Magizhini's Pov
En baby illiya....illa idhu en baby..
Magizhini oda baby.....
Enna third rate orphan nu solraru enna mathiri baby irukave koodathunu solraru naa enna avlo cheap ah.... Enkooda irukum bodu, nee illama thoonga mudila nu sollumbodu naa third rate nu thonalaya...
Yen enaku ipdi laa nadakudu.... I sat on his bed and cried.
I felt little dizzy from starvation. I held my flat stomach securely... I wiped my tears and took the water bottle on the nightstand. I drank some water. I wiped my face with my shawl. I kept the bottle back on the night stand. My eyes landed on the photo of Nithya akka.
I immediately put my hands on my stomach and said.... Nee Magizhini baby sariya..ama nee en baby.....
Magizh..... I heard Vaanathi maa voice outside the room. I slowly got out the room.
Sapdalaya nee... Inaiku college la faint aagita nu Swetha call panna.... Vaanathi said cupping my right cheek with her left palm.
Ava thaan ma unga paiyana hospital vara vacha.... Ippo naa ok.... I said.
Onnum problem illiye.. Venum naa Suganya oda hospital povoma.... Vaanathi maa asked.
Venam maa..pasikudu sapadu iruka.... I asked.
Ellam ready ah iruku.. Nee first freshup aagitu vaa sapdalam....she said and accompanied me to my room.
I took a dress and went to the bathroom to freshup.
Magizh naa vezhiya thaan iruken edachum thala suthuchuna sollu.... Vaanathi maa said and waited outside the bathroom.
I was feeble to think about anything. So I quickly refreshed and changed my dress.
When I exited the bathroom Vaanathi maa was sitting on the small couch in my room.
Sapda Polama Magizh..... She asked.
Mmmm.... I responded and went along with her.
She served me food. When the hot rice was served on my plate I got an urge to puke. I cupped my mouth immediately.
Ennachu magizh vomit vara Mathiri iruka.... She asked. I nodded my head.
Food oda smell othukala nu nenaikuren.... She said.
Iru konjama sapdu Magizh.... She said. I nod my head and had the lunch little by little.
I washed my hand after having my lunch.
Magizh saptu udane thoongadha vomit varum.....she said.
Sari ma... I replied her and went to the hall to recline there for sometime.
I looked up the stairs, the wall has the family photos there. My eyes landed on his photo.
I gulped down the pain that I'm undergoing.
He loves Nithya akka but he doesn't have to say it ever time and hurt me like this.
A drop if tear left my eyes involuntarily.
Magizh yen azhura.... I heard Vaanathi maa's voice. I didn't notice her coming.
Onula ma... I said and wiped my tears.
She sat beside me and held my hand...
Magizh... Edukum nee ini kavala pada koodathu... Now you have a baby for you. Your baby... If you cry, the baby will also feel bad so be happy... We all are here for you.... She said.
I nod my head.
Magizh oru nimisham.... She said. I looked at her.
Indha baby vandathu unaku kastham illaye.....she asked reluctantly.
Aiyoo maa... I'm happy. I'm really happy..... I said.
I didn't take it negatively because my sad face will make everyone think like that.
Konjam bayama iruku..... I said fearing about Inder.
Magizh. Nee chinna ponnu naala bayama irukum. Don't worry naa unna pathukuren.... Epdi nadakanum, ennellam sapdanum nu naa pathukuren..... She said.
Sari ma... Maa aprom oru vishayam kekanum nu nenachen... Neenga Swetha kitta naa Pregnant nu solitingala...... I asked.
Illa nee un friend kitta sollanum nu nenachirupa nu thonuchu adan naa sollala.... She said.
Naa nalaiku college poi solikuren..... I said.
Sari Magizh. Vaa konjam neram rest edu.... She said and took me to my room.
I lied on my bed and closed my eyes. You don't deserve anything in your life. His words ringed in my ears. I sat on the bed and pulled out the photos of me and Inder which I sticked together. I held it close to my chest and cried.
I controlling myself not to cry but I couldn't. What did I do to hear such words. I haven't hurt anyone in my life but the person I love is hurting me a lot. He is reiterating every single time that I'm a orphan and don't deserve anything.
