Indrajith's Pov
It's been two days since Riyaz hurt her at the party and two days since I learnt who Magizhini really is...
The real, kind and caring Magizhini.... Who is a beautiful butterfly with thousands of dreams.
I sat beside sleeping Magizhini and caressed her head. She is sleeping like a baby...
Romba hurt paniruken la di unna.... I thought and wiped the tears that fell out of my eyes.
I covered her with the blanket and went to the balcony.
I sat on the swing and recalled the incidents of the past two days.
Flashback
I called Riyaz after dropping Magizhini and Amma at home.
He said he is still in the party . When I reached there almost everyone left except his family and some of his relatives.
Vaa da.... Ennada orphan ah vitutu vara poniya....... He asked.
Yaarada anadha nu sonna...... I grabbed his collars.
Dei.. Family irukanga edunalum thaniya poi pesalam....... He said and dragged me out. I swatted his hand wrapped around my shoulder.
He took me near the pool there in the hotel.
Ennada problem sattai ellam pudikura..... Riyaz asked.
Before I could speak anything Tasneem came there.
Indrajith anna.... She was running towards us.
Heii Tasneem.. Ennadi nee baby vachukittu ipdi odi vara....... Riyaz went to her and held her securely.
For a second I tried to remember a moment where I treated Magizhini with love and care. I didn't remember anything because I have never treated her with love and care.
Iru Riyaz... Just leave me..... Tasneem said and came to me.
Anna Sorry anna... Magizhini paavom avar apdi pesunadhu enaku kasthama irunduchu adan sorry keka vanden..... Ava chinna ponnu anna teriyama hurt panitaru sorry anna sorry anna..... Tasneem kept on apologizing for Riyaz's deed.
Before I could speak anything Riyaz interrupted us.
Tasneem eduku sorry laa solra. Avane avazha madika matan, avanuku avazha pathale pudikadu sethalum paravala solluvan... Summa Vaanathi aunty vanda naala drama pannirupen nee tension aagama po maa....... Riyaz said to Tasneem.
Illa Riyaz.... Tasneem was hesitant.
Tasneem., Indrajith once sonnan ava oru anadha avazha kalyanam panni vachu en life ah spoil panitanga nu solluvan ippo summa enna tease panren maa. Purinjuko.. Poi rest edu ma........ Riyaz said patting Tasneem's cheek.
He sent Tasneem away and came to me.
Dei ennada aachu unaku edo ava mela paasam irukura mathiri Question panra.... Fun panriya da..... He asked me.
En real caring unaku fun ah teriyudha da..... I grabbed his collar and asked him.
Real caring ah.... Dei ava sethalum paravala enaku baby thaan mukkiyam nu last week vara solitu irunda, ava oru gold digger panathukaha thaan amma kitta nalla pesi Kalyanam panikitta nu sonna.... . Once Riya un veetuku vandapo kooda ava credit card miss aanadhum andha Magizhini thaan eduthurupa nu solli sandegam vera patta.... Ippo ennada romba akkara irukuravan mathiri maathi maathi pesura.... I think you need some time to think.... Utkandu un manasa purinjuko. If your wife is really good as you said avazha purinjuko terinjuko. Indha oscillating mind oda enkitta vandu sanda podatha... Romba naazh sollanum nenachan inaiku solren... Nee un wife pathi solrada vachuthaan enga perception irukum. First un wife ah nee terinjuko then speak....... If she is really good I'm sorry for treating her badly but nee sonnadhu vachuthaan naa avazha apdi pesunen because nee pesunadu apdi.... So don't raise your hands on me.. Bye. I have to go........... Riyaz said and left from there.
I stood there broken hearing his words. He is right....
He treated Magizhini like that because I treated her like that and talked rubbish about her...
Enaku Magizhini pathi onnume teriyadu..... Yen avazha pathi naa terinjukama ipdi laa behave pannen..
You have done a big mistake Indrajith....... I said to myself.
I returned back to the entrance.
Indrajith...... I stopped hearing Riyaz calling me.
I looked at him.
Sorry If I hurt you... I don't know what made you change your perception about your wife. Ana Tasneem onne onnu solluva andha ponnu Innocent neenga ellarum thappa purinjukittu irukinganu solluva..... You don't know anything about her and I don't know anything about her. Nee sonnada vachu thaan naa avazha hate panna arambichen so I don't know what to say..... First know everything about your wife Indrajith... Idha yen solren, konjam naazh munnadi ava kettava inaiki nallava nalaiku un perception epdi maarum nu terila...unless you know everything about her don't come to a conclusion whether she is good or bad. Vaanathi aunty kitta pesu... Kezhu Magizhini pathi.... Actually idha first eh solirukanum ana enakum budhi illa tasneem sonnadaala thaan ippo vandu unkitta solren.... Know about your wife forget your past......... Riyaz said and turned and showed thumbs up to his wife.
