April 11th
One by one we been dropping niggas from up north. For some reason though I can't find that bitch who gave the order to the pussy who failed to take me out.
Hell I can't find that bitch who pulled the trigger either. Q was able to put together some names for us, so far got a 6 figure hit on a Keenon, Stinger and Roy. Names but no faces.
"How the fuck we still don't know what any of these niggas look like?"
"Shit got me" Teke said cleaning his pistol
"Aye what about Crew we need to go to that nigga house..." Chris suggested
"Shit let's go"
That nigga Crew been hiding out depressed in his house we haven't heard from him since the night Slim was killed.
'Haven't seen you in 4 days August and you can't answer my calls or text back?' - 8:47pm
I read the message from Ja before putting my phone back in my pocket
Ima slide through tonight right now I got one thing on my mind.
"Aye this nigga Zu been trying to get down" Chris said
"Man nigga need to let it go" Sneak told him
I don't even know why he said that shit ima knock Zu on his ass if he keep trying it. I appreciate wanting to get back the niggas who almost put me down but I don't want him in this life he need to keep focusing on school. That's all I want from him.
Sneak pulled up to a nice size house all the light was out which was crazy because I know this nigga got about 4 kids with his baby mama.
"I don't like this" Chris said
"Yeah me eitha" I said
Hopping out we all grabbed our shit. The twins went to the back and me and Chris went to the front do'
Knocking we waited 2 minutes before letting ourselves in.
Immediately we regretted the shit. It was liquor bottles and trash all over the smell of strong ass shit and piss was throughout this bitch.
Hitting a light switch nothing came on so I took out my phone using the flashlights
"Bro what the fuck" Chris yelled and started gagging
Yeah dummy why would you open yo mouth in here. Shit had me trying not to laugh at his dumb ass.
Seeing movement on the flo I pointed my gun. It was a naked white bitch with just some dirty ass underwear on.
"aye mama you gotta get the hell up" I said to her
"Who are you" she reached for the blanket on the mattress with her sitting up
"Don't worry about that who house you in?"
"Crew, he's upstairs" she said slurring
Chris and Sneak went up and came back down with a strung out Crew. The nigga look horrible.
"My nigggas what's up" he said you can smell the liquor on his breath
"Crew nigga what the fuck man" Teke said to him
"Big dog wazzzzam" he yelled
"Nigga shut up yelling, you stank bad" Chris told him stepping towards the front door
I felt like this was a waste didn't even want to talk to him. Damn junky not about to be no help
"Man I'm in the car this nigga strung out" I said leaving out
Going to the truck we got today I waited about 10 minutes and they came out.
"I feel like I smell like in there, I can't believe that nigga that down bad" Teke said getting in
"Nah I could actually" Sneak said
I could also if I didn't have these niggas when Mel got gunned down I definitely would've been just as bad probably wouldn't be breathing anymore.
"Strung out nah" Chris said
"Over my twin yeah boys" Sneak said
I seen Teke give him a look. Probably gone make that nigga promise him some shit.
"Anyways that nigga told us what Keenon look like well what he could remember,"
"Said he from California, these niggas not from up north they from the Bay" Teke continued
"Man I gotta go shower I'm about to throw up y'all stank for real" Chris interrupted making me laugh
We all just broke out laughing.
"Shit let's go back to the cars ima go home to shower" I said
"Bet"
"Y'all trying to hit up a club? Zu said he down" Chris said
I wasn't a nigga was trying to fuck on something. Need to let some anger out on something.
After they decided what they was doing and we got back to the cars I went by my house to shower.
"I be on that shoot or die shi" I sung lowly grabbing a jogger set out my closet.
Going to my nightstand I picked up my phone calling Ja but she didn't answer. After trying again I figured she blocked me after thinking about her text from earlier. I don't know what she get out of that cause I'm going to just pop up.
I opened my nightstand to grab out a notebook and wrote down the line I been singing all day. Making the title 'Shoot or Die'. Closing the book I left out the room after getting my shit together and went to see if Crystal was here going to the room she been staying in I opened the door seeing her and Amy sleeping naked cuddle up.
"Type shit" closing the door I left out the house to drive to Ja.
Stopping at the sto I grabbed 2 box of condoms one for my car and one to carry. I even grabbed her some flowers they had in there and a bottle of wine she be drankin.
30 minutes later I was pulling into her drive way from the front of her house I could see her living room tv on.
Going up I knocked on the door. This motherfucker had the nerve to talk through the ring instead of coming to the door
"What do you want?" She said I could hea the attitude in her voice
"Ma don't be like that, come let me in"
"August get off my porch, you got me fucked up 4 days really?"
"I'm not doing this with you through no camera come open the damn do' na"
It got quiet for a minute before the door unlocked and she stood there pissed.
Reaching for her she pulled back
"4 days? I understand you said slow but nahh"
"Ma I been busy man"
"With what?" She asked "and don't give me no bullshit because you was able to read my messages but not reply and let me know something?"
"You right ma I apologize for that" I ran my hand down my face walking past her to the kitchen isle to put her stuff down since she didn't want to take it.
"Yeah and?" And what? Fuck she about to blow me
"What Ja?"
"What were you busy doing?"
"Working and that's all you need ta know, man come here let a nigga love on you" I grabbed her and sat her in the isle
I just need to get her going and I know we will be good after that
"August im trying to talk to you, this slow shit is not working for me we need better terms or-"
"I told you that's it, what's so hard about understanding taking shit slow? Ja come on you blowin a nigga right na for real"
I said getting irritated I was just trying to fuck and move on from this.
She want shit to be more than taking it slow but can't even take care of a nigga when he need it
"You can leave August" she said pushing me back
"Ma if I leave that's that" I said hoping she got the picture
"Fuck that mean?" She said folding her arms and tilting her head at me
"You smart Ja'liyah don't play dumb with me ma" my attitude was beyond fucked up this past week I know why but wasn't shit gone change until I get these bitches.
"Boy get the fuck out my house fuck you I already told you. The minute I feel like you out doing you ima do the same"
"If I leave Ja, im tellin you..." I looked at her
"You want to ignore me for 4 fucking days and expect me to have open arms for you NO OPEN LEGS FOR YOU??? That's what I am to you now just somewhere you come to get a nut? Now you threaten me with going out to do you because I'm not about to go for that?"
Opening her door she held it open for me and without thinking about it I left out.
I knew I was wrong but fuck it I told her I wasn't down for this relationship shit already. Fuck it
Getting in my car I debated on meeting up with my niggas or going home. Going to my text messages one caught my eye, fuck it
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Not too much on that edit 😭
Y'all I'm debating if I should make this a sequel or just one book still got about 40 more chapters to write, probably more knowing me