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"Woah..." Ibinaba ni Sunoo ang bitbit niyang bag sa higaan at saka na tinanaw ang buong paligid. "Talagang titira na tayong dalawa rito?" tanong niya.
Napangisi si Sunghoon, habang ibinababa niya ang kahong bitbit niya sa sahig na naglalaman ng mga ipinamili nilang gamit kanina.
"Hanggang ngayon ba hindi ka pa rin makapaniwala?" tanong niya at saka na napatingin kay Sunoo.
"Hmm," huni ni Sunoo at saka niya nilingon si Sunghoon. "Kahit na sabay tayong nagpaalam sa mga magulang natin, hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala. Paano kung nananaginip lang talaga ako? Paano kung naiwan ka talaga sa Suwon?"
Ngumiti si Sunghoon at saka na lumapit kay Sunoo. "Then... Let me show you that this is real," aniya at saka na tinulak niya si Sunoo sa higaan.
Bago pa man makapag-react si Sunoo ay pumaibabaw na sa kanya si Sunghoon. Hinawakan nito ang dalawa niyang kamay at saka na diniin ang mga ito sa kama.
"Is this your idea of showing me?" usisa ni Sunoo.
"Hmm," pagsang-ayon ni Sunghoon. "Isn't this effective?"
Umiling si Sunoo. "No. If you're not going to do something beyond pushing me to bed, Park Sunghoon-ssi."
Natigilan si Sunghoon sa narinig. His eyes glinted with excitement. Hindi siya makapaniwalang maririnig niya ito mula kay Sunoo. Tama talaga ang desisyon niyang tumira sa Seoul kasama nito.
Ngumiti siya at saka na binitawan ang mga kamay ni Sunoo. Aalisin niya na sana ang suot niyang coat nang mapahinto siya dahil sa tunog na nagmumula sa pintuan.
Ngumisi si Sunoo at saka na napabangon mula sa higaan. "Nandiyan na yata sila," aniya.
Napakurap nang ilang beses si Sunghoon at saka na napalingon kay Sunoo. "Ha? Sinong sila?"
"Sina Jungwon at Ni-Ki," sagot ni Sunoo at saka na napabungisngis dahil sa ekspresyon ng mukha ni Sunghoon. "Inimbita ko sila."
"N-Ngayon talaga?" hindi makapaniwalang tanong ni Sunghoon.
"Oo," patay-malisyang sagot ni Sunoo. "Para may tumulong sa ating magligpit ng mga gamit," pagdadahilan pa nito.
Napatingin si Sunghoon sa dalawang kahon na nasa sahig. Sigurado siyang hindi kailangan ng apat na tao para ligpitin ang mga ito. Nang makita niya sina Jungwon at Ni-Ki mula sa may pintuan ay roon lamang niya napagtanto na pinag-trip-an lang siya ni Sunoo.
Napaimpis ang mga labi niya at saka na huminga nang malalim. Did he just get a boner for nothing?
Bumaba siya mula sa higaan at saka na ngumiting aso kina Jungwon at Ni-Ki. "Hindi ko alam na darating kayo," aniya.
"Wae? Sana ba hindi?" pang-aasar ni Jungwon at saka na nilapag nito ang bitbit niyang pizza sa lamesa.
"Haha," pilit na pagtawa ni Sunghoon. "Oo sana," bulong niya sa sarili.
"Can we sleep over?" tanong ni Ni-Ki.
"Oo naman."
"No!" Napalingon si Sunghoon kay Sunoo. "Anong oo?"
"Bakit hindi? Malayo pa ang ibabyahe nila pabalik sa Suwon. Mas maganda kung bukas nang umaga na sila uuwi," sagot ni Sunoo.
Napabuka ang bibig ni Sunghoon. "I mean... Tama ka naman..."
"Alam ko," sagot ni Sunoo at saka na napatingin kay Jungwon na pinipilit hindi matawa.
Napatingin naman si Ni-Ki kina Jungwon at Sunoo. May hindi ba siya alam? Iyon ang tanong niya sa sarili. Basta ang alam niya lang ay ayaw niyang iwan ang dalawang ito ngayong gabi nang sila lang.
"Anong dala niyo?" tanong ni Sunoo at saka na nagtungo sa lamesa.
"Chicken at saka pizza," sagot ni Ni-Ki at saka na binuksan ang dala nila ni Jungwon.
"Woah! Tamang-tama! Gutom na ako," komento ni Sunoo, habang inaayos ni Ni-Ki ang pagkain sa lamesa. "Pero 'yan lang? Nasaan ang panulak?"
