I end up at a restaurant across town.
I order Risotto for me and pizza for Lev.
He's obsessed.
About an hour later, Adelina becomes hungry.
I go to the public restroom with Lev and Adelina and breastfeed Adelina.
Lev plays on his tablet.
After about 15 minutes, Adelina is content and happy.
Me and the kids go back to the car, and I order a hotel.
I get a few weird looks but in the end, Money is worth more than youth.
There is 2 beds so Lev has a bed and me and Adelina have a bed.
I'll just put 2 pillows between Adelina so she doesn't roll off.
I bathe both kids and put them in their pjs.
I tuck in Lev and kiss his cheek.
I turn in Masha and bear for Lev and get Adelina settled too.
I go to the bathroom and see no texts or calls from Dimitri.
I close my eyes.
I'm so tired of this crap!
I don't go to work because Dimitri doesn't want me too.
I don't assassinate because Dimitri doesn't want me too.
I don't volunteer because Dimitri doesn't want me too.
Well guess what Dimitri, I don't care!
God, That felt good!
Even if it's just me in my head, I've been needing to say that since the day we met.
I rub my stomach and get off of the floor.
I go to the bed and lay down.
I kiss Adelina's head and close my eyes.
Adelina starts crying, waking me up.
I pick her up and rock her back and forth.
I whisper things in her ear to make her settle down.
I give her my breast and she immediately takes it.
I hiss in pain when she bites down.
I mean my head against the head board.
I hate Italy.
I know I shouldn't blame Italy for my sad past but I can't help it.
Italy is where all my problems happened.
Italy sucks.
Sighing, I close my eyes.
I hear shuffling and feel Lev's small body snuggle into my waist.
I wrap my free arm around him.
I hear his breathing start slowing down.
About 10 minutes later, Adelina is asleep also. Sighing I put her down in between the pillows again and pull the blanket over both of them.
I kiss both of their cheeks and go to the bathroom.
I throw all of my guts up.
Do I know why I'm throwing up?
No.
Crap!
I forgot I was pregnant for a second.
I'm so sleep deprived, I've got to sleep.
I walk out and lay down next to Adelina.
I wake up to Masha and bear.
Adelina is babbling to herself.
I can tell she's going to say her first word soon.
Lev is laying down in his bed and watching TV.
I pick up Adelina and feed her.
I get the kids dressed and do both of their hair.
I take a quick shower myself and get dressed.
Today, I want to go to the carnival.
I get the kids into their car seats and go to a restaurant to get breakfast.
After breakfast, We head to the Carnival.
Lev's never been to something like this before so I thought this would be an enjoyable experience.
Lev does almost all the rides and eats a bunch of junk food.
As for me and Adelina, We cheered for him in the side.
About 2 hours later, We go back to the hotel.
Lev is sleepy and Adelina is hungry.
I tuck in Lev and put on Masha and bear for him.
I pick up Adelina and feed her.
After that, I get an unknown phone number call.
Sighing, I pull up my shirt and put Adelina in between two pillows.
I go to the bathroom and answer the call.
"Hello?" I say to the person on the other side.
"Hello, Is this Sophia Bianchi?" The person asks.
I haven't been called by that name in so long.
"Y-Yes, this is she" I say uncertain.
"My name is Office Fanni, I am with the Italian police force" the voice says.
"A person sent us a warning that you are living in your own, Is that correct?" The voice asks.
I'm about to lie when I remember the kids, If I get caught, I would have to go to jail, Then I would have to kill all of the police officers that know about my arrest.
I can't have my children think I'm a murderer.
"Yes" is all I reply.
"You are to come down to the station at 3pm. If you don't, I will have you searched for in every town of every state of every country, Is that understood?" The voice asks me holding authority.
"I understand" I say back and hang up.
I look at the clock.
10am.
Sighing, I leave the bathroom and lay my head down on the bed.
I pick up Adelina and hold Lev's hand as we go to the car.
I'll hear the police out and if I gotta kill them, I gotta kill them.
Once we get to the police station, Lev and Adelina are both asleep.
I slowly pick up Adelina, And do the same with Lev.
Both are still asleep.
I walk into the front door and have a seat.
I look at my watch.
2:58
I have such good time.
Another thing that 'Adoptive Father' taught me.
Sigh.
I can't think about that, I will not think about that.
An officer comes out and sees me.
The officer gives me a judgy look.
Do I care: Nope
I roll my eyes and slowly get up with both kids in my hands.
The officer motions me to follow her.
We end up in a big office.
She tells me to sit down and wait for a second.
God, This is more time consuming than I thought.
She walks out and basically slams the door.
The slam makes Adelina jolt awake.
She starts crying and then Lev wakes up due to her crying.
I slowly rock her and she settles down.
I wrap an arm around Lev and kiss his cheek.
"Go back to sleep, I got you" I whisper in his ear.
He happily obliges.
The officer comes in with another officer. They both sit down in chairs across from me.
"Miss Bianchi?" The officer asks me.
"It's Vasiliev" I tell them.
"Ok... Miss Vasiliev" The officers say curiously to me.
Vasiliev was my 'Adopted Fathers' last name.
My 'Adopted Father' may have been the worst person on this Earth but at least he didn't trade me.
At least he was there.
"So Miss Vasiliev, Your biological parents are on the way" The officer says
"They will care for you until you reach the age of 18" The officer continues.
What the hell?!
Why would they call them?
I've got to call Dimitri, Maybe he can take the kids while I figure how to get us out of this situation.
"May I call the children's father?" I ask the officers.
"Yes, You may" They say.
I pick up Adelina and take Lev's hand.
I go out in the lobby and try to call Dimitri.
He doesn't answer.
I call him again.
And again.
And again.
I take a deep breath and lean my head against the wall.
My eyes turn glossy.
"Mama, Why are you crying?" Lev asks me.
"We have to see some bad people little man" I tell him.
"You have to promise me that you'll stay with Mama, ok?" I ask him.
"I promise Mama" He replies.
I take a deep breath and make my way back to the office.
Adelina is hungry but I don't have a bottle with me.
Ugh, I can't leave the room anymore without them getting suspicious.
I walk into the office with Adelina squirming in my arms and Lev gripping my arm.
My heart clenches, They shouldn't have to worry about stuff like this.
I sit Lev down on the floor and give him his IPad.
(I have one in my purse just in case)
I sit down in the chair and hug Adelina close to me.
The officers come in and tell me that my parents are here.
I run my hand through my hair.
The officers come in with 2 very attractive man and women.
The woman has tears going down her cheek.
The man just glares at me.
The officers tell me that these are my parents.
Andrea Bianchi and Alessandro Bianchi.
The worst people ever to exist.
Why me?!