He Told Me To Pick A Movie To Watch"Lets Watch Stalker"Yammy Said My Hands Got Goosebumps
Knowing That Has A Lot Of Loud
Noises And Scary Stuff "None Of That"Alex's Mother Said I Thankgod When We Ended Up Watching A Funny
Movie .
"Hey,Can We Keep This Between Us
I Told Darius I Was Home "I Said
And He Turned His Attention To
Me Puzzled"You Two Got Back
Together ?"He Asked I Told
Him I Wanted To Give Him A
Chance Again"Oh...Good For
You And Yeah Between Us"Alex
Said For Some Reason I Felt Like Everyone Was Staring At Us Or Alex
"What You Doing Tomorrow?"He
Asked I Told Him I Planned On Staying Home And Relaxing Getting Some
Studying Done"When Is Your Next Game?"I Asked Him He Said It Was In A Few Weeks Against A Different
School .
"You Should Spend The Night Again Some Time You Use To Do That Alot With Us When Your Dad Would Be Busy"Yammy Said I Agreed With
Her I Have A Secret Friendship
With Alex Because If Darius
Found Out Things Would Get
Messy
The Whole Rest Of The Day We Watched Movies And Talked It Was Nice I Then Went Home With Dad
He Cooked Dinner And Talked About The Day .