[Izuku's POV]
What a horrible day today has been.
It was raining and I didn't even bring my umbrella.
Wait... do I even have a umbrella in the first place? Meh, whatever.
I walked into the rain and saw Bakugo.
I accidentally bumped into him since I was daydreaming.
He started to use his explosion on me and I fell on the floor, my books inside my bag were all over the ground.
He grabbed my collar and dragged me to a deep pond and dumped me inside.
When I was trying to get out, he kept on pushing me underwater again.
I couldn't breathe at all, I felt like my lungs burning in pain.
He finally stopped after saying a word that I couldn't hear.
I coughed and got out of the pond, my clothes were all dumped into water and all wet.
I don't really understand what I did, I just bumped into him and he almost killed me.
Maybe because I'm useless, right I know.
Voices were heard in my head, it hurts so much but some quirkless freak like me deserved it.
If I wasn't alive this all wouldn't had happened and I wouldn't suffer all these pain.
Why am I so stupid...
Plus Eraserhe- I mean Aizawa was a bit off, he didn't text me anymore.
Maybe he's on a mission?... or he forgotten about me.
Probably, or I'm so overly dramatic.
Or maybe... he probably think that I'm useless and worthless, that's why he stopped texting to me.
Sigh maybe I'm overthinking.
[Aizawa's POV]
I had a mission that Nezu sent me to, gosh this demon rat.
And I couldn't text with that kid at all, I hope he's doing alright...
This mission was supposed to be lasted for weeks, but I couldn't help but thinking about that kid.
I feel pretty concerned, what if he has been bullied again?...
What if... he attempted suicide.
I think I am overthinking! Plus the kid wouldn't do that, right?
Calm down shota... I just hope Problem Child doesn't do anything stupid.
I couldn't even have the time to text the kid whether if he's okay or not...
I hope this mission end soon...
[Izuku's POV]
I got back to my apartment, water was dripping from my shirt and pants.
Ugh... why does it always have to be me?...
I hate my horrible life.
Why am I living anyways...
But if I unalive myself... would Aizawa care?
Would anyone care at all?
I went to the bathroom to clean myself and went to take a bath, bandaged my burned bruises from bakugo.
It was midnight already... time goes so fast, huh?
I saw the clock, it was 11 pm.
I saw the knife on my kitchen table, took it and put it near my neck like I was crazy and going to cut my throat open.
Am I attempting suicide?... I feel so dramatic.
But I feel relieved that if I died, everyone would be happy without me, nobody cared anyways. Especially bakugo, he'd be the most happiest person alive knowing that I died.
Tears were streaming down my eyes, gosh... why do I feel like I'm overreacting?
After some moments, I putted the knife down.
Went to the bathroom and looked at myself.
Gosh, I looked so pale and lifeless.
I looked pathetic.
I feel so numb and tired, I decided to go to sleep.
Nightmares again huh.