Finally, I'm back in Sydney. I managed to do a lot of things I wanted to during my vacation this year but now it's time to go home and relax with my family and friends. So, of course I met up with Stella. We had a lot of catching-up to do. She was the only person - apart from Chris - I could confide in and talk about you, Hyunjin-ah, and anything else involving our 'clandestine' affair.
God, that sounds so dirty!
"Felix! I am so happy for you!" She said hugging me suffocatingly tight when I shared the news of us finally being together. I smiled at her excitement and the very apparent fondness in her eyes. Stella was always so much more than a friend. She was - is - my confidante, my most trusted person. We talked for hours about you and I, Hyunjin-ah. She wanted to know every little detail about how our love blossomed and grew. And I was happy to share my thoughts and feelings, my fears...
Yes, I still had some doubts and fears, not about you but rather the situation that we were in, the circumstances. It is funny how you were the one who was cautious in the beginning and now, I am the one constantly thinking things over and over again, isn't it?
"You know, I think I am in love too." Stella confessed shyly after a long pause. That was a first for her. I scanned her flustered face. "And who is the lucky guy?" I inquired in a very serious tone. Who could be good enough for my precious Stella? "Just someone I met in college." She smiled. "I think it is serious!" She hid her face with her hands, acting like a schoolgirl. I felt a slight twinge of jealousy. "So, I am not your favourite anymore?" "Oh, Yonbokie! You will always be my favourite!" She hugged my arm, batting her eyelashes. I laughed. "But, how can I even compare to the Versace Prince?" She added pouting. I rolled my eyes and she laughed.
My Versace Prince... I missed you. And couldn't wait to come back to you, even though it would mean sneaking around and not having enough time to spend with each other, or the privacy I wanted. But first, you had to go to Milan, I had to go to Paris for our respective brands. I walked the runway! I never thought I would do something like this and I was so nervous, but you and the guys have been incredibly supportive, constant and unwavering even from afar. It was all so exciting and new and I'm glad I did. But most of all I'm glad to be back home, with you.
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I wanted to give Hyunjin a special birthday surprise but unfortunately I couldn't. The guys beat me to it. They woke him up just after midnight and wished him happy birthday. Dang... He saw me pouting and hugged me tightly, laughing and kissing my pouty lips gently, just a quick peck, in front of the others. "I wanted to be the first to wish you happy birthday." I stuck my tongue out to Chris who heard me and laughed at my face. "You are mean, hyung!" I whined. "It's not my fault you couldn't be here on time, Lixie." Chris shrugged. "Now, don't bother Hyunne, let him rest." He said going into dad-mode. I side-eyed him. "Do you want me to go?" I asked the man in question. "No... but unfortunately you have to." He said ruefully. Damn schedule! I scowled "I promise I'll arrange for us to spend time tomorrow, just the two of us." He whispered in my ear, kissing my cheek. "Fine..." I pushed him onto his bed again and attacked his lips with the clear intention of leaving him breathless and... wanting more. "See you in the morning, Jinnie." "See you, baby." He smiled as sweetly as ever, his eyes became two crescent moons and dimples appeared on his small cheeks.
I love him and he is all mine! I thought smiling to myself as I left for my dorm.
In the morning I found a message from him asking me to join him after his birthday live. Nothing more. I was intrigued cause he did promise that we would spend time just the two of us. So, there I was, patiently waiting for him to finish. It was late and I wasn't sure where we could go at this hour. He messaged me to come outside and found him waiting for me in his car. As soon as I got in, he drove away. "Where are we going?" "You'll see." He smiled enigmatically and kept his eyes on the road.
