Bre POV: tonight me and the fam go out to eat...tht means zonniques gonna be there. I haven't spoken to her since tht night. I don't want to. Jessica is watching the kids again. I kinda feel bad I'm always ditching her with them oh well but tonight she'll have to watch all of them except mirical. I had on: white skinny jeans, a grey no sleave t shirt and a Jean vest with grey Jordan's. I didn't wanna wear a dress after wat happened last time. sadly zonnique was picking me up because Diggy had to take care of something before he came and bahja was busy. zonnique just got here and I'm kind of nervous.
Me: hey
Zonnique:*waves*
Me: Jess ill be back hopefully before midnight
Jessica: ight have fun
Breaunna: ur leaving me again?
Me:yes I'm sorry baby
Breaunna:*starts to cry*
Jessica: breaunna I know u not gonna cry every time she leave
Breaunna:don't leave me
Me:*kisses her* ill see u later ok I promise and ill let u stay up late too
Breaunna:*still crying*
Me: I love u
Breaunna: I *sniff* love u too
Zonnique said bye to Lyndell and she had brought Jacob too so she made sure Jess knew how to take care of him. then we got in the car. Jay was meeting us there
Zonnique: u look cute
Me: so do u
I wasn't looking at her on purpose I just couldn't
Zonnique: bre we're gonna have to deal with each other for the rest of our life's
Me: and?
Zonnique: so ur not gonna look at me for the rest of ur life?
Me: zonnique after wat we did I'm not sure I can
Zonnique: I was drunk u were drunk its not lik we knew wat was going on
Me: its bigger than tht
Zonnique: wat ever bre I can't belive ur gonna let tht one lil thing ruin our friendship
Me: zon-
Zonnique: save it
We drove the rest of the way in silence. wen we got to the place bahja,r.j,Jay,Diggy were there. I sat as far away from zonnique as possible.
After we ordered we started talking
Bahja: bre u ok?
Me: yea y?
Bahja: u seem different
Me: different how?
Bahja: idk just different
Me: I'm fine
Zonnique: ill be back*gets up and goes to the bathroom*
Bahja: bre come on let's go after her
Me: y me?
Bahja: because ur her sister...
Me: I can't
Bahja: y not?
Me: I just can't!
Bahja:*rolls eyes*
Diggy: babe wats going on
Me: nothing
Diggy: u sure?
Me: yes
Jay: so r.j u gonna do it tonight?
R.j: yup got it right here
Me: got wat?
R.j: I'm gonna propose to bahja tonight
Me: oh...thts nice
I can't belive it. I do still have a little bit of feelings for r.j. I told the guys I wasn't feeling well and tht I needed to go home. I went to the bathroom first to tell the girls. I saw bahja standing outside a open stall and I heard crying. I walked over to her
Me: wat happened zonnique?
Bahja: she said u hate her
Me: I would never hate u
Bahja: she wont tell me y
Me:*bends down to zonnique* I'm sorry
Zonnique: so now u wanna talk to me
Me: look I'm sorry for being such a b*** ok? tht morning I saw the video I died because first I'm not gay second ur my sister and third I would never cheat on Diggy
Zonnique: u don't think I feel the same way?
Me:*looks down*
Bahja: wats going on?
Me: should we tell her?
Zonnique: make sure nobodys in here bahja
She went to the door and locked it. then came and sat next to me and zonnique
Zonnique: u remember I told u I wad going to the club with Jay and his friends two nights ago?
Bahja:*nods*
Me: and I went to...we didn't know it was the same club tho
Zonnique: and I gave her a liquid Molly and I got one too
Bahja: so...
Me: so we both were drunk and we went to a hotel and...
Zonnique: we had sex
Bahja: y'all wat?!
Me: we were both drunk!
Zonnique: bahja we're not gay I mean I love bre but lik a sister
Bahja: wow...
Me: wow?
Bahja: I just...I won't tell
Me: ok good I'm gonna go home I don't feel well
Bahja: want me to drive u?
Me:*smiles* nope u got something important coming up
Bahja: huh?
Me: ill just see y'all tomorrow
Bahja: ok...
We stood up and hugged then I left.
It wasnt 30 min after I got on the bus bahja called me
Me: u said yes right?
Bahja: u knew!?
Me: yea
Bahja: and u left?
Me: wat u mean?
