The weeks went by, and Malfoy and I started meeting every night at the astronomy tower, going on with our game. He still tutored me every Saturday, but half the time we were snogging.
But this morning, I woke up with a weird gut feeling, as if something was about to happen.
I showered and went with Pansy to the Great Hall to fetch some breakfast, as we sat down Professor McGonnagol approached me "Miss Y/n, we need to talk" she said in a very serious tone "Of Course Professor" I said, my stomach twisted, what if I was about to get expelled, what if they have found out I have been sneaking around with Makfoy.
As I walked out of the Great Hall with her, Malfoy was about to enter, he glanced at me with a worried and confused look, I shook my head as I kept walking behind Professor McGonnagol.
"I am so sorry Miss Y/n," she said, her face saddened and soft, I was confused "Dumbledore is waiting for you, just go up," she said as she left.
What the actual hell was happening, was I actually about to get expelled?
I walked up to Dumbledore's office and knocked, the door opened by itself "Come in come in" he said as I walked in and sat down in front of him.
"I am sorry to inform you this, your mother has written me a letter about your Nan's passing" As he said that I could feel my heart stop, and everything froze. Did Dumbledore just say that my Nan was dead, no way, no bloody way? "Miss y/n, I know you loved her and that you two were very close, but your mother has insisted that you go home next week to attend her funeral," he said.
I looked down at my hands, looking at the ring my Nan had given me, my heart shattered even more.
Funeral, my Nans, nothing made sense, I could feel tears build up in my eyes, I did my best to hold them back, but a few of them escaped as I quickly dried them away.
Keep your head and chin high, I repeated in my head, my Nan always used to say that. "Can I leave now Sir?" I asked, the information was too much, and I couldn't hold back my tears for much longer, he nodded and I left. Running down the stairs, tears immediately started streaming down my face, I ran out the door, running to the nearest empty room.
It was a bathroom, I fell to the ground sobbing, I couldn't breathe, nothing, only cry. "Y/n" a voice suddenly appeared out of nowhere, as I turned my head around I saw Hermione "Oh y/n" she ran towards me and pulled me into a hug, I pushed her away "No leave me alone" I yelled as I ran out of the bathroom. I just needed to be alone.
The astronomy tower, there were no lessons, I paced that way and ended up by the edge where I had been sitting every night with Malfoy the last couple of weeks. I fidgeted with my ring, crying, my heart was broken.
I sobbed uncontrollably, and the door opened "GET OUT" I yelled without even looking "JUST GET THE HELL OUT" I wept as my face was lying in between my legs.
"Y/n, what happened?" A friendly voice said, I ignored it, I couldn't recognize the voice because of my sobs.
The person grabbed me and pulled my head up to look at him, it was Malfoy, his face full of worry "Leave me alone" I spat as I turned away. He sat down next to me, pulling me into his arms.
I never liked to cry in front of anyone, I always wanted to be alone, Sophia was the only person I had ever let come near me whilst I was crying, but in Malfoy's arms I felt safe, it was comforting.
He didn't say a word, he rubbed back gently and my face was buried into his chest just crying.
How in hell could Malfoy comfort me, out of everyone?
I calmed down after what felt like hours, and he pulled my head up, drying the remaining tears "You want to tell me what happened?" He asked as his beautiful blue eyes looked at me with worry, I nodded slightly and took a deep breath "My Nan is dead" As I said that I could feel the tears filling up my eyes again.
His face dropped, saddened, his hand was resting at the side of my face, drying away tears with his thumbs "I am so sorry" he said as I let myself fall into his arms again.
"Thank you" I mumbled, as I pulled my head up, with a slight smile "For what?" He asked, staring into my eyes "Comforting me" I sighed, a little embarrassed, "Nothing to thank me for" he said as I smiled and rested my head on his shoulder.
My Nan was gone, really gone, I would never see her again. My eyes filled with tears thinking about each other again "What are you thinking about?" He asked, as he cupped my face, "Just, uhm, that I will never see my Nan again" my voice broke, "You will someday" he said as he dried my face "Ever heard of the resurrection stone?" he asked, I shook my head slightly "You can resurrect any soul, for a few minutes to talk with them, but you can only resurrect their soul once" he said as I looked at him, "Where is it?" I asked, getting a little excited to see my Nan, he looked down in disappointment "No one knows" he said, my heart sank a little, but now I was on the hunt for that stone, wanting to say goodbye to my nan.
"Uh, I can't stand being in the same room with Pansy" I said, as I stood up looking out at the forests, lakes and Hagrid's hut "Understandable" He said as I glared at him "What, you said it" he said "Yeah but that is because I can't stand anyone when I am upset" I hissed "Not because she annoys me", "Oh, but you stand me huh" He said curiously "Apparently" I scoffed.
I didn't know why, but he made me feel comforted, he didn't talk whilst I was crying, he was just there, there for me.
"I wish I could just have my own dorm" I sighed, as he moved closer "What would you do for it?" he said as I nudged his arm "Right now, anything" I said, not knowing what was to come.
