Song: Call out my name - The Weeknd
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"What do you want."
"Where are you?"
"Why do you care?" I groan.
"You just disappeared one day, Christian isn't telling me shit because apparently you guys broke up, Lily has some psychotic boyfriend that wouldn't let me talk to her, and your dad? Do you even know what happened?"
"What do you mean?.." I ask, confused
"He's dead, Amara. He was murdered."
My mouth falls open, what? When did this happen? How did I not know my own dad was killed? Who would kill hi-
Wait, no. No there's no way he would.. right?
"..when?" I breathe.
"Several months ago, a while before you left."
My breathe fails me when I remember what Valerio said that day.
'Let's just say your dad won't be bothering you again.'
Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god.
I want to be mad, I should be mad right? But some part of me doesn't really care, it's not like I'm going to cry because he's dead, he ruined my life why would I care if his ended?
"Okay."
"Okay? That's it? Where the fuck are you Amara?"
"It doesn't matter. Leave. Me. Alone." I grit.
"Just tell me your safe."
"Why the hell do you care?"
"Just tell me, dammit!"
"Okay okay fucks sake, I'm fine, I'm safe, whatever."
A short silence, "Good."
And then the phone hangs up. I fall onto the bed rubbing my hands over my face.
What the fuck just happened?
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"I didn't bring a bikini" I mumble.
"You don't need one."
"Nice try." I roll my eyes, I take of my sweatpants and shirt leaving me in my underwear and bra, I'll just swim in these. I take a step forward then into the hot tub. First I thought about swimming in the sea but the coldness made it an obvious no.
I still haven't talked to him about what Ethan said, It's not like I'd be mad if it was him who did it, I probably would have tried to do it myself at this point otherwise.
A few seconds later a hand is wrapped around my waist from behind, pulling me back into them.
I jump slightly at first then relaxing feeling his body on mine.
"What's on your mind, amore?" He plants a few kisses on my neck.
"Nothing." I lie, giving him a slight smile.
"I already told you, you're a terrible liar." He softly bites my neck and I gasp out.
"Just thinking.."
"About what?" His hand around my waist tightens as he pulls me impossibly close to him.
"Stuff."
He squeezes my ass, hard. "Amara."
I laugh a little before answering. I spin around then lean into whisper in his ear. "Just thinking about how it would feel to have you inside me again." I bite my lip.
He groans then flips me around, slamming my ass to his front, he grabs me by my hair and yanks it backwards.
"Careful what you wish for." He growls.
"If you're scared just say so." I wink.
In response his hands slowly trail down my body and rip my underwear, literally ripping them from my body.
I gasp, "Hey! I liked tho- Oh fuck!" My response gets cut off when 2 fingers slide inside me.
"This is what you want?" His finger speed up inside me sending bolts of pleasure through me.
"Fuck- I want all of you, please." I admit through a moan. As the feeling overtakes me, I grab onto his arm, trying to hold myself up so I don't fall.
"You want my cock, amore?"
I whimper in response, "please.." I breathe, pushing my ass on his front.
I hear a tug of his shorts then feel his already hard dick along my folds, he teases my clit then all off a sudden he moves me forward, bending me over the hot tub.
An embarrassingly loud moan leaves my throat when he thrusts his entire length inside me. He grabs my neck for leverage while pounding into me.
Valerio picks up into a hard, punishing rhythm, I couldn't help the loud moans escaping my mouth.
"Fuck, you're taking me so well, such a good girl for me, hm?" He massages my ass harshly then leaving it with a harsh slap.
I clench repeatedly around him as my orgasm builds, his dirty words not helping either.
"Oh fuck, I can't-" I whimper, struggling to hold myself up on the side of the hot tub.
"Take it." He slowly pulls out of me, leaving only the tip inside then slamming inside me causing me to fall face first over the hot tub. He grabs my arms with one hand, pinning them behind my back, and the other one wrapped around my waist, holding my entire body weight up.
"Fuck I'm so close I-" the first orgasm washes over me, fast and pleasurable. He continues pounding inside me, overstimulating me more then I've ever been in my life. The second orgasm doesn't take long before it crashes into me, this one slower, almost painful in the most satisfying way possible. My legs start shaking and I finish with a loud cry as he pulls out of me.
I hear him let out a groan, finishing on my back.
He turns me around, looking me into my eyes. I know what he's thinking, and I'd be damned if I didn't let him.
I nod, closing my eyes. Not a second later his lips are on mine, kissing me like it's his last time ever doing so. His hand slides behind my neck, guiding me through it, tilting it to the side for better access to me. His tongue slides inside me, and exploring every inch of my mouth.
He kisses me so hard, so long I don't have time to catch my breathe. He pulls away and I let out a gasp for air, my arms tighten around his neck holding myself up because my legs have failed me.
He pulls me up, my legs wrapping around his waist as he walks out of the hot tub. He sets me on the bathroom counter then cleans and dries me of in the most comforting way possible.
This side of him is so different from a few minutes ago, he can be dominating, rude and cold but then he's soft, kind and sweet.
I never received this kind of care before, Christian wasn't the one who would pick me up and care for me after an eventual night. I'd be the one doing it.
A few minutes later and he's, changed me into his oversized shirt and placed me on the bed. I snuggle into the sheets when he joins the bed behind me. He wraps his hands around my waist pulling me close to him, leaving no space in between us.
"I forgive you." I whisper so silently I hardly hear it myself.
"What?"
"...I love you."
In an instant I'm flipped over and his lips are on mine again. He kisses me hungrily, full of excitement like it's he hasn't done it for years.
When he pulls away he rests his forehead on mine, his voice is low and unclear but I hear the relief in his voice.
"I love you. Fuck, I love you."
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Heyyy, so I'm on vacation in st tropez which means I might not have a lot of time to write and edit stories. But I'll try my best!
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