"Syempre meron," sagot ni Jungwon at saka na inilabas niya mula sa bag niya ang isang plastik ng beer.
Napanganga naman si Ni-Ki. Nagkasundo sila ni Jungwon kanina na wala silang bibitbiting alak pero mukhang nalusutan siya nito. Nag-graduate lamang sila ay mukhang mabilis pa sa alas-kwatrong naalis ni Jungwon sa sistema niya ang pagiging presidente ng Student Council.
"Assa!" nangingiting saad ni Sunoo, habang inilalapag ni Jungwon ang mga lata ng beer sa lamesa.
Napatingin naman si Jungwon kay Ni-Ki na halata sa pagmumukha nito na hindi ito makapaniwala sa ginawa ni Jungwon.
"Okay lang 'yan," pagsiko ni Jungwon kay Ni-Ki. "Sa susunod na buwan hindi na natin magagawa 'to," aniya.
"Oo nga pala, magde-debut ka na," komento ni Sunghoon.
"Oo nga, Ni-Ki. Kailan pa ulit tayo magkakasama-sama nang ganito 'pag nag-debut ka na," saad ni Sunoo. "'Pag naging sikat ka na, baka hindi mo na kami kilala."
"Hinding-hindi mangyayari 'yon! Palagi pa rin tayong magbi-video call. Palagi ko pa rin kayong i-cha-chat," pagsalungat ni Ni-Ki.
Napangiti naman sina Jungwon at Sunoo sa isa't isa.
"Kaya nga. Kaya hayaan mo na," saad ni Jungwon. "Pa-house welcoming party na ito nina Sunghoon hyung at Sunoo at congratulatory party namin sa 'yo dahil magde-debut ka na."
Yumuko nang bahagya si Ni-Ki at saka na tumango. "Arasseo."
Halos magdidilim na nang matapos ang kasihayahan ng apat. Kahit na nag-inuman sila ay nakapagligpit naman sila ng mga gamit. Kahit na si Sunoo lang naman talaga ang nagligpit ng lahat, habang nagkakasiyahan ang tatlo.
"Ni-Ki, halika na," pag-aaya ni Jungwon sa kaibigan. Inilagay niya sa balikat niya ang kanang braso ni Ni-Ki.
"Ha?" Naniningkit ang mga mata ni Ni-Ki nang mapalingon siya kay Jungwon. "Saan tayo pupunta? 'Di ba—" aniya at saka na napasinok. "—dito tayo matutulog?"
"Hindi," iling ni Jungwon at saka na pinilit patayuin si Ni-Ki. "Doon tayo sa pinsan ko," ubos-lakas niyang dagdag.
Nagsisisi tuloy siyang pinainom niya ito. Malay ba niyang mahina ito sa alak.
"P-Pinya?" Susuray-suray na napatayo si Ni-Ki. "Lasing ka ba? K-Kailan pa tayo naging si Spongebob?"
Napahinga nang malalim si Jungwon at saka napatingin kay Sunoo na pinahiga si Sunghoon sa higaan. Napalingon din ito sa kanya nang maihiga na nito si Sunghoon.
"Kaya?" natatawang tanong ni Sunoo.
"Kakayanin," kunot-noong sagot ni Jungwon. "Halika na, Spongebob. Naghihintay na si Gary."
"Aye-aye, Captain!" sagot ni Ni-Ki at saka na sumaludo.
Napangisi naman si Sunoo at saka na nagmadaling nagtungo sa pintuan upang pagbuksan ng pintuan ang dalawa.
"Sorry, Sunoo. Hindi na kita matutulungang magligpit nang pinag-inuman," paumanhin ni Jungwon bago pa sila makalabas ni Ni-Ki.
"Ayos lang. Ako na ang bahala," ngiti ni Sunoo.
Ngumiti rin si Jungwon. "Text kita 'pag nakarating na kami sa bikini bottom."
Natawa naman si Sunoo. "Arasseo. Bye, Spongebob," tapik niya kay Ni-Ki.
Napalingon naman si Ni-Ki sa kanya. "Bye, Sandy," aniya.
Napabungisngis na lamang si Sunoo at saka na nagpaalam nang tuluyan sa dalawa.
Nang makaalis na ang dalawa ay nagtungo na siyang muli sa salas at tahimik na niligpit ang mga pinag-inuman nila. Tinapon niya muna sa basurahan ang mga basura at saka siya nagtungo sa lababo upang hugasan ang mga pinagkainan nila.