I looked behind him. I saw Tasneem standing there.
Sari da terinjukuren...... I said and left to home straightly. I know she is good by heart and soul but Riyaz sonna mathiri I have to learn everything about her. Avazha idhuku mela hurt panna venam.
Romba azhura... Adha paaka mudila..... Avazha naa hurt pannumbodu ava azhudadhu enaku avlo hurt aagala Ana enakaha azhuda bodu mudila.....
When I reached home amma was in the hall and she was reading a magazine.
Amma.... I called her.
Vaa Indrajith. Engala drop panitu udane enga pona..... Amma asked me.
Onula maa oru chinna vela adan poitu vanden.... Magizhini enga..... I asked her.
Tired ah irukunu thoonga poita.... Amma said.
Ok naa poi avazha pathutu varen. Just wait for me we have to talk..... I said and went to my room. I saw Magizhini sleeping in her room.
Few strands of hair were on her face. I sat beside her and tucked that strands behind her ears.
Her hands were on her bump... I gently caressed her bump.
Magizhini pathi terinjuka poren baby....... I talked to the baby.
I felt a kick. Magizhini stirred in her sleep. I gently patted her to sleep. When she went into deep sleep. I exited the room and went to amma.
Enna pesanum Indrajith...... Amma asked me.
I know it's really late to ask you this question but.... Amma, Magizhini yah epdi meet paninga....... I asked her.
Evlo vaati soliruken marubadiyum kekura...... Amma asked me.
Sollunga maa please...... I requested sitting beside me.
Un life Nithya death ku aprom romba maariduchu.... You completely changed.... Pesa mata... Yaarayum namba maata... Unna convince panni kalyanam panni vaika try PAnna nadakadhu.... Ipdiye nee irunda un physical health um un mental um oru naazh illamaye poirum nu terinjuduchu. So I started visiting temples... Apdi thaan chennai ponapo anga oru kovil ku ponen...... Unna nenachu azhudute irunden... Appo thaan naa azhurada paathutu vandu enkitta keta "yen azhuringa paaka kasthama iruku".. Naa yaaro avazhuku naa azhurada paathutu kasthama irukunu sonna... Avazha romba pudichu pochu... Enkitta utkandu pesa armabicha..... Yen azhuringa ku ketadhum yaarkittayachum manasula irukurada sollanum nu Thonuchu.... Ellam sonnen.. Nee epdi, nithya unakum irunda love ellame sonnen.... Azhuda.... Un kadhai ketu azhuda.... Avlo innocent and kind hearted. Konjam neram enna sirika vacha... Ava irunda orphanage warden avazha theditu vandanga... Appo thaan terinjudu magizhini oru orphan nu..... Avazhuku anaiku 18th birthday... 18th birthday aprom avazhuku enga poradunu nu terila.. Enkitta bye nu solitu kezhambitanga.... Ana Magizh kooda pesitu irundu andha konjam neram avlo manasu ku nimadiya irunduchu...... Sari Namaku andha ponnu kooda time spend ah kedacha time avlothan nu kezhambunen....... Amma narrated.
Kovil ku konjam pakathulaye avangala pathen.... I dropped them at the orphanage and magizh ah pathadum manasula apdi oru nimadhi ... Aprom thaan thonuchu magizh ah yen namma veetuku kootitu vara kodothunu...... Apdi thaan namma veetuku Vanda..... Amma said.
Magizh ah naa kootitu vandadhu unaku pudikala nu enaku teriyum. Nee avazha romba mattama pesuva... But before you could know about her, you left to Australia..... Aduvum one year ku nijama solren I was really hurt when you said you are heading to Australia but we couldn't stop you. Andha one year Magizh kept us alive. Her talks, her naughtiness ellam engala happy ah vachudu. Nijama solren nee illanu engazha feel panna vitade illa..... But in the corner of my mind, en paiyan Happy ah illaya nu ore kasthama irukum.... Unna pathi magizh kitta polambite irupen.... Yaaru ivana kalyanam pannuva.. Eduvume nalla nadakala nu sollumbodu... Naa unga paiyan nu vaazhkai kudukuren nu periya manushi mathiri solli enna sirika vaipa........ Amma said.