Bahja: u knew r.j was going to propose to me and u left
Me: I didn't feel well
Bahja: woe bre r u serious?
Me: I didn't know I had to be there wen u got proposed to
Bahja: zonnique was there
Me: she didn't know
Bahja: but u did
Me: ok fine I'm sorry
Bahja:*hangs up*
I just sat there thinking I'm such a bad sister.
Wen I got home breaunna ran to me
Me:*picks her up* hi babe
Jessica: u back early
Me: yea I know*goes in my room*
Breaunna: where's my daddy
Me:*sits her on the bed* still at dinner
Breaunna: y did u leave?
Me: something happened and I didn't wanna be there
Breaunna: wat happened?
Me:*taking off my vest* something noisey child
I went in my closet and put on a pair of shorts and a tank top then went back out. breaunna wad crawled up under the covers falling asleep. I laid next to her
Me: so u gonna sleep in my bed every night?
Breaunna:*yawns* yup I never wanna leave u
Me:*kisses her forehead* night baby
Breaunna: goodnight love u
Me: love u too
I got up and turned off the light. and walked out and sat with the kids and Jess
Bahja POV: I can't belive r.j proposed!!!! I'm just mad breaunna left me. after we left dinner me and r.j went home I didn't feel lik picking up Jacob just yet
Me:*jumps on r.j* I love u
R.j:I love u too baby
Me: and I love this ring
R.j:*kisses me*
Me: did bre knoe u were going to propose?
R.j: yea I told them except nique
Me: tht b****
R.j: wat?
Me: nothing
R.j: u just called bre a b****?
Me: yea because if she had the choice she should've been there with me
R.j: she didn't feel well
Me: doesn't matter
R.j:*puts me down*
Me: y u put me down?
R.j:because u need to think about wat u said. I'm not upset with u but really? calling ur sister a b****? no. she didn't feel well so she had to go. so u mean to tell me u wanted her to sit there and suffer while u get proposed to? it wasn't even tht big of a deal tht she wasn't there bahja. thts ur sister and u know she loves u more than anything.*goes in our room*
Me:*thinks about it and sits down* ugh...*calls bre*
Bre: hello
Me: hey
Bre: u not mad anymore?
Me: no I'm sorry for freaking out
Bre: its ok
Me: wats wrong? ur really sick?
Bre: yes pregnancy sickness
Me: oh u want me to come get Jacob?
Bre: no Jessica is watching them
Me: ok ill be there in the morning then
Bre: k
Me: night I love u
Bre: love u too
I hung up and went in the room. r.j was changing out of his clothes.
Me: hey...u still mad?
R.j:*takes off his pants* I was never mad
Me:*sits next to him*
R.j: did u talk to her?
Me: yea
R.j: good
Me: aren't u glad I'm not pregnant
R.j: wat u mean?
Me:*gets on top of him* I mean this*smirks and kisses him*
Mirical POV: me and CJ decided to just chill at his house tonight. my mom said no curfew so we just watched TV.
Cj: u hungry?
Me: a lil
Cj: wat u want?
Me: wat u got?
Cj: um...let's go downstairs and check*stands up*
Me: carry me
Cj: wat?
Me: carry me
Cj: no way
Me: plzzz
Cj: nope
Me: if u carry me ill be ur girlfriend
Cj:*picks me up*
Me: sike!
Cj: thts cold mane how u gonna play with my emotions
Me: Im not
Cj: yea u r
Me: Cj
Cj: yea?
Me: yes
Cj: yes wat?
Me: ill go out with u
I fall for ppl to easily I hate tht about me
Cj:*smiles and Kisses me*
Me:*kisses back*
Cj:*pulls away* lets go downstairs
He carried me downstairs. of course his hand was on my butt. I didn't mind. wen we got downstairs he sat me on the counter
Cj: we got cereal...noodles...chicken...Mac and cheese...and a whole bunch of stuff
Me: Mac and cheese please
Cj: ight
He made the Mac and cheese and gave it to me. my feet didn't touch the ground because I was short. I kicked them back and forth. CJ stood in front of me and got in between my legs. he just watched me while I ate
Me: y u smiling
Cj: because ur mines
Me: so...?
Cj: u haven't had a real boyfriend have u?
Me: wat? my boyfriend was a real boyfriend for ur information
Cj: did he take care of u as in making u food?
Me: no...
Cj: did he become ur friend before he became ur boyfriend?
