Cameron Dallas - She Bad. Wooah my song man!! Shake that, work that, move that!
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-Hannan POV-
"You should leave me if this is how you've been feeling." Jacks words cut deep into my heart.
I couldn't believe what he said.
"Jack no!" I cried, feeling fresh tears fall down my cheek.
I was wrong. I admitted it. I knew I shouldn't have put my body through all that and especially putting Jack and my children through that.
"Hannah you have a problem." He looked at me with cold eyes. "I could have lost you, and I don't think you fucking understand how that scares me."
"I do! You think it didn't scare me? Knowing I could have never seen Finn and Kim if anything happened? Knowing I couldn't be with the love of my life?" My voice broke at the end.
Jack didn't say anything.
"I know I was wrong! And I would like to get myself on track again." I held back tears.
"Just rest now." Jack finally spoke up. "We can talk later. Finn and Kim probably want to see you."
With that Jack syoof up and walked out of the room, slamming the door behind him. I breathed out heavily.
"Alright Hannah, woman the fuck up and stop crying." I said wiping my face. "We're gonna do this."
I kept pep talking myself. I didn't want to cry over anything anymore, I have to be strong through whatever. Whatever the turn out of Jack and I, whether he decides he doesn't want me...I won't cry or break down because I'm strong enough.
-Jack POV-
I walked back into the waiting room to tell the other Hannah was fine but the first thing I saw was my two babies.
"Daddy!" They said simultaneously and ran up to me. I bent down and held out my arm as they both leaped into it. Crying.
"Is my mommy gonna be okay?" Finn asked with a broken face.
"Can we see mommy, please daddy?" Kim held onto my sweater.
My heart crumbled into a billion pieces. I was so worked up into my feelings, Kim and Finn must be in shock. I hope Nate and Sammy told them the news subtly but now I don't think they did.
"Hey hey don't cry okay? Mommy's just fine." I help them tightly. "She's gonna be just fine, I promise."
After getting Finn and Kim some snacks from the hospital vending machine, I decided they could see Hannah. They were missing her and I was too. So I held their little hands and walked with them towards her room.
They were quiet, wide-eyed and had looks of something I couldn't quite place. It was like they were afraid they might not see Hannah every again.
"Kim? Finn?" Hannah's voice croaked immediately as we stepped in.
"Mommy!" They squealed and ran up to her bed. Hannah didn't bother with the pain in her body but leant over so she could pick them both up and put them in her bed. I walked over to sit on the chair next to her.
She didn't look at me because she was too engrossed in hugging Finn and Kim and fussing over them like a mother.
"My babies." Hannah held them tightly and I could tell she was holding back tears.
"Mommy?" Kim asked.
"Yes Kimmy?" She turned to our daughter.
"Why are you here? Can't you just come home with us?" Kim's face twisted and she started sobbing against Hannah's shirt.
"Oh baby, mommy is coming home as soon as I feel better!" Hannah rubbed her back affectionately.
"Why are all these here?" Finn asked and pointed to the cords and tubes hooked up to Hannah's body. I noticed how he clung to her for dear life.
"They help mommy feel better." Hannah explained and smoothed Finns unruly hair down. Can't tame Gilinsky hair.
Hannah smartly changed the subject by asking Finn and Kim about school. Being kids they both talking Hannah's ears off about everything and anything. I didn't say much, just watched my family with pride and happiness. Happy that we're still all together.
-Hannah POV-
"Can you get me a blanky in that cupboard Jack?" Hannah said breaking me out of my thoughts.
"Hmm what?" I shook my head.
"A blanket." Hannah said. "These two just fell asleep."
"Oh yeah." I nodded and grabbed a blanket out of the hospital cabinet. Suddenly my heart ached for Hannah, I wanted to hold her and tell her things will be alright but truth be told...I didn't know if things would be alright.
"Thanks." She smiled as I covered the three of them, Finn and Kim were out cold.
I leaned down and cupped Hannah's face in my hand. She looked up with a furrow in her brow.
"What's wrong?" she asked.
"I'm gonna help you get better baby girl okay?" He rubbed his thumb against my cheeks. "We're gonna get you back."
I smiled. His eyes looked deep into mine and I felt so loved by Jack. Knowing he was willing to stand by me in thick and thin meant everything to me.
He pressed his lips to mine and it set my body on fire. That familiar burning desire only Jack Gilinsky gave me.
When we broke apart, his forehead touched mine. It was silent for a while.
"You mean everything to me Hannah and I hope you know just how much." He said softly.
"I love you Jack." I said. There wasn't enough feelings to explain that.
"I love you Han." He kissed my forehead then leaned down to peck Kim and Finn's cheek. "I love you two babies."
Life was falling into place. And I knew that no matter what...Jack and I were end game.
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Hey bbys! Go check out my girls account @fanfic4people ...we thought of a storyline and now she's writing a killer Cam Dallas fanfic called Love Me Or Leave Me!
On another note: thanks for 202K! I love you all so much! And I'm sooo happy I can't even explain to you guys!!! But unfortunately I'm stopping the fanfic righf here at this chapter so I hope you liked it!
JOKING! HAHAH ITS NOT STOPPING! Lotz more to come! :p
P.S: I know I have 2 other books but I was thinking of a new fanfic! It's about brothers so would you guys prefer The Grier's, The Dolans,The Collins, The Stromberg's, or the Harries?