Pinupunasan niya na ang mga kamay niya sa tuwalyang nakasabit sa pader nang maramdaman niya ang yakap ni Sunghoon mula sa likuran niya. Hindi niya namalayan ito dahil masyado siyang abala sa paghuhugas ng mga pinggan.
"Ba't nagising ka?" tanong ni Sunoo at saka na hinarap si Sunghoon. "Matulog ka na. Lasing ka na," dagdag niya at saka na hinaplos ang kaliwang pisngi ni Sunghoon.
Hinalikan ni Sunghoon ang palad ni Sunoo na nasa pisngi niya at saka na tinignan ang kasintahan.
"Hindi ako lasing, Kim Sunoo-ssi. Nagpapanggap lang ako para umuwi na sila."
"Eh? B-Ba't naman?" pagtataka ni Sunoo.
"Because I'm dying to continue where we left off earlier," sagot ni Sunghoon at saka na binuhat si Sunoo paupo sa gilid ng sink.
Napakurap naman si Sunoo, habang nakatingin kay Sunghoon. Akala niya ay matiwasay na matatapos ang gabing ito.
"I-I was just teasing you, hyung."
"Geurae?" tanong ni Sunghoon habang nakatingala ito kay Sunoo. "Then... Should I not do it, Sunoo-ya?"
Napalunok si Sunoo. Hindi niya maitatanggi na kinakabahan siyang gawin ito. He would think about it from time to time, and now that they're finally living together, there are more possibilities for doing it. Hindi naman lingid sa kaalaman niya na sobrang taas ng libido ni Sunghoon. Pero sa kabila nang iyon ay alam din niyang hindi siya pipilitin nito kung ayaw niya.
But the thing is, how could he not, when Sunghoon is now entrapping his soul with those deep and inviting eyes? There's no way he would say no to this alluring man.
Hinawakan ni Sunoo ang magkabilang pisngi ni Sunghoon at saka na hinalikan ang mga labi nito. Matapos ay idinikit niya ang noo niya sa noo ni Sunghoon.
"Do it. Just... Be gentle, hyung," bulong niya.
That's it. That's all it takes for Sunghoon to succumb to the god of lust.
Agad niyang hinalikan si Sunoo. Grabbing Sunoo's nape so he could pull his boyfriend towards him.
Hindi mataas ang toleransiya ni Sunghoon sa alak. The only reason he's still up is because he made Ni-Ki drink more, which is why the latter was so drunk earlier. He is just tipsy. But now that he's kissing Sunoo, he feels more drunk than he was. Napakalambot ng mga labi nito. He could not resist nipping every bit of it.
And while he's busy devouring his boyfriend's lips, his fingers do not forget some other important thing—unbuttoning Sunoo's shirt. Sunoo's mind was so out of it. He didn't realize he no longer had his shirt on.
Nang matanggal na ni Sunghoon ang pang-itaas ni Sunoo ay agad niyang kinarga ang kasintahan patungo sa kama. He gently laid Sunoo on the bed as he gazed straight into his soul.
For a moment, Sunoo had brought his self-consciousness back, so he quickly pulled the blanket onto his naked top.
"'W-Wag mo kong titigan nang gan'yan," puna ni Sunoo.
Hinaplos ni Sunghoon ang kanang pisngi ni Sunoo. "How can I not when you're even more beautiful without your shirt on?"
Lalong namang nag-init ang mga pisngi ni Sunoo. "Stop saying that."
Humilig si Sunghoon patungo sa kanang tainga ni Sunoo at saka na bumulong. "Then let me express my words through actions."
Hinalikan niyang muli si Sunoo nang mas malalim kaysa sa kanina. It was so deep that Sunoo felt like he wasn't breathing anymore. The kind of breathlessness he wouldn't mind being in.
Mas maraming nainom si Sunghoon kaysa kay Sunoo, kaya nalalasahan niya ang alak mula sa bibig nito. But Sunghoon's mouth relieved the bitterness of it and made it taste like an appetizer—something that arouses or increases Sunoo's anticipation for what is to follow.
Pumaibaba si Sunghoon nang bahagya sa leeg ni Sunoo. He started leaving soft kisses on it, because seeing his boyfriend's bare and pale skin made him think that it was so delicate, like paper. He doesn't want to leave bruises on Sunoo's beautiful skin. Rather than lust, he wanted to make Sunoo feel at ease and feel that he cares for and loves the entirety of him.
