Bahja POV: I woke up the next Sunday morning with r.j playing with my hair
Me: morning
R.j: good morning my angel
I pecked his lips then went to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and took a shower. I put on just some sweats and a bra mirical was at my moms house for the weekend and I was going to get her later. I went and laid back down with r.j wen I waz done
Me: wat u wanna do today?
R.j:*pulls me closer to him* u
Me: no baby I'm sore from last night
R.j: lik I care?
Me: if we do it now u wont get nun for the rest of the month
R.j: the rest of the month!?
Me: maybe even longer and I'm pregnant? no babe u lucky I gave u some last night
R.j: u didn't give me nothing u wasn't even tht good
Me: really?
R.j: yea I mean it was only a hour
Me: a hour? thts not how u remember it
R.j: then how do u remember it?
Me: um about 6 maybe even 8
R.j: phs nope
Me: fine u wasn't even tht good either*stands up*
R.j: says the girl who can't walk right
Me:*rolls eyes* I just...pregnancy can be hard and my legs are...
R.j: more lil ur a$$ was pounded to hard?
Mirical: ew r.j I didn't even need to here tht
Me: wen u get here? I was gonna pick u up later
Mirical: Ryan droped me off
R.j: oh really?
Mirical: yea
Me: I think thts sweet
Mirical: so back to this pounded to hard I assume u guys got freaky last night
Me: u don't need to know tht lil girl stay out of grown folk business
Mirical: ewwww
R.j: but of course I put it on ha
Me: r.j!
Mirical: I thought pregnant women couldn't have sex
Me: ok out!
Mirical: I was just asking!
Me: out!
Mirical: ok ok ok and put a shirt on*walks out*
Me: and u! feedin into her lik tht
R.j: she's old enough
Me: no! she's still my baby and she's only 14
R.j:*rolls eyes*
Me: and guess wat
R.j: wat?
Me: u have a Bonner*walks out*
I went into the kitchen and found mirical on her phone. sitting at the counter tht separated the kitchen and living room.
Me: so where's Ryan?
Mirical: basketball practice I'm bout to go see Him
Me: so are u and him a couple?
Mirical: idk
Me: has he asked u out?
Mirical:yes
Me: did u say yes?
Mirical: I said ill think about it
Me: wats to think about?
Mirical: I don't..I don't wanna...
Me: get hurt again?
Mirical:*nods*
Me: look not every Guy is going to hurt u look at me and r.j
Mirical: but y'all are in love
Me: so wat made u trust Malik?
Mirical: I had to go out with him I never loved him
Me: do u love Ryan?
Mirical: I care for him...idk about love
Me: wat do u think about him? lik wat do u lik about him?
Mirical: he's absolutely gougeous...he's super sweet...he's a good athlete...he's smart...he's caring...he watches out for me I mean I font get bullied anymore...he's funny....he always has nice clothes...I just...I just
Me: love him?
Mirical: no ma I don't love him
Then I heard someone knock on the glass door
Me: wat I tell u about leaving tht door open?
Mirical: ma its not lik a stranger will just walk up in here...*looks at the door* its Ryan! go put a shirt on
I went out the room and into mine. mirical is old enough to start dealing with stuff lik this...right?
Mirical POV: I waved for him to come in. he did.
Me: hey
Ryan: hey
Me: I thought u had practice?
Ryan: got canceled
Me: oh
Ryan: u wanna hang today?
Me:*shrugs* doing wat?
Ryan: we could chill here or go to my cuz house
I shot him a glare
Ryan: he's not related to Malik its on my dad's side
Me: ok lets go
I went to my moms room to tell her I was leaving her and r.j said ok.
Me and Ryan walked out the house and got in his car. we drove to a huge house and it looked beautiful inside. as soon as I walked in the guys ran up to me
???: yo wat up shawty
???: u gonna give me ya numba?
???: yo u got dat cake doe
Ryan: back off!
Me:*holds his hand*
???: yo wat up cuz sorry bout deez fools...*looks at me* hi I'm blue
Me:*waves* I'm mirical
Blue: yo we in da back
He went deeper in the house
Ryan: wait...nah mirical let's go
Me: y?
Ryan: because they smokin weed and I don't want u around tht so I'll just take u back home
Me: no I wanna try it
Ryan: wat? no lets go
Me: come on bus kill lets go
I took his hand and went to the room blue went in....there was everything from bongs to blunts.
???:*hands one to Ryan*
Ryan: mirical u sure about this?
Me: y not? were in high school everyone's doin it
I took the blunt from Ryan and took one hit. I felt...I felt...idk how I felt.
Me:*coughing*
Ryan:*patting my back* u ok? u hit it to hard babe
Me: babe?
Ryan:*winks and takes another blunt from a table then takes a hit*
I was there smoking for about 3 hours. after the weed I took some cocaine...then angel dust.
Me:*pointing to blue* yo u look lik tht Guy named blue I met a while ago...hey where is he? he was just here...have u seen him?
Blue: I think lil mama took to much mane
Me: took to much? mane give me the hardest thing u got!
He brought me a small box. I opened it. A Molly.