"You may feel like home is the anchor in your storm, but leaving may well save you from drowning."
Chapter Theme Song: Wiz khalifa ft. Chalie Puth - See You Again
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The almost kiss which was interrupted by Dad's honking ended in just a hug. I wasn't complaining either, I've always wanted my first kiss to be special. And with that special someone. It had to be perfect, I needed to be completely certain he was the one. Don't get me wrong, I like Jared. I really do, I wasn't completely certain about how everything would turn out. He'll be going into college, and I'm only in junior year of high school, there are going to be tons of beautiful girls at his College. He's the ideal guy a lot of girls wanted, many college girls would certainly throw themselves at him. I'm only protecting my fragile heart.
I'm only being careful - I don't want to get burned. And we've both decided on taking it one step at a time. Let's see how it goes, if it's meant to happen : great. If it doesn't : we will simply remain just friends.
I woke up earlier than my normal time since I couldn't sleep. It happens to me whenever we'd to move, I had less sleep. This time round, it was different. I looked forward to seeing how our new home was going to be and how my new school would be. I hope I don't regret it. I can't wait to see where my parents found each other, and maybe history could repeat itself. Fingers crossed on that.
"Hey, you're up early. What's up?" My Nana walked into my room.
"I'm not going with you"it took me off, I needed to know her reasons.
"Why?"it came out louder than intended to.
"I have to stay behind to take care of my ailing husband" and now I was ashamed thinking it was because of me. Such selfconceitedness.
"I'm sorry. Will he be alright?"I put an arm over her shoulder.
"I hope so. Don't worry about me, you should be happy. Riverfront is a beautiful place, make sure to create beautiful memories while you can. I will see you when things get stable"
"For you, I will Nana" I had known her for the sixteen years of my life, though I couldn't remember vivid my infant days, she has been working for my parents before mom birthed me. I can confidently say, she's the most loyal and trusted employee we've had.
Once I was left alone, I went into the bathroom to have my bath and get myself ready before dragging the rest of my belongings downstairs. My luggage had already been carried out and packed away in the booth of our vehicle.
I decided putting on a grey leggings, a short black sleeved bodycon top, pair of Nike air max sneakers, and a grey cardigan. I liked to keep safe whenever we were up in the air. I heard from Mom, Dad was going to meet us at the airport. We were going by Dad's private jet - being the only daughter to Business Mogul Abraham McAdams had its perks. I wasn't complaining though, I loved traveling in it, with the luxury and comfort it came with. It's a forever soft life nothing less, and that's on periodic table.
"I must say, your Dad and I are really proud of you, Hailey. You handled this move very matured" Mom told me when we were in the vehicle on our way to the airport.
"What can I say? I have the best parents anyone could ask for" I told her.
The ride to the airport was nice and quiet, except for the occasional talks here and there. It didn't feel like previous times when we had to move. I wasn't able to describe this feeling, in short, I was anticipating our new home. A place where my parents found love and created the beautiful union they have now. I'm always inspired by their love - one day I hope I to find a love just like theirs. If not a more intense love, exactly what they had would work fine.
"We're going in now. Are you feeling fine?" I heard Mom ask.
"Yes Mom. I can't wait to get home" I told her which she smiled and we got down from the vehicle, heading inside the jet.
"How're my two favorite women?"I ran into my Dad's welcoming embrace.
"I missed you so much Dad!"
Pecking my cheeks; "I missed you more pumpkin"he said to me.
With that we went into the jet. I found my spot beside the window. A girl got to see everything and create aesthetic memories. I had to show the girl's. Getting myself comfortable, I turned on the screen shuffling through movies before setting on one Korean drama. Who doesn't like Korean drama? Not me, if you liked it, you were automatically my friend.
"Miss, what can I offer you?" the flight attendant came by and asked.