Napapabuka naman ang bibig ni Sunoo at napapahawak ang mga kamay niya sa sapin ng higaan. Kahit kasi banayad na halik lamang ang iniiwan ni Sunghoon sa balat niya ay sapat pa rin ito para hatakin ang buong kaluluwa niya.
When he thought he could finally breathe, Sunghoon's soft kisses on his skin made him more breathless. Tila hinahawakan nito ang buong pagkatao niya mula sa malumanay, ngunit mainit na paghawak nito sa tagiliran niya, habang hinahalikan nito ang bawat balat niya.
Matapos halikan ni Sunghoon ang pusod ni Sunoo ay hinubad naman niya ang sarili niyang pang-itaas. Bago pa man mapagnasaan ni Sunoo ang matikas na katawan nito ay pumaibabaw agad ito sa kanya at muli siyang hinalikan. Sunoo did want to complain a bit, but kissing him isn't bad either. He touched his bare back instead, which made Sunghoon gasp a bit. Sunoo's fingers were soft and light; they tingled Sunghoon's entire system.
Sunoo noticed his boyfriend's reaction, and he wanted to see more of it, so he slowly traced his finger on Sunghoon's back line. He did get the reaction he wanted as Sunghoon breathed heavily against his lips as he moved his fingers down to Sunghoon's waist. He was about to smile, but he instantly regretted being naughty.
Pinailalim ni Sunghoon ang kaliwa niyang kamay sa likuran ni Sunoo, habang ang kanang kamay niya ay pinailaim niya sa ulo nito. Matapos ay pinaikot niya si Sunoo at pinaibabaw ito sa kanya.
Nanlaki naman ang mga mata ni Sunoo nang makita ang sariling nakapatong na kay Sunghoon.
"Do you want to know who's better at teasing?" panlalamuyot ni Sunghoon, habang siya naman ang nagpadaan ng mga daliri niya sa likuran ni Sunoo.
Sunoo finally understands why Sunghoon had that reaction. Not only because the touch was electrifying, but because having this sensual feeling while being on top is making him more horny than he was. He could not hide his small moans. And when Sunghoon slipped his hand in Sunoo's shorts without notice and evaded his back door, it made him gasp so loudly that he almost cried as he burried his face into Sunghoon's neck.
"I-I'm sorry," pag-aalala ni Sunghoon. "Does it hurt? Should I no—"
"No..." hibik ni Sunoo. "N-Nagulat lang ako. D-Don't stop."
Hindi ipagkakaila ni Sunoo na bukod sa nagulat siya ay nakaramdam siya ng sakit. It was his first, after all. But there's no way he'll let Sunghoon stop now that he's beyond eager to receive him. Even his backdoor could attest to how badly he wants him, as he feels like it is gushing like a fountain faucet. There's no need for lube at this point.
"Alright... I'll prepare you gently. I promise," bulong ni Sunghoon at saka na hinalikan ang ulo ni Sunoo.
Tumango-tango si Sunoo sa leeg niya.
Sunghoon slowly and gently slipped his two fingers inside Sunoo. Halos kagatin na ni Sunoo ang mga labi niya sa nararamdaman niya. He felt uncomfortable at first, as it felt like nature was calling him. Yet after some time, it was starting to get pleasurable, making him want more than just fingers.
"H-Hyung..." Sunoo was embarrassed to admit and say it, but he could no longer hold it anymore. "Do me now. I want you now."
Napahinto si Sunghoon at saka na pinailalim muli sa kanya si Sunoo. Hindi na niya gustong kompirmahin pang muli kay Sunoo kung handa na ba talaga ito, dahil kitang-kita naman sa ekspresyon ng mukha ni Sunoo na parehas sila nang gustong gawin.
Sunoo's flushed cheeks and teary eyes were earnestly asking for him.
Sunghoon immediately took off his pants alongside his undergarments, and he did so with Sunoo too. And before he could start, he leaned on Sunoo and gently kissed the latter on the forehead, nose, and lips.
"Tell me if it hurts," bulong niya sa mga labi ni Sunoo.
Umiling si Sunoo. "Even if it hurts, don't stop. I'm not Kim Sunoo if I can't handle you this much."
Ngumiti nang bahagya si Sunghoon. "Arasseo," aniya. Hinalikan niyang muli si Sunoo at saka na lumuhod siya sa paanan nito.
He held Sunoo's knees upwards then he gently pressed his staff of love unto Sunoo's backdoor.