Am I a cursed to live such a life..... I thought looking at our photos. I lied on the bed hugging the photo close to my heart and eventually dozed off crying.
Evening
I woke up and sat on the bed for sometime.
Magizh stay cool this is your baby. Inder is playing with you. Eventually he will understand you and accept you. So edachum pesuna romba react aagadha it's not good for your baby.... Unless you stay strong you can't handle the situation... Ok yah.... I talked to myself.
Nadakadhu magizh please don't have any expectations...... My conscience said.
I looked at the photo in my hands... I smiled seeing it.... I gulped down the lumps formed in my throat.
I know I'm having impossible expectations but I couldn't stop myself from having it......
Everything will be alright..... I consoled myself.
I slowly got up and I hid the photo in my wardrobe and went to Hall after refreshing.
Vaanathi Maa fed me tea which she prepared lightly....
Maa tea mathiri yeh illa but papa kaaha kudikuren..... I said and completed the tea.
Magizh nee pregnant nu Thyagu anna kitta sonne. He is really happy for you both..... Vaanathi maa said..
Unaku baby porakumbodu varuven nu Vimala anni sonnaga..... Vaanathi maa said happily.
Kamala paati kitta solitingala..... I asked.
Kamala aththa aprom mama kitta mattum thaan sonnen..... She said.
Yen ma mathavanga kitta sollalaya terinja neenga sollalanu feel pannuvangala.... I asked.
(idhan namma Magizh.... Author)
Enga Magizh ah respect pannadhavanga kitta solla avasiyam illa...... Vaanathi maa said.
Time passed
Vaanathi maa asked me to pass my time by watching TV and by talking to Krishna mama.
It's dinner time and Inder hasn't returned home.
Vaanathi maa asked me to have dinner....
I was about to go to the dining hall... I stopped hearing the car sound of Inder.
Unga paiyan vandutarunu nenaikuren ma.... I said...
Mmm ama... She replied.
Indrajith stepped inside the home with a bright smile. A smile which I longed to see.
I don't know why but his smile brought happy tears in my eyes.
I turned to Vaanathi maa... She had tears in her eyes too.
Maa... I held her hand.
Romba varusham aprom from the depth of his heart sirikuran Magizh...... Vaanathi maa said With a smile.
Maa.. Idhu pudinga.... He said handing a brown paperbag to Vaanathi maa.
Ennada idhu.... Ivlo fruits.... Vaanathi maa asked after seeing what's in that paperbag.
Magizhini ku, ava idellam sapdanum... She needs to be healthy...... He said.
His words brought me happiness and warmth in my heart.
Yen ivlo late Indrajith..... Krishna mama asked who was remaining silent all these while.
En friends and staff ku treat vachutu varen pa... Inder said happily.
Good, nalla velathaan senjuruka.... Krishna mama said.
Magizhini saptiya.... Inder asked me.
I shook my head.
Enna nee arivu illa time ennachu pathiya innum sapdama iruka... Amma neega idellam solradu illaya.... He asked.
She was about to have dinner but she stayed when she heard your car sound..... Vaanathi maa said.
He looked at me and said.... Iru 2 minutes la freshup aagitu varen.
He left without uttering an another word.
Indrajith maaritan la.... Vaanathi maa said.
Ivana easy ah nambade Vaanathi.... Krishna mama said and went to the dining hall.
As Inder said he returned quickly.
He sat on the chair and as usual I took the hot box in my hand to serve me.
Heii naa enaku serve pannunu sonnena.... He asked and made me sit.
He started serving me.... Which astonishes not only me but all.
Sapdu.... He said and started serving himself.
Daily enkooda thaan nee sapdra.... He said.
For a minute, I couldn't believe he is the same person who hurt me verbally for eating so much food.
Now he is asking me to eat more than I can.
Sapdu.... He said when he noticed me looking at him.
I completed the food he kept on my plate.
Innum konjam sapdu.... He said.
Illa podum please mudila.... I pleaded him and he left me.
I washed my hand and felt full from the food.
I sat there in the hall for sometime.
Vaanathi maa and Krishna mama joined me.
Today Inder was also with us but he didn't participate in our conversation. I didn't talk anything because of his presence, I just replied to what they asked.
Indrajith.... Ivlo naazh nee epdi irundiyo I don't care about that. Ippo Magizhini pregnant, avazha nalla pathuko..... Krishna mama ordered him.