We arrived at a small luxury apartment building. He parked the car in the garage and got out to open the door for me. "Come on, Lixie." I followed him still perplexed and we took the elevator to the top floor where he unlock the door to the penthouse and led us into the living room. It had floor to ceiling windows, with stunning views of the river and the city. "I thought we could spend the evening just the two of us. You know, relax in peace, away from the chaos in the dorms?" I looked around taking in the luxurious enviroment with the huge sofa and the square marble coffee table. On it was a bowl of strawberries and a bottle of champagne with two crystal glasses. Colourful balloons and ribbons were everywhere. I chuckled. "When did you prepare all these?" "Well, Chris and manager hyung helped me." He smiled shyly. "It should've been me preparing something for you, not the other way around. It is your birthday." I pouted again. "It doesn't matter who prepared what. You are my present this year, Yongbokie." He said in his soft mellow voice, wrapping a piece of red ribbon he had fiddled with all this time, around my neck and tying it into a bow. He smiled, handing me a glass of champagne. I felt my cheeks blush. "Happy birthday, Jinnie." I whispered softly, looking into his loving eyes. We took a sip from our champagne and then I reached for his face, placing a soft peck on his lips. "Thank you, baby." He took another sip and looked at me, grinning, his eyes sparkling mischievously. "What?" I asked. Did I miss something? He bit his lip and took my hand. "Like I said, I want us to relax, together..." He walked towards the bedroom dragging me along. My eye caught two swimsuits left on the bed. What did he have in mind? Were we going to go swimming at this hour? He opened the door to the en-suite bathroom and there it was: a huge hot tub filled with fragrant water and... rose petals. "What is this? A soap opera?" I laughed. "Too much?" He asked cheekily. I shook my head. "No. Nothing is too much." We locked eyes. "So..." I spoke with a lower than usual, seductive voice. "...why don't you come over here and unwrap your present?" His eyes darkened. He took the glass from my hand and put it on the marble countertop along with his own, before stepping closer. His hands landed on my waist and his lips on mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck and let him kiss me breathless. I could taste the champagne and the strawberries on his lips and tongue as he ravaged me yet again. He unbutonned my shirt thowing it to the floor and took off his hoodie. Kissing me again he unzipped my trousers and pushed them down along with my boxers. "Already?" He asked eyeing my boner. "What can I say, you're hot." "Mhmm..." He chuckled against my lips while I fumbled with his pants, getting him naked as quickly as I could. He picked me up in his arms and put me in the tub. I giggled feeling a bit silly. And then, he turned around and left. "Where are you going?" I yelled confused. "Just a minute." He yelled back. He came back with the champagne bottle and the bowl of strawberries in his hands. "You're crazy!" I shook my head. "Uh uh! I want to spoil you tonight." "Still, I insist it should be the other way around." I frowned again slightly disappointed at the thought of not having prepared anything special for his birthday. "Baby... It doesn't matter." He whispered leaning into my face and kissing my frown away before getting into the tub with me. The water was just the right temperature and the dimmed soft lights created the perfect setting to ...relax.
He kept feeding me strawberries between kisses and sips of champagne. "Jinnie." I caught his hand mid air. "What?" "I'd rather taste your lips." He tossed the fruit back into the bowl and scooted closer. "I'm all yours." He murmured pulling me onto to him, placing my legs around his waist and closing the gap between our bodies. I could feel every inch of him coming into contact with me, both of us already craving each other. His dark eyes pierced mine with lust. "Can I kiss you now?" I asked again, cupping his face. "Yes, please."
I woke up early the next morning, next to him in the huge bed. He was sleeping on his stomach, face buried in the pillows and behind his black tousled hair. We were both naked un der the soft blankets - except for the ribbon around my neck - both of our bodies littered with hickeys and bitemarks, reminders of the intense moments we shared. I smiled and stretched lazily, enjoying the view of the morning sky through the tall windows. A pair of arms wrapped around me. "I think I forgot something." He mumbled against my back. His raspy morning voice sent goose bumps all over my skin and filled my stomach with butterflies. I turned to look questioningly at his pretty face with the lopsided smirk. "What?" "This." He pushed me down onto the matress to lie on my back and leaning over me he untied the bow around my neck with his teeth. His breath tickled my skin and I laughed softly. "Hyune..." I tried to protest in vain. "We still have time." He murmured against my skin. His teeth grazed my neck until he found my sensitive spot and latched onto it mercilesly. I let out a deep moan and surrendered to this hungry man who ravaged me again, sending me to Heaven once more.
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So, long story short, we were back to work. Fan meetings, lives, recordings, choreos, rehearsals, come backs... You name it. Another fully packed year is about to start. The difference is that, this year, we are together, Hyunjin-ah.
You and I.
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