Napasinghap si Sunoo matapos mahunhon ni Sunghoon ang tagdan nito sa kanya. Ibang-iba talaga ito kung ikukumpara sa kanina. It hurts more considering how huge Sunghoon is. But as painful as it could be, it doesn't matter to him. He stared at Sunghoon's face as the latter hammered him with too much care. Even with this man's handsome and lustful look right now, Sunoo could still feel the warmth and love from Sunghoon's gentle movement.
It may be lust that makes love-making pleasurable, but Sunoo realized that it was called love-making for a reason.
He remembered the first time he saw Sunghoon and how uncomfortable he was; the first time Sunghoon held his hand and hugged him; the first time Sunghoon said the words, I like you; and the first time they kissed under the dim light on a hospital bed. Everything that happened to get to this point is just like this lovemaking. It was uncomfortable and confusing at first, but the feelings changed as they went through it.
It is love that makes love-making connected, deep, and meaningful. And thus, the feeling he is having now is way more than just a feeling of satisfaction. Even if his tears fell right now because of pain, he couldn't help but feel happy regardless because he knew they both loved each other, and having connected like this is an absolute pleasure.
Hinila ni Sunghoon si Sunoo patungo sa kanya at pinaupo ito sa kandungan niya. Of course, seeing Sunoo's irresistible face while moaning below him is a gorgeous attraction, but he wanted to feel his warmth against him and gazed into his eyes at a closer distance.
Sunoo rested both of his arms around Sunghoon's neck and leaned his forehead onto his as he tried to move his own hips against Sunghoon's.
Both of them moaned on each other's breath as they moved into one. And as it got deeper, Sunghoon pressed his lips against Sunoo, trying to get more of him. They kissed and licked each other's lips and tongues, then both grasped for air as they felt the rainbow starting to rise out of their pouring rain.
Napakapit nang mahigpit si Sunoo sa leeg ni Sunghoon at hindi rin nagtagal ay sabay nilang naramdaman ang pagsibol ng bahaghari.
Humiga si Sunghoon sa kama, habang nakapaibabaw sa kanya si Sunoo. They both panted in each other's arms as they reached for their breaths, while being ecstatic from the sensual gratification they just shared.
Sunoo couldn't help but smile. He felt relief that he really had done it, and at the same time, he's glad that he did it for the person he loves the most.
Hinalikan ni Sunghoon ang ulo ni Sunoo. "Gwenchana?" bulong niya rito.
Tumango si Sunoo. "I just... feel a bit sleepy," mahinang sagot ni Sunoo at saka na niyakap nang mahigpit si Sunghoon.
"Just sleep. I'll clean you up," pagtitiyak ni Sunghoon.
Tumango si Sunoo. "Gomawo, hyung."
"Hmm..." huni ni Sunghoon at saka na sinuklay ang buhok ni Sunoo sa mga daliri niya upang makatulog agad ito.
Pero napatingin siya kay Sunoo nang umangat ito at humarap sa kanya.
"Akala ko inaantok ka na?" tanong ni Sunghoon.
"I am. Pero naalala ko na unang gabi natin ngayon sa iisang bahay. I should do what other couples do before they sleep," sagot ni Sunoo.
"Ang ano?"
"Good night kiss," sagot ni Sunoo at saka na hinalikan niya si Sunghoon. "Good night and I love you, hyung," aniya.
Aalis na sana siya mula sa pagkakapaibabaw niya kay Sunghoon, pero bago pa siya makahiga sa tabi nito ay pinahiga na siya ni Sunghoon sa kama at pumaibabaw ito sa kanya.
"Why don't we do what other couples do on their first night?" tanong ni Sunghoon.
"Ang ano?"
"Tire each other out until morning."
Napakurap naman si Sunoo. "H-Hindi ka pa ba pagod, hyung?"
"I was, but you made it up again," sagot ni Sunghoon.
Napatingin si Sunoo sa ibaba ni Sunghoon. His face flushed as he stared at it. He then realized what he was getting into while living with Sunghoon. Not that he is regretting it, really. Maybe a bit?
Napahinga siya at saka na napatinging muli kay Sunghoon. "Let me breathe first," aniya.
Ngumiti si Sunghoon at saka na hinalikan si Sunoo. "Of course. I love you so much that I'm willing to wait."
"Geez." Umirap si Sunoo at saka na natawa.
After a few moments of breathing, they did it again and again, and I could no longer keep up with the count. - Author
- THIS IS REALLY THE END -
Thank you for reading the steamy special chapter ;) Once again, thank you for reading and supporting, "Let Me In". Until the next story~