Zonnique POV: I woke up early Monday morning at 7:00 am. Jay was up on his phone then put it away quickly wen I sat up
Me: wat was tht?
Jay: wat was wat?
Me: u on ur phone leme see*reaches for phone*
Jay:*puts it on the desk next to him*
Me: babe?*gets up and gets the phone*
Jay: its nothing zonnique*takes it from me*
Me: Jay?
Jay: its nothing babe
Me: well its something if u don't want me to see it
Jay: babe it is nothing I'm telling u
Me:fine
I walked to the bathroom and did my regular hygiene.then walked back to the room and he was on it again. then put it in his desk drawer
Me: now it's still nothing?
Jay:*nervous*
Me:*gets the phone out the drawer*
Jay: zonnique!*reaching for me*
Me:*puts in his code and runs*
he chased me to the living room. I stood on the couch and kept kicking him away. I saw pictures of girls naked and stuff. then I went to his instagram and it had nothing but naked girls. he kept trying to get it from me. then I saw a comment tht said :" daddy do u remember me? I was the one who u put the hand cuffs on".
I threw phone at him and ran upstairs. Lyndell was still sleep but I woke him up
Lyndell: ma wats wrong?
Me: get ur stuff
Jay:*runs after me* babe she's nobody and I'm a Guy of course I'm gonna have those pics
Lyndell: ma wat he do?
Me:*starts packing Lyndells things* he's a bastard
Lyndell:*jumps out the bed* wat did u do to my mother?
Jay: lil boy get out my face
Lyndell: I said wat did u do to my mother!?
Jay:*pushes him away* baby wat r u doing?
Me: don't push my son
Jay: baby stop ur not going anywhere
Me:*zips the bag then runs down stairs*
Jay:*runs after me* zonnique stop!
Me:*turns around* I've been nothing but good to u and this is how u treat me!?
Jay: baby I am a Guy I'm going to have naked pictures and tht girl..*scratches the back of his head* she's nobody
Me:*slaps him* now ur nobody to me
I ran to my room and packed some stuff then Lyndell came downstairs with his pajamas still on but a sweat hoodie and his book bag
Me: ur not going to school today
Jay: how u gonna take my son out of school!?
Me: u know he's not ur son!
Jay:*speechless*
Me: Lyndell get in the car
Lyndell:*flips Jay the finger and goes outside*
Me: we're done
I ran to the car pajamas and all. I started driving
Lyndell: wat did u mean?
Me: wat?
Lyndell: he's not my father?
Me:*sighs* ok I think ur old enough to know
Lyndell: knoe wat ma?
Me: he's...he's not ur father. ur father and I broke up wen I got pregnant with u. he said he didn't lik long distance relationships so we just broke up. I didn't want u to knoe so I just had Jay raise u lik he's ur father
Lyndell: wat does my father look lik?
Me: you
Lyndell: wats his name?
Me: rayon Smith
Lyndell:*looks out the window*
I drove to bahjas house. then we both got out
Me:*rings the bell*
Bahja:*opens it* WTF RINGING MY BELL A- zonnique? Lyndell? tf?
Me: can I come in?
Bahja:*steps aside* wat r u doing here?
Me:*walks in with Lyndell behind me* Jay...Lyndell go see ur cousins
Lyndell:*goes upstairs*
Bahja: explain
Me: I found pics of naked girls on his phone and some girl called him daddy and I guess they had sex because she said she was the one with the hand cuffs
Bahja: u lucky its to early or I would've been killed him
Me:*smiles and sits at the counter* did I wake u?
Bahja: yup*walks to the other side and leans over the counter*
Me: sorry I didn't know where to go
Bahja: don't tell u drove wen u live 6 blocks away
Me:*shrugs* I'm black I ain't feel lik walkin
Bahja:*laughs* u stupid
Lyndell:*comes down holding Jacob*
Me: there's Aunties baby!*takes Jacob*
Jacob:*laughing and kicking his feet*
Me:*sits him in front of me on the counter* my baby boy getting so big
Mirical:*comes down*
Me:hey Ratchet boo
Mirical: hi Auntie*stretches* hi big head
Lyndell: hi fatty
Mirical:*kisses my cheek* ma u made breakfast?
Bahja: do it look lik I made breakfast?
Mirical:*rolls eyes* thts y u ain't gettin no kiss
Bahja:give me a kiss
Mirical:*walks over and kisses her on the lips*
Bahja: go get ready for school
Mirical: can I stay home today?
Bahja: y?
Mirical:*doesn't say anything but looks at her*
Bahja: fine
Mirical:thank you
Me:*playing with Jacob*
Mirical: Auntie y u here?
