Riley lived in a second floor apartment, and when I walked up the steps, she was already at the door.
She immediately pulled me into a hug when I walked into her apartment.
As I hugged Riley, I couldn't help but to feel extremely safe in her arms.
I don't know if I've ever felt that way before.
"Are you okay?" she asked me as we pulled away.
"I don't even know." I said, "My mind is just kind of racing right now."
"Do you want to go into my bedroom?" she asked me, "Sorry, my apartment is a bit messy...I made sure my bedroom is in tip top shape."
I looked around Riley's apartment for a moment. It was quite spacious, with a living room, dining area, and kitchen. It was a bit cluttered, but I had seen way worse when it came to houses that weren't clean.
"Riley, your apartment is perfectly fine." I said, "But sure...we can go into your bedroom."
The thought of going into Riley's bedroom made my heart skip a beat for a moment.
Will anything happen?
"Can I get you anything?" Riley asked me, "A drink? Are you hungry?"
"Such a good host you are." I said to Riley, who smiled at me, "I am okay, though. Thank you."
"Alright, my bedroom it is then." Riley said- and she led me down a hallway with four doors, "My room is the last one down the hall there. This place has three bedrooms and one and a half bathrooms...it's expensive, but worth it."
Riley was right about her bedroom- it was in tip top shape.
"My room at my apartment looks way messier than yours." I chuckled, "I have clothes everywhere. I don't even see a sock on the ground here."
"You should see my dresser drawers." Riley said, "I stuffed everything in there. It's not a pretty sight."
I laughed and said, "I hope you didn't clean just for me. I don't care."
"Well, yes. I did clean my room for you. I didn't want you thinking that I was a slob. Even though I totally can be." Riley said, "Let's sit down on my bed. You can tell me what's going on."
I sat down on Riley's bed, which had gray sheets and some blue pillows on it. Her room was quite simple, with nothing on the walls and only a desk in the corner of the room, and a dresser across from her bed.
I turned to Riley and said, "I think McKenzie just got in my head a bit. First off, it's just fucking weird being around her. She makes everything really awkward. I understand that I rejected her advances, and that can be really upsetting for someone- but at the same time it was about three years ago. And then she just got in my head, making me feel like there would be problems with us because my family doesn't know about my sexuality."
"I'm sorry she still makes it so awkward." Riley said, "I agree with you. If it's been three years, it's time for her to be able to move on and just act normally around you. And when it comes to your family...well, it doesn't bother me right now. Of course if- hypothetically speaking- what we have lasts a long time, then of course your family will need to know. For your own sake. Right now, though? It doesn't bother me. And I would never force you to come out."
I looked at Riley, right into her pretty brown eyes, and said, "Thank you. That definitely eases my mind."
"And you being here eases mine as well." Riley said.
"Were you worried about something?" I asked Riley.
"I feel a bit stupid about it, but I was honestly a bit worried when you told me that you were seeing McKenzie tonight, considering your history. I trust you, but I wasn't sure if I trusted her. And I know sharing is caring, but when it comes to me liking someone...well, I don't like to share." Riley said, looking right at me.
Something shifted in the room, and as she was looking at me, I couldn't help but to think-
I really want you, Riley.
All of you.
"Was there any other reason you wanted me in your bedroom tonight?" I asked Riley.
Her eyes filled with pure lust as she said, "What are you suggesting, Jenny?"
"I think you know exactly what I am suggesting." I said to her, my voice quiet.
"I mean, I won't lie. I've pictured many times what you would look like on my bed. And now having you here, well, on my bed- it almost seems unreal." Riley said back to me.
"And what kinds of things have you pictured me doing on your bed?" I asked Riley, moving dangerously close to her. We were merely inches apart from each other- and at this point it was all about who would give in and make the first move.
"Well, first I pictured doing this." Riley said- and then she leaned in and kissed me- cupping my jaw and cheek in her hand. The kiss was full of fire- and we both wanted a lot more out of this than just a kiss.
She kept on kissing me- her tongue gliding over my bottom lip as she lightly bit it as well. As we kept going, our hands all over each other, I started to feel that familiar throb between my legs that I hadn't felt from someone else in quite a while.
It had been a long time since I had done this with a woman.
And as Riley and I kissed- the thoughts started to appear in my mind, even though I tried my hardest to make them leave.
"W-wait." I said- and Riley immediately pulled back.
"What's wrong?" she asked me, alarmed.
I sighed, and I could feel that my lips were slightly swollen from the kissing. "I'm worried I won't be good at this. I haven't had sex with a woman since college, and I think my skills are a bit...rusty."
Riley put her hand on mine and said, "I wouldn't care if this was your first time with a woman and you had zero idea what you were doing. How about this- to ease you back in. I'll tell you all the things that I've wanted to do to you on my bed- and you can just enjoy it."
Even just the thought of that was driving me wild. Thinking about her hands, her mouth, and her body on me.
"I'm not a bottom." I said to Riley, "I enjoy taking control as well."
She then leaned in and said in my ear, "Tonight I'm taking control, Jenny."