Nalla pathupen pa adhu en kozhanda.... He said.
We trust you Indrajith don't break it..... Vaanathi Maa said.
Inder got up from the couch and came to me.
He extended his hand and asked.... Thoonga Polama.
Huh...mmm.. I replied and placed my hand on his. He held it firmly and helped me up.
OK good night.... He said to his parents.
Thoonga poren ma... I said and went along with him.
Idho paaru Steps laa careful ah yeranum.... He said and took me to his room carefully. He didn't left my hand.
How can he say he hates me when he cares so much about my safety.... He made me sit on his bed
Iru ippo varen... He said and went somewhere.
When he returned he had a plate and some fruits on it.
He sat beside me and started peeling the apple.
Kudunga naa panren.... I said and extended my hand but his one stern look made shut my mouth.
He peeled the skin of the apple and gave it to me.
Sapdu..... He said with a blank face.
I had it silently.
He gave me one by one and I had the whole apple.
He extended me the pomegranate... I didn't take it from his hand. When he noticed that, he looked at me sternly.
I looked at him and said..... Enaku pomegranate pudikadu..
Unaku pudikum pudikadhu... I don't give a damn about it...... En Nithya ku pudikum so nee sapdra...... He whisper yelled..
Avangazhuku pudichadu naa yen sapdanum.... I questioned him.
Because ippo ava irundurunda unna mathiri oru 3rd rate, stupid orphan en thalaila katiruka matanga..... En Nithya kum enakum ippo oru family vandurukum unna maathri cheap ana aanadhai laam en veetula kooda kaal vachurukadu..... He yelled.
My eyes were shedding tears hearing his words. He broke my already broken heart once again.
But ippo Nithya akka illa naathane iruken... Yen Enna pudikalaya..... I asked.
Neeyum en Nithya vum onna... Nee ellam oru aazhunu en amma unna kootitu vandurukanga... Chee... Idhula unna pudikuma nu kekura..... He roared.
Appo namma kozhanda... Enna pudikamala vanduchu.... I asked.
Hey look.. Un kozhanda nu sollada It's irritating... Idhu enakum Nithya kum thaan baby... En Nithya irundurunda enagazhuku oru baby irundurukum so you are just a medium for me to have a baby...... He said.
Medium ah... Yen ipdi laa pesuringa ungalalam vita enaku yaaruku iruka Please enna hurt pannadinga...... I implored to him holding his left hand with my hands.
Chee..... He swatted my hands away.
Inga paaru, till you give birth to my baby listen to my words and remember this is not your baby this is mine..... Vandu thoongu and don't cry... Unna mathiri azhu moonji ah en baby iruka koodathu.... He said and dragged me to the bed.
After hearing his words. I don't know what to talk.... His words are killing me...
How can he say this is not my mine. This is mine...
I lied on the bed sideway...
Heii Paithiyam... Indha time la ozhunga straight ah padu.... En baby nalla irukanum..... He said and turned to lie down facing the ceiling.
He looked at my face....
Please.... I tried to talk.
Don't you dare utter a word.... Just let me have my moments with my baby and don't ruin it .... He said and moved towards my flat stomach.
He lifted my night shirt....
I tried to pull it down.
He pinched my hand causing me pain.
Ozhunga iru.. Don't disturb me you bloody ..... He said and faced my bare flat stomach. He moved closer to my stomach... I can feel his breathe fanning on my stomach.
He gently placed a kiss there...
Namma kozhanda Nithya... I wish you were here... He said looking at Nithya akka's photo.
My eyes shed tears... He turned off the lights and lied beside me uncared about my tears and feelings.
His left hand was on my bare stomach gently caressing it....
I wasn't in a situation to enjoy the moments of his happiness.
Today I was on cloud nine seeing his smile but now I couldn't be happy after hearing his words.
Idhu en baby thane.... Ama va illaya...Yen enna ivlo cheap ah treat panraru... Why did I fall for him... Yen enaku ipdi laa nadakudu.
I cried and dozed off thinking about the same questions.....
Hi makkazhe
Hope you are doing well. I'm going out today but somehow managed to write the chapter. Drop your opinions about this chapter. Pray for Magiz🚶♀️.
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