"Come with me" he said as he grabbed my hand, pulling me to the dungeons "Where are we going" I yelled as he kept on pulling me with him "To make a wish come true" he yelled as my short legs started running, he was just walking fast, but with his long strides, I had to run a bit.
We entered the common room "A wish?" I sighed as he kept pulling me with him "You'll see" he said as he muttered some spell that made a door appear, he quickly looked around and pulled me with him inside.
I walked around, his room was black, white and of course green. "This is my dorm room, or my second one" he said as he walked around the room "This is where you took me that night, right?" I asked as he nodded "You can stay here the days you need some alone time" he said, my jaw dropped, why was he so nice to me out of the blue, these past weeks, I made a new friend, or snogging partner/friend.
"Really?" I said as he looked at me "Really" he said as he jumped in the bed "Oh and if I am ever here those nights, just come in anyway, I will go to the other dorm with Blaise and Theo, and make them shut up" he said.
"Thank you, really," I said as I walked around "There are spare toothbrushes, a lot of shampoo, conditioner and body wash, some other necessities my mother thought I should need, but you can use it as you like" he said as he got up. I didn't know what to say, this was something I really needed, I ran over to him jumped into a hug, and we both fell on the bed. That was the first time that day I had felt happy, Malfoy was truly something else.
"You don't have to tackle me," he said as our eyes met, I was laughing, "Sorry about that" I cracked a smile, as he nudged me gently on the arm. We stared at each other, I really wanted to kiss him, everything in my body was telling me to kiss him, but then both of our stomachs made noise "Dinner?" he asked as he got up "Yes, I am dying".
I hadn't noticed the hunger throughout the day, maybe because I was sad, and distracted but I hadn't eaten anything, not even breakfast. Malfoy hadn't eaten anything either, besides breakfast, it was my fault really, he was comforting me.
"If you are not in the mood to see others, I can go get some food if you want?" He asked as my thoughts were back on my Nan, I nodded and he smiled "I'll be back fast" he said and he left.
I sat on his bed, scanning the room. It looked like he had been staying here the past few nights, maybe he and Blaise were fighting. I got up to snoop around, to see if I could find any secrets.
Really, no secrets, damn, and as I was just about to close the drawer, I spotted a dark, leather-wrapped book, it was black and green, and I pulled it out. Was it a diary?, but I can't read this, this is private, very private, I put it back quickly and closed the drawer, just as the door opened.
"Lost something?" he asked with a smirk, "Just looking around," I said, I didn't want to lie, I had no reason "Oh, found anything?" he asked whilst putting the food down on his desk, I shook my head "I wish I had thought, some dark secret about Draco Malfoy could come in handy," I said teasingly as I walked over to his desk "Sorry to disappoint you, no secrets, just a bad person," he said. My heart stopped, did he actually see himself as a bad person, or maybe he was raised like this, his dad Lucius Malfoy was a very arrogant and rude person, he was evil, vile, cruel just terrible.
"Bad person?" I asked as I stood next to him, he nodded "Yeah, am I not? Isn't that what everyone says?" he said angrily "I don't think you are a bad person, just an arrogant annoying prick sometimes" I said, sitting down at the desk to eat some food, he was shocked "That is just stupid" He said, as his eyes glared at me "Can we discuss this after eating?" I said as I patted the seat next to me.
He actually listened "Fine" was the only thing he said, as he began eating, roasted potatoes, chicken, some roll things and pumpkin juice.
"Thank you" I said, whilst walking towards the bathroom to wash my hands, he didn't answer, or I don't think he did, couldn't hear it.
"Are you and Blaise okay?" I asked as I walked out of the bathroom, he looked up at me in confusion "Why, has he told you something?" he hissed "No, it just looks like you have been staying here the last few days, just asking" I said as I walked closer to him "I can go back to my own dorm" I said, as I sat on his bed "No, it's fine, I'll just ignore him" he said as he looked at me.
"Is that sofa comfy?" I asked as I pointed over in the corner, a mint green sofa "Go and try it" He said as I jumped up "It really is comfy" I said as I looked over to him "We both can stay here unless you snore" I said as his opened wide, with a small smirk "You trust me to sleep in the same room?" he asked, looking down "It is not our first time right? and if I remember correctly you took care of me" I said as I got up from the sofa "So, sleepover?" I asked him.
Yes, I wanted to be alone, away from everyone, but the emptiness I felt in my stomach, the sadness disappeared when I was with Malfoy, it made me forget, made me happy.
"I thought you wanted to be alone" he said as he opened his wardrobe "I do, or did but I don't really mind your company" I said as he threw a shirt and shorts at me "Here, you can wear that" He said, as he smirked "You like my company huh", I rolled my eyes at his comment, and went to the bathroom to change. It smelled amazing, I wanted to be buried in this smell.
I walked out of the bathroom, and jumped in the bed, "Aren't you going to change?" I asked as my eyes drifted over to him sitting by the sofa "No one sees me in anything else than suits or school robes" He scoffed as he looked away "I could make you lose our game and strip, or you could just grab some pyjama pants, or sweats and not be a shy little baby" I said as got up and walked towards me "I would much rather strip for you" he said, I rolled my eyes as I made my way to his wardrobe "What are you doing" he said "What does it look like, dimwitt" I spat.