Her words gave me goosebumps- and we were back to kissing again. Riley swiftly pulled my shirt off and over my head- and her shirt came off as well. I knew that Riley was likely in good shape due to playing sports- but I didn't realize how good of shape she was in. She had an athletic build- she was very toned- and my eyes locked in on her abs.
Whoa. Okay, I don't have those.
I peeled my gaze off Riley's body, and I realized then that she was looking at me- her eyes trailing from my chest down to my skirt.
"You are so fucking stunning, Jenny." she said, looking at me, "Everything about you."
I felt myself blush as I said, "If you haven't noticed, I have been admiring your body as well. You are the one that is stunning, Riley."
Riley then kissed me in response- and she pulled me closer to her- until she was sitting on the edge of the bed, and I was straddling her. Her hands roamed my back, getting lower and lower.
"I want you." she said to me, "So fucking badly, Jenny."
Once again, with me not realizing her strength, she swiftly lifted me up- and then laid me down on her bed- trailing her kisses now from my neck to my chest.
"Are you okay with taking off your bra?" she asked me, "I want to see all of you."
I nodded, leaning up a bit, and Riley reached behind me and took off my bra like an expert.
She's definitely done that before. Many times. Well, she's also a woman and wears one too.
"Damn." Riley said, "Now that I know that this is what you have under your shirt- I won't really be able to concentrate at work."
I couldn't help but to chuckle as I said, "Believe me, I think the same now that I know what is under your clothes."
Riley lightly ran her tongue over my nipple- making me gasp lightly. "Is that so?" she asked me, looking up at me with a grin.
"Y-yes." I said, wanting more.
Riley then smirked and said, "You liked that, didn't you?"
I nodded, and Riley then swirled her tongue around my nipple, and massaged my other breast with her hand.
I could quite literally feel myself wanting more and more.
"Please." I said, practically in a begging tone, "G-go lower."
"I knew you'd want to know how my tongue feels in other places besides your chest." Riley said- and then she put her hands on my skirt to pull it down, "Is this alright?"
"Yes." I said, "Definitely alright."
Riley looked at my black lacy underwear and said, "Cute. But they'll look better on my floor."
She put her hand on my underwear, meticulously sliding her fingers over my core, and she said in a pleased tone, "You're soaked, Jenny. I can't wait another second to taste you."
She then aggressively pulled down my underwear- and lowered herself between my legs. She looked like she was going to lower her mouth to exactly where I needed her to- but instead she kissed my inner thigh- and I couldn't help but to let out a slight moan.
She then moved her lips up even closer- and I could practically feel myself quiver.
"Riley, please!" I said, "I need you."
"You're fun to tease, Jenny." she said, and she gave me another kiss- almost to where I needed her most.
And then I felt her breath as she hovered over me for a moment- and then she lightly ran her tongue on me- flicking it ever so slightly on my clit.
I gasped as I felt the sensation of her warm, wet tongue on me- but I needed more. And she knew I needed more- because she then went all in. She swirled her tongue in circles on my clit- and any thought I had in my mind faded- and all I could focus on was how fucking amazing this felt.
Instinctively, I reached my hands down and grabbed at her hair- and to my surprise, she grabbed my wrists and pinned them down on the bed- still moving her tongue on me expertly.
Somehow that heightened the sensations even more- knowing I couldn't move my arms or grab at her hair, for even the slightest bit of control.
She had full control over me- like she wanted.
I moaned her name loudly- louder than I think I ever have moaned someone's name before as I started to reach my peak. What was leading up to this orgasm felt so good I almost couldn't handle it- and my body writhed around as I felt the floodgates open, and I came- harder than I ever had before. To the point where I knew that I was moaning and gasping so loudly, and I did not even care. My toes curled on the bed, as the feeling of this was too intense for me to have control over myself.
"Riley, fuck!"
Riley watched me settle, and then moved until she hovered over me. Her mouth slightly glistened as she said, "I'm pretty sure you liked that. Right?"
I couldn't help but to laugh and feel embarrassed at the same time.
"I'm sorry I was so loud, I just-"
Riley stopped me, "Jenny. I loved it. It was just about the fucking hottest thing I've ever heard. And I plan on making you do that. Over and over."
I could feel my body heating up even more than it already was- and Riley gave me a smile. She then stood up and put her shirt back on.
"Give me a second." I said, "I think I might fall if I try to stand up."
"That's always the goal." Riley said, giving me a wink.
After a few moments I put my bra and underwear on- and the thought of putting on my cute skirt and top felt so...uncomfortable.
"Want to borrow a shirt and pair of shorts of mine?" Riley asked me, "It might be a little bit big on you- but you should wear something comfy."
"That would be great, thanks." I said- and Riley handed me a red t-shirt and black shorts. The shirt said the name of her college soccer team on it.
I put on the shirt and shorts- and sat on the edge of Riley's bed. She sat down next to me- and took one of my hands in hers. With the other, she pushed back some of my hair, smiling at me.
"I am so glad you came over tonight." she said, "I'm sorry your night before this was weird. Hopefully I made up for it?"
"Oh my god. And then some." I said- and Riley laughed.
I looked at Riley- and I knew in my mind that this wasn't just lust. I liked her. Really, truly liked her a lot.