Me: thts grown folk business
Mirical: uncle Jay pissed u off?
Me: grown folk business lil girl
Mirical: wat ever
Me: u need to go to school right bee?
Bahja: now to think of it...yea
Mirical: wat!?
Bahja: go
Mirical: ugh thanks a lot zonnique*stomps upstairs*
Me:*rolls eyes*
Jacob:*starts crying*
Me: maybe he's hungry
Bahja: probably
Me: u wanna feed him? he is yo son
Bahja: nope!
Me: get me a bottle then
Bahja:*hands me bottle*
Me:*starts feeding Jacob*
Lyndell: is tht regular milk lik we drink?
Bahja:*laughs* nope
Lyndell: wat is it then?
Bahja::laughing*
Me: u wanna knoe?
Lyndell: yea
Me: try it first*takes the bottle out of Jacob mouth*
Lyndell:*takes of the top and takes a sip* wat is it?*screws the top back on and gives it to me*
Bahja: u lik it?
Lyndell:*nods*
Bahja:*dying of laughter*
Me:*laughing and starts feeding Jacob* breast milk
Lyndell:*jaw drops* from Auntie bahja?!
Me:*nods and starts laughing*
Lyndell: ewwwww!
Me:*still laughing*
Bahja:*rolling on the floor then stands up*
20 min Later
Mirical:*comes down in sweats* I'm leaving let me say bye to my baby
Me:*gives her Jacob*
Mirical:*kisses him* bye my perfect lil angel ill miss u
Jacob:*playing with her face*
Mirical:*gives him to me* ok I'm gone bye u guys
Bahja: bye baby have fun
Mirical: ma its school...*walking out the door* love u!*closes the door*
Me: dell go upstairs
Lyndell:*goes upstairs*
Me: is she still getting bullied?
Bahja: yup ever since Ryan left. its even worse because she's starting to get bigger
Me: aww poor baby
Jacob:*starts making noises*
Me: wat u talkin bout lil man?
Jacob:*laughing still making noises*
Bahja: r.j must have left already
Me: to go where?
Bahja: bama to see his family
Me: thts nice
Bahja: I didn't feel lik going and he wanted to take Jacob but I said no
Me: did u speak to bre yet?
Bahja: nope she probably at the hospital with her new daughter
Me: she need to knoe thts not her child
Bahja:*shrugs*
Me:my stomach hurts
Bahja: did u tell Jay?
Me: no...not yet
Bahja: u need to
Me: no
Bahja: yes
Me:*rolls eyes*
Bahja: how many months are u?
Me:3
Bahja: ur gonna start showing
Me: ik
Bahja: well imma let u do ur thing
Me: idk if I want it tho
Bahja: wat?!
Me: I mean...
Bahja: ur keeping this child
Me: idk
Bahja: yes ur keeping this baby zonnique
Me: ok ok ok I was just saying
Bahja: well don't just say
Me: ok but y u care so much?
Bahja: u serious? do u know who I am?
Me: uh...
Bahja: I'm ur sister zonnique of course imma care
Me: but I mean u care more than anyone
Bahja: because I love u more than anyone can love u
Me: be-
Bahja: u knoe I do zonnique
Me: ok ok I get it
Bahja: he's getting sleepy
Me:*looks at Jacob who is closing his eyes*
Bahja: so u gonna talk to him?
Me: no
Bahja: well u have to he's standing on my door step
I looked out the front window and he was standing there. shirtless. really?
I went to the door and opened it
Me: wat u want?
Jay: to say sorry
I wasn't looking him in the eye on purpose I was looking at something else. idk wat but wasn't him
Me: go ahead*fixes Jacob on my hip*
Jay: I'm so sorry u found those pictures babe and saw the comment
Me: u knoe how f***** up tht sorry was?
Jay: wat?
Me: u said u sorry I found it
Jay: yea...
Me: goodbye*tires closing the door but is stopped by jays foot*move
Jay: baby look I love u and only u. u knoe tht those pictures...I deleted them and blocked tht girl
Me: so I'm just supposed to forgive u?
Jay: u don't?
Me: I need time to think
Jay: baby plz
Me: I'm...I'm gonna stay here for a while with Lyndell
Jay: and u takin my son?
Me: bye
Jay: zonnique don't do this
I closed the door then walked back to bahja.
Bahja:*shaking her head*
Me: wat?
Bahja: ur so stubborn and ur not staying here I have a boyfriend a daughter and a new born so no
Me: wat?