Me: well...kinda...no
Cj: did he walk u home after school everyday lik I've been doing?
Me: well...I mean...no
Cj: did he kiss u lik this?*kisses me*
He kissed me so pationetly *a/n: I can't spell for my life* I couldn't help but kiss back. ryan never kissed me lik this. I put the bowl down and wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. he tickled me causing me to open my mouth to laugh and put his tongue it my mouth. our tongues played together. he held my waist tight and brought me closer to him. he picked me up and brought me to the couch. he got on top of me still kissing me. he didn't do anything else but kiss me. finally he pulled away after 5 min.
Me: wow....
Cj:*smiles* did he?
Me: no never
Cj: exactly
Me: but he did love me
Cj:*looks away*
Me: u don't tho
Cj: I belive tht u can't love a person until u know tht person
Me: so u want me to be ur girlfriend but u don't know me?
Cj: wen u love someone u want to be with them forever. and u knoe u will be with them forever. I don't know the with u. I like u so much but I don't love u...not yet
Me:*smiles* I'm glad ur one of those smart boys
Cj:*laughs*
???:*clears throat*
Cj:*looks at her* oh...this is my sister Tamara. Tamara this is mirical
Tamara: ur girlfriend?
Cj: yea
Tamara: u could've done better
Cj: wat?
Tamara: nothing
Me: I gotta go I'll call u later*stands up*
Cj: babe where u going?
Me: home
I ran out. wen I was bullied it was so bad tht now if I ever even hear someone talk about me I just can't take it. I ran home and heard screaming and moaning. ugh my mom and r.j thts disgusting. I just went to my room and laid there. CJ called me
Me: hello
Cj: u ok?
Me: yes thank u for worrying about me
Cj: ur my girl of course imma worry about u
Me: ur sister doesn't lik me
Cj: thts wat I meant to tell u
Me: wat?
Cj: she had a bad day and she didn't mean it she's sorry
Me: ok
Cj: imma go to sleep ok? I'll call u tomorrow
Me: ok night*hangs up*
I went downstairs and my mom was on the couch in her rob.
Me: had fun nasty?
Bahja: u heard?
Me: yup sadly
Bahja: well yes I had fun
I noticed a huge diamond on her finger
Me: wats up with tht ring?
Bahja: r.j proposed
Me: he wat?!
Bahja: proposed!
Me:*runs upstairs*
I couldn't picture my mom with anyone but my dad. my real dad. I was happy tht she was happy but still...
Bahja:*peeps in* u ok?
Me: go away
Bahja: wats wrong?
Me: how could u marry r.j!? wat about my dad?!
Bahja: who's in jail?
Me: just get out
Bahja: excuse me? mirical I knoe ur upset but I love r.j and he loves me
Me: ur...ur right I'm sorry...if ur happy I'm happy
Bahja:*sits on my bed* thank u
Me: guess wat*sits back on my bed*
Bahja*lays down* wat?
Me: I got a new boyfriend
Bahja: who? tht CJ Guy?
Me: yea
Bahja: thts great babe
Me: he's super sweet and he treats me good
Bahja: I'm glad ur happy with him just don't try anything with him
Me: u mean don't have sex with him?
Bahja: exactly
Me: u act lik I haven't done it before
Bahja: mirical....let me talk to u about something
Me: ma u gave me the "talk" before
Bahja: but I haven't given u the real "talk"
Me: ok...
Bahja: wen u have sex its supposed to be with someone u love
Me: I know
Bahja: I'm not getting anywhere with this ill just let u find out on ur own
Me: ok I didn't wanna talk about it anyway
Bahja: mmmhh lil girl I'm not saying going f*** every Guy u meet
Me:*jaw drops* woah ma
Bahja: wat? u think because I'm 28 tht I'm not gonna curse around u?
Me: um...
Bahja: well I am. and just to let u knoe I'm not tht old I do do stuff tht u do
Me: lik wat?
Bahja: twerk duhh
Me: mommy u twerk?
Bahja: of course
Me: eww
Bahja:*laughs* I was just lik u
Me:wow
Bahja: I'm going to bed ill see u in the morning
Me: no! lay with me
Bahja: lil girl
Me: plz? u never sleep with me anymore
Bahja: fine
I got up and changed my clothes. then got in the bed with my mom
Me: night I love u my angel
Bahja: I love u too princess
I fell asleep.