"Anything on your menu that isn't alcoholic, gluten free and diary free. Thank you"
"Will be with you shortly"
That easily sums up a quality of my life, I haven't tried alcohol yet simply because - I never found the fun idea behind getting wasted or using it as a means to escape a situation, in other cases; coping mechanism. Aside me being medically prohibited from diary and gluten products and food, I am very much permitted to have anything else. Does it ever get boring? Absolutely not! I'm perfect the way I am and how my body reacts. I could've been worse - perhaps be on lifetime medications. So no thanks, I'm fit as a fiddle. Better than I could ever be.
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The three hours flight had finally come to an end, and so was F4; popularly known as Boy's Before Flower's. I am totally in love with Lee Min Hoo, can't wait to meet him in person. Tell me am not the only one who keeps photographs and branded souvenirs of their favorite pop stars and artists. It's frigging picture perfect, Lee and I. We would be the power couple. Yeah I know I'm delusional - allow me live in delusion world.
"Dad. Mom, can I tour the place when we arrival?" I asked just as our luggage was hoarded into the GMC Sierra 1500 that was taking us home. Did I say my Dad was a collector? Well he was a chronic collector that's for sure. Mom on the other hand got influenced by her darling husband, which left me to be stuck in the middle. I loved cars, no doubt, but I wasn't crazy about them either. So when Dad gifted me my first car on my sixteenth after passing my drivers license - which was the Audi A4; B9 facelift, I was thrilled. If there was a car brand to be crazy about, then that would be an Audi.
Dad shrugged before responding, "I was thinking we would've a family time before you started classes, what do you think?"
"You don't have to ask twice!" I squealed like a little bird.
I loved spending time with them. I couldn't keep my eyes off the road, watching everywhere in awe. I may have jumped into conclusion too quick. This place was a sight to behold! Can't wait to lay eyes on our new home, especially my room. My haven on earth, where I'm most guarded and free.
"Dad? Is this our -?"
"Yes pumpkin, this is our new home" he cut off my misery.
"This is huge. And beautiful" I got down and doubled my steps after the security guards. The inside was even more beautiful, it was twice as big as our old house. After being told where my bedroom was, I waited no more as I went in search of it.
It didn't take long in locating it. "Omifuckinggosh! This is so unreal. Ashley's going to wish she was here. Can't wait to show the girls " I plopped down on the bed. It was perfect, the decorations, designs, bed, walk-in closets, bathroom - it was like living in a dream. This time, it was my dream.
"Hailey"that must be mom.
"Mom, you can come in"
"I'm assuming you like everything you've seen so far"
Throwing my hair back, "Like? I'm in love with the whole house"
"I'm happy you feel this way. Just came to check up on you, will leave you to finish unpacking. Dinner's in three hours" I was left alone.
Getting off the bed, I got to work. I needed to finish before dinner. Shuffling through music on my iTunes, I settled on Ella Mai.
"We ain't even been talking for a minute yet
And now I already got you elevated
You don't know if I'm a sin or a sinner yet
But you already singing Ella praises
If we're out for the night
And you're by by side
Don't get emotional
'Cause niggas gon' slide
Wit' you in my ride
So I'd rather let you know"
I liked to channel my inner Pop Diva when I blasted music while working. Moving my body along with the rhythm.
"Even though, I'm good without you
I'm fucking with you regardless
And if that's gon' hurt you
Least you can say is I'm honest
Good things don't always get to you the way that you want it
I'm good without you but I'm fucking with you regardless"
Moving around, my eyes roamed through my window in which I saw a figure further away. I couldn't see clearly judging from the massive buildings in this neighborhood. I only saw the figure from afar standing beside a car - I couldn't tell exactly the brand, just saw a grey car. Oh!? They were two, which I came to the conclusion of identifying them as male and female. By the look of things, the man's body language was stiff and unresponsive. Despite the female making body movements.
I didn't mean to keep staring, it was intriguing to see how it would end. I spoke too soon. I was rooted to the spot I stood not being able to move, as I felt the nagging pit in my stomach, as I was being watched. Scratch that, I was busted! And it's only my first day. This day couldn't get worse.
I quickly turn away and close the binders. It's less than twenty-four hours to receive too much humiliation.
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