How stupid could you be, I was looking for his pyjama clothes, or some sweats, whatever.
"Here, wear these" I yelled as I threw a pair of plaid loose pyjama pants "If you don't you-", "Alright fine, geez woman," he said walking towards the bathroom and closing the door.
He opened the door, with nothing but his plaid pyjamas, how could a fourteen-year-old have abs and breasts like that, wow, I could feel myself almost drooling "I think you really have a staring problem" He said, as he sat on the bed "Oh, fuck off, I just uhm, zoned out a bit, you know thinking of my Nan" I said, and my heart instantly dropped at the thought of her, it hurt, it hurt bloody fucking much.
He could see me tear up a bit, as he reached out to me and pulled me into his arms "Everything is going to be fine, I promise" he said, as he said that my head flinched up "You, Draco Malfoy, just made a promise?" I said as he laughed "I guess I have, and I never break promises" He smirked whilst staring into my eyes. His stare always made me blush, or make my stomach fill up with butterflies.
"Want to watch a movie?" he asked, as I looked at him "Only if it is a muggle movie" I answered, laughing at his face dropping.
"No"
"Yes"
"No"
"A muggle horror film"
"No"
"Wuss?"
"I am not a fucking wuss"
"Then you will watch a muggle horror film with me"
"No"
"Wuss, wuss wussy wu-"
"Fine just shut up"
He turned on the tv, looking for a movie "Pass the remote" I said as I put my hand towards him "No, you already have shit taste in movies, muggle movies" he scoffed, I grabbed the remote out of his hands, "I am a girl, I have to choose" I said, as I looked back to the tv smirking "I am a girl, I have to choose" he mocked me as he leaned back to the bed "What about, night of the living dead?" I asked, he shook his head whilst he said "Sounds like shit".
It went on for a while, and he said no almost to every movie "I'm just going to choose one, stubborn ass" I scoffed as I pressed the movie 'Nightmare on Elm Street', "Fine" he sighed as he took his wand and flicked it so the lights went out. I huddled back into the bed, trying to not touch him, even though I had before.
During the movie I let out a few screams, as I cuddled into his arm, scared, he didn't seem to flinch at most of the jump scares. He had managed to sneak into the kitchens to grab some lollies and popcorn, and we just lay there, watching the movie.
"Is this an excuse to be this close to me?" he asked, my head slowly turning around "Get off your high horse?" I said as let go of his arm, and pulled myself away to the other side "You wish" I hissed as I crossed my arms on the other side of the bed. I pulled the quilt up to my nose, so I could cover my eyes, but it got pulled away, as did I "Didn't say I didn't like it, did it?" he said as he pulled me back to him "Than don't comment on it, prick" I said, whilst I leaned my head on his shoulder, my arms hung on to his, hugging them "I will never stop commenting, nightmare" he said, I rolled my eyes.
The movie finished and Y/n had been screaming at every jump scare in the movie, Malfoy didn't scream at all, only flinched a couple of times. He liked the way it felt when their bodies were huddled close, and the feeling of her head on his shoulder, made his stomach turn, but in a good way. It was weird, he felt weird but good at the same time.
I got up and brushed my teeth, washed my face, as he stood there by the door watching, when I finished he did the same, and after he jumped on the sofa, I jumped into his bed. I wanted him next to me but didn't dare to ask.
"Goodnight princess" I said as he laughed "Goodnight nightmare" he said, and I closed my eyes.
I rolled around, not being able to sleep, I couldn't think of anything besides my Nan, and it killed me that I didn't know how she died. I thought that Malfoy was asleep, so I got up to get some water and didn't notice him behind me.
"Ah fuck" I spilled the water on him, on his chest "Sorry, you scared me," I said as I grabbed a towel from the bathroom to dry him, he laughed "Watch yourself" he teased as I patted his chest with the towel, my cheeks flaming up "Are you blushing?" he asked, which made me blush even more "NO" I yelled, as I hit him with the towel "I am just feeling hot", "Yeah right," he said.
"Couldn't sleep?" he asked as he watched me sit down on his bed, I shook my head "Is it your Nan?" he asked as he stepped closer, I nodded "I can't think about anything else?" I said as I looked up at him "Do you want, uhm", he looked confused "To what?" he said, his eyes locked on mine "To uhm", I looked at the bed "To sleep with you?" he asked smirking, I nodded, not saying anything. "Not the first time you are asking me," he said as he jumped in the bed, pulling me into his arms, my cheeks were burning up.
"Oh, I had forgotten, right," I said, embarrassed, he laughed as he pulled me closer in his arms "It's fine, just try to get some sleep," he said as my arms reached around his torso "Thank you," I said and closed my eyes, and immediately fell asleep.
BONDING TIMEEE
So yes, they sleep TOGETHER IN BED, how cute right, cuddling, how would have thought that Malfoy would be a cuddler? ;)))
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Love - S