Appo enna kalyanam panni.... Enna kutty pota poona Mathiri avazha sutha vaipen nu sonnadellam fun ka maa...... I asked her openly.
Eppovume ipdi thaan solluva... Adhuvum oru villi expression panren nu solli senju comedy pannuva...... Amaa indha dialogue unaku epdi teriyum........ Amma asked.
Huh one day ava pesurapo ketan..... I confessed.
Oh k.... She replied.
Ava adikadi apdi solra naala va enna avazha kalyanam panna soninga...... I asked her.
Amma shook her head and said..... Nee naa unaku paakura ponnellam mirati oda vaikuradu kandu pudichen.... But enaku option eh illama Magizh ah unaku katti vaikala...... One day.... Night thanni gaali aagiduchu nu eduka kitchen vanden anaiku dhaan Magizh ku birthday.... Magizh night la oru bowl la cake laa eduthu vachutu irunda adhuvum yaarukum teriyama.... I couldn't understand why she was doing that.... So maranju ninnu pathen andha bowl eduthtu terrace ku vanda.... Naanum vitututen but ponnu thaniya vezhiya night iruka venam nu avazha koopda room vitu vezhiya vanden appo thaan neeyum Magizh um keezha varadha pathen...... Amma said and looked at me.
I remember that day and every incident.... I remember kissing her in her forehead for the first time. Adhu yen pannen nu ippo varaikum purila...
Umm sollunga maa.... Idan reason ah..... I asked her.
Illa... One incident vachutu edayum decide panra aazh naa illa..... Aprom one day un room ku vanden appo I saw Magizh shawl on your bed... I found it on your bed a few times.... Idha ellathayum vida mukkiyama one incident.... Magizh indha veetuku vanda first day nadandha incident..... Pala varusham aprom nee wholehearted ah sirichu pathen.... Andha siripu enga pazhaya Indrajith kitta pathadu aprom adhu Magizh naala thaan vanduchu.... Enaku ennamo ava unna nalla pathupa nu thonuchu and she did.... Daily unaku pudichadu ennanu ketu samaipa.... Romba nalla ponnuda..... Adan kalyanam panni vachen....... Aprom nee avazha romba hurt panna.... Yen da kalyanam panni vachom nu yosichen....... But ippo nee avazha pathukura vidham I'm Really Happy. She deserves happiness and love ......... Amma said.
When amma said the last to sentences.... I want to shout badly that I'm not taking good care of her nor give her the love she deserves and I put her life under risk....
Idellam eduku kekura..... Amma asked me.
Idhu varaikum eduvum full ah kekala adan ma...... I asked.
Ok.... Magizh endha orphanage la irundu kootitu vandinga.......I asked her.
*name of the orphanage *...... Amma said.
Ok maa..... I said.
Indrajith, Magizh ah nalla pathuko.... She is precious. Once lost we don't get it back...... Amma said.
Something pricked my heart hearing it........ I nodded my head and went to my room. Magizhini was sleeping like a baby....
I sat beside her for some time. I gently caressed her head.... She has this cute pout while sleeping...
Unna ivlo close ah rasichu pathadu illa.... Whenever I neared you it was for uhh... I don't even want to say that..... I'm disgusted by my deeds..... Anaiku night un kaiya pudichadum sonniya... Ippo physical relationship vachuka mudiyadu Sorry nu.... That moment I understood how ruthless and disgusting I was.....
Sorry di.... Nee muzhichu irukumbodu Sorry kekura braveness enaku illa....... Unna pathi terinjuka poren... Ini enaikum hurt pannama iruka......
I looked a glance of her face and kissed her hand before packing my clothes.
With a smile, I packed a dress for me and grabbed my National ID card. I took magizhini's shawl from my personal shelf.....
Ava shawl illama naa engayum ponadu illila...... I asked myself. So many things are hitting me at the same time.
I went to the hall and amma was there.
Enga Indrajith pora bag laa eduthutu..... Amma asked me.
Poitu vandu solren..... Mostly nalaiku vanduruven...... I said and left straight to the airport.
To my luck there was a flight to Chennai. I got a ticket and waited for the process to complete.
After an hour. I'm sitting in the flight to chennai....
Flashback ended....
Chennai la ava warden pathen... First eduvum sollala.... Naa Magizhini en family kooda irukura photo katuna aprom sonnaga....
I recalled her words.
