Mirical POV: I woke up the next day. my mom right next to me. I tapped her and she woke up
Bahja: hi baby
Me: hi mommy
Bahja: how u feel?
Me: a lil better
Bahja:*sighs* well thts good
Me: is Ryan ok? wat does he remember? can I see him?
Bahja: mirical*grabs my hand* I'm going to tell u something....u can't freak out ok? I don't want u to hurt the babies
Me: wat ma? is everything alright?
Bahja: bab-
Auntie niq and bre walked in. with r.j Jay and Diggy
Me: wat ma? tell me
Bre: u haven't told her yet?
Bahja:*shakes her head no*
R.j:*holding Jacob* look who came to see his big sister
Me:not now r.j. mom ur scaring me
Bre: r u hungry?
Me: would y'all stop trying to avoid my question!? wats going on!?
Zonnique: we...mirical we found out news about Ryan
Me: is it good or bad?
Bahja: both
Me: so he's alright? just something small tht they fixed already right?
*silence*
Me: right!?
Bahja: baby..Ryan died last night while u were sleep
I started laughing
Me: y'all trying to make a joke right? I bet Ryan's right outside the door*stands up and opens the door*
Nobody but a few chairs out there...
Me: he's probably hiding in the bathroom good joke y'all*opens the bathroom door*
Nothing but a toilet and a sink with a corner shower
Me: where is he? Ryan baby stop playing its not funny anymore
I saw the looks on there faces
Bre: we're not joking mirical...Ryan's dead
I passed out.
Wen I woke up I was in the bed again. my head hurt lik crazy. my family was next to me. my mom had cried a little I could tell. so did Auntie niq and bre.
Me:wa...wat happened?
Bre: wat do u remember?
Me: y'all telling me Ryan died...
Bahja: its...it's true
Me:*starts crying hard* wat!? he's...he's gone!!! no! I have two babies on the way they need a father!!! y me?! y did u have to take him!? he was perfect!!!*cries even harder* the only person I loved is...is dead
Bahja:*hugs me*
Everyone came over and hugged me. It still didn't make sense. wen they sat back down I asked how he died
Bre: wen I went to the room he was in. I saw doctors and nurses. I asked them wat was going on they said Ryan was hit in the part of the brain tht functions the heart and tht he wasnt pumping enough blood. he stopped breathing. they had him on life support for about an hour trying to get him back but...they said he needed a certain type of medicine and machine to live...they didn't have either
Me:*tries to lift my arms up*
They were strapped down.
Bahja: baby stop the hospital did tht because u were crying so hard. u started freaking out. mirical don't strain ur self its bad for the babies
Me:*stops* idc no more....my life is over
Bahja: don't say tht just because he's dead doesn't mean ur life is over
Me: idc...I want to be alone
Zonnique: u sure?
Me:*nods*
Wen they left I sat there and cried. I didn't knoe wat else to do...