Bahja: u can stay the rest of the day but u ain't gonna live here
Me: bahja u just sai-
Bahja: I knoe wat I said
Me:*gives her Jacob* tell Lyndell ill be back
I walked out the house holding back tears. I felt lik my eyes were going to burst. I drove to bre house. surprisingly she was there
Bre: wat happened?
Me: everyone hates me
Bre:*pulls me inside and closes the door* tell me wat hhappened
Me: Jay had some pictures of naked girls and he said tht he was sorry I found them and bahja said I couldn't stay with her
Bre: u can stay here
???:*walks in* bre wheres the....hi*waves*
She was pretty and looked formiler.
Me: hi...do I knoe u?
Bre:*hits me* this is Jessica
Me: wat is she doing here?
Jessica: u heard about me?
Me: plenty
Bre: she's my friend now
Me:I don't lik it
Jessica:*shrugs* bre wheres the pickles?
Bre:fridge
Jessica: thanks*leaves*
Me: I don't trust her
Bre: ease up on her
Me: y?
Bre: she's my friend and breaunnas mother
Me:*rolls eyes*
Bre: u getting heavy u knoe tht right?
Me:u cant tell?
Bre: tell wat?
Me: I'm pregnant
Bre: yay!!!
Me: no no yay
Diggy:*comes out the bathroom wet with a towel around his waist* hey niq
Me:*waves*
Diggy:*gets his stuff out his drawer* I'm bout to go see her babe u coming?
Bre: um yea
Diggy:*kisses her* ight*leaves*
Me: bre yo boyfriend to fine
Bre: and he's mine!
Me: wat ever
Bre: u look tired
Me: I am*rubs eyes*
Bre: go to sleep then
Me: sleep is for the rich as u said
Bre: and for the beautiful so go to sleep
Me: I'm sleeping in ur bed
Bre: no way
Me:*lays down with the pillow close to me face* bre...this smells lik strawberries...ur hair smells lik vanilla
Bre: uh...
Me: u let tht girl sleep in here?!
Bre: yes but only be-
Me: save it*gets up and leaves*
I went to my car. I felt lik everyone hated me today. I drove and got Lyndell. bahja walked him to the car and wen he got in the back she got in the front
Me: wat?
Bahja: I'm sorry
Me: it's ok
Bahja: u knoe I Love u but I mean I have a lot
Me: so do I...
Mirical POV:
And here we are again
???: mirical how did Malik d*** taste?
???: I can't believe u slept with both of them
???:*throws a piece of paper at me tht has a abortion clinic number on it*
Me:*walks to my locker and sees Kyane but she's ignoring me* hey
Kyane:*whispering* look I can't really be seen with u anymore
Me: wat? y?
Kyane: ur pregnant with two baby daddy's
Me: so ur my best friend
Kyane: yea outside of school
Me: but inside ur just one of them*slams locker*
???:yo Kyane...r u talking to her?
Kyane: of course not y would I?
???: word
Kyane:*gives me a "I'm sorry" look*
I ran out the building all the way home. Auntie niqs car was in the front and my mom was inside it. I just ran inside. I guess they saw me and ran after me
Me:*grabs a knife and starts cutting my self*
Bahja:*runs after me and reaches for it* mirical!!!
Zonnique:*puts Jacob in the crib and tries to help my mom*
Me:*keeps doing it and starts crying*
Bahja:*finally gets the knife* mirical!?
Me:*slides down the fridge* I wanna die...idk y everyone hates me...but now I do...I hate me too
Bahja:*sits next to me and holds me* I'm taking u out of tht school
Me: thank u mommy*still crying*
Zonnique:*comes and wraps my arm up and tears up* u scared the life out of me
Bahja:*starts crying and rocking back and forth*
Me:*sitting there crying*
Bahja:*pulls away* wat happened?
Me: Kyane is avoiding me because I'm pregnant with two baby daddy's...mommy I don't want the baby
Bahja: y?
Me: it ruined my life
Bahja: mirical ur keepi this baby
Me:*cralws up*
Bahja:*picks me up and brings me to her room*
Me:*lays on the bed*
Bahja:*lays next to me pushing back my hair*ur just lik I was
Me: how?
Bahja:*laughs* idk where to begin
Me:mommy...y do u love me?
Bahja: mirical Rodriguez there are not enough words tht can make up how and y I love u. u are my perfect vision of a daughter. u make me laugh u make me smile. just seeing u and thinking about u makes me laugh. I have ppl I love but u and ur brother are at the top. I love u more than life its self mirical. with out u...there wouldn't be a me
Me: I love u too Mommy
Bahja:*Kisses my forehead* get some rest