[Izuku's POV]
Everything sucks.
I hate everyone, nobody cares about me, everyone just... take their anger at me.
I'm just a 'pathetic punching bag' everyone hates.
I'm just a quirkless freak everyone loves to bully.
I don't understand anyone.
I hate them.
No one can save me.
I wished... there was somebody who cared, and loved me like how people with quirks are treated.
But there wasn't.
I'm just too dumb to believe there was.
I'm a human too, why am I being treated this way...
I wished they'd knew my feelings.
I wished they'd care.
I'm so pathetic... talking to myself.
I wished the bullying stopped.
I wished the suicide baiting and violence stopped
I wish I was free from everyone.
But I wasn't.
I would get bullied everyday, suicide baited and get harmed by my classmates for being quirkless
I am just somebody everyone hated.
Why can't I be good enough?
Even mom said I was a disappointment to our family...
I guess that's why dad left.
If I had a quirk... would everything be different? Would I get treated good and with respect? Would I have been friends with 'bakugo' and not getting bullied?
Well, nobody even cares if I die, right?
I am just a piece of shit.
Everyone thinks I'm a worthless, useless, disappointment, failure, bummer, valueless and lame person.
Everyone would bully me with angrinse, madness and irateness since I'm quirkless and not deserved to be living.
I wished everything was different.
Today was maybe a special day, a day to die! Finally, my time has come.
Bakugo: "You might as well take a swan dive of the roof of the building since your so... inconsequential."
I was sick of hearing that once again, I might as well do it.
Im so sick of my life.
I hate my life, I want to kill myself already.
I wished he killed me.
I didn't say anything of course, I had burn marks on my shoulders or on my arms.
Bakugo: "Nothing to say huh? Your existence makes me sick, I can't believe a useless quirkless freak like you would believe that I would be your 'dearest' best friend. Your so pathetic, if I was as pathetic as you are, I would've commit ages ago."
Bakugo and his partners went out the classroom and left me all by myself inside.
I'm so enervated... I wish I was gone.
I mean, nobody would even notice that I was gone.
Will I ever get love from anyone?
I looked at my hands, all bruised by 'bakugo'.
I feel so worn out... I hate this feeling.
I'm definitely going to kill myself tonight.
Nobody would even care anyways so why not do it?
I know everyone just wants me dead.
I'm a meaningless person anyways.
I deeply wished they'd understand.
But they'll never.
Even all might told me I couldn't become a hero.
After the sludge villain attack with bakugo, he got a lot of attention and help he needed and got on the news.
While me, myself.
Was scolded by some pro heroes saying that I shouldn't had run and try to help bakugo.
I think they were just saying I was pathetic doing that, because I heard some laughter when I was trying my best to help.
I was embarrassed and really sorrowful when the pro heroes scolded me.
I wanted to dig a hole and bury myself inside.
I'm just wasting everyone's energy bullying me.
I might as well disappear.
I might as well kill myself like everyone wished.
I can't even be good enough for my mother then how am I good enough for this world?
I wish I can rest peacefully forever,
With no bullying, violent and suicide baiting.
I don't get it, why am I even born anyways?
Why did I exist in this world.
I don't belong here at all.
I am just a waste of space.
A burden, a 'attention seeker' everyone calls.
I don't understand... I can't even pass a day without getting burned or harmed by other people.
Why did my mom even born me anyways.
I hate it in this world
I want to die already. I really hate this feeling.
I'm so lamentable.
My life is just...pathetic if I continue it.
[END OF CHAPTER 1]
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