"magizhini romba nalla ponnu... Epdi iruka ippo... Kandipa enna maraduruka mata. Nijama avazha engayum anupa enaku virupam illa.... Enaku family irundurunda naane avazha pathupen avlo nalla ponnu..... Unga amma romba convince panni ketadhala anupunen.... First konjam months pesunom aprom pesa mudila.... Romba anbana ponnu... Yaarayum hurt panna mata mudinja varaikum avazha suthi irukura ellarayum Happy ah vachupa... Inga orphanage la ella naazhum Nalla sapadu kedayadu sir.... Eppovachum nalla sapadu kedaikum appo kooda ellarum sapta aprom irunda sapduva... Enake aarcharyama irukum ipdiyum oru ponnu iruka mudiyuma nu but she proved there can be such a girl like her. Nalla dress sapadu, chocolate ellame mathavangazhuku kedacha aprom irunda eduthtupa naane neraya times ennoda panga kudupen appo solluva... Kadavul enaku tharanum nenacha tharuvar... She trust god a lot. Ava aasa pathadu ore oru vishayam avazha Happy ah pathukura Family...... Ippo adhu kedachuruku... Nalla pathukonga sir... Mudinja enna oru vaati paaka kootitu vanga sir.... Romba miss panren....... The warden said.
Yaarume Magizhini pathi thappa sollala naane ava apdi thaan nu decide panni nadadhutu irunden.... Inaiku ella unmaiyum teridu avazha paathu sorry keka mudila.... Guilty ah iruku.. Ellam senjutu sorry nu sonna epdi accept pannuva ava.... Yen avazha hurt pannanu avazha paakum bodellam thonudu ana eduvum panna mudila. I can't take back my words.... Avazha nalla pathuka poren....
I have to make amends for my deeds.....
I went back to the bed after closing the balcony door.
I found her sitting on the bed holding her back and shedding tears.
I rushed to her and asked..... Ennachu Magizhini.
She didn't respond. I sat beside her and held her....
Ennachu di... Sollu...... I asked her again.
Val - valikudu..... She stammered. She couldn't even speak well. She was crying in pain.
Hospital polama..... I asked her.
She shook her head and said.... Idhu com-mon ah nada-nadakuradhu thaan.
Maa.... She groaned in pain.
I gave her some water. She couldn't even hold the glass.
I fed her some water and rubbed her bump.
Podum.... She said. Her tears were falling on my hand.
I touched her feet and rubbed it. Its so cold..
I rubbed her feet and warmed it up.
Kaal rom-romba valikdu..... She cried.
Iru di konjam poruthuko onnula... Ippo sariya poidum.... I said and went to rub her back.
Ippo sari aagidum..... I said and slowly and gently pressed her back especially her waist area.
She rested her back on my body and took breathes of relief.
Ippo ok va di... I asked her.
She nodded her head. I rested my head on her shoulder and shedded tears.
Her body stiffened when my tears landed on her shoulder.
Yen azhuringa..unga baby safe ah iruku... Naa eduvum aaga vida matan... She asked me.
I'm crying for you....... Unna ipdi paaka mudila di...... I said.
You Love to see me in tears...... She said turning her head to me. Her eyes were shedding tears..
I wiped her tears and back hugged her.
I'll take you out of this pain....... I said.
You gave me this pain...... She whispered.
I hugged her and cried..... My tears landed on her shoulder.
Nalaiku hospital ponum la checkup ku...... She asked.
Ama..... I replied.
Naa seekram poiruven... Unga baby ah happy ah batharama pathukonga...... She said in a feeble tone.
Neeyum enkooda irupa.... I'll never let you go... Nee ipdi pesi enna kastham paduthatha....... I cried..
Nadakuradha pesunga...... She said and unwrapped my hands.
Thookam varudu..... She said.
I nodded my head and helped her to lie down.
I covered her with the blanket.... She raised her hands and wiped my tears. My eyes teared more by her kind gesture.
I lied beside her, rested my face in the crook of her neck, wrapped my hands around her and cried. She neither react anything nor pushed me away.
I never asked her why she is crying but always made her cry. Today when I cried she wiped my tears.
After sometime when I looked at her face she was in deep sleep. I lied on the bed and made her sleep comfortably. I held her one hand to my chest.......
I looked her innocent face......
I'm sorry di... Enna vitu poiradha....
Why did I commit such inhumane things to her......
Hi makkazhe
Hope you like this chapter.
Makkazhe oru hospital visit iruku enaku aprom amma oor ka oru festival iruku.... Ellam iruku.... Update delay aagum ana epdiyachum kuduka try panren. So patient ah wait panunga. ❤️🙏
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