Magizhini's Pov
(2 days before Indrajith left to Australia)
I was on my bed tossing and turning for a long time.
Ennada thookame varala......
I sat on the bed and looked around. Ipdiye irunda thookame varadu pesama konjam neram terrace la poi ninutu varalam..
Inaiku vera full moon. Evlo naazh full moon terrace la ninnu pathu rasikanum nu aasa paturupen. Orphanage la evening eh door and gate close paniruvanga so andha chance eh kedaikadu but inaiku vidakoodathu pathuranum.
I quickly got out of the bed and grabbed my shawl. I simply put it on me and opened my door.
Ennapa ore irutta iruku enna thavira Veetula irukura palli, cockroach ellam thoongirukum polaye.
I slowly took steps without making any noise and reached the terrace.
Ennada terrace door open la iruku.... Yarachum vandurpangala.... I slowly stepped out.
I saw a man standing with his back facing me with a alcohol bottle in his hand looking at the moon.
I recognized that person. It's Vaanathi ma's son. Indha nerathula enna panraru ivar inga...
Pesama namma room ke poiralam avar enna pathale moraiparu... Aprom adha nenachu naathan feel pannuven...
Enna ippo pathutu thane iruka Nithya..... I stopped hearing him talking to someone.
I turned and looked at him. He was staring at the moon and talking.
Eppovum enna pakumbodu siripiye adhe mathiri sirikuriya.... Don't you miss me Nithya.. But I do a lot. More than you can imagine. Ennadi avasaram unaku enna vitutu poga.. Ippo paaru enna suthi ellarum irundhum anadhai mathiri feel panren.......
That word pricked my heart. That tender heart of my hurts a lot .... I know how it feels. Tears gathered in my eyes.
I saw him gulping the alcohol bottle and putting the bottle away.
Anaiku nee veetuku vandu sedurunda Inneram nee aasa patta mathiri namaku Kalyanam aairukum..... You would have been Nithya Indrajith.... Unna epdi laam pathukanum nu aasa patten teriyuma... Un aasai ellam neraverthanum, unna ellarum poramai padura Mathiri pathukanum nu nenachan but I didn't get the chance........ He said..
I was crying silently....
Unaku teriyum unna evlo naa love panren nu. Nee, naa, namma family nu happy ah irukanum nu aasa patten...... Ellam kanava pochu..... He said.
Idhuku mela ennala iruka mudiyum nu thonala Nithya naanum unkittaye varen Nithya. Thanimai la moonju muttura mathiri iruku.... He said. My eyes bulged in shock. Is he talking about committing suicide.
I stood there listening to his words without his notice.
I saw him reaching the edge of the terrace wall.
Aiyoo vendam... I screamed and ran to him. Without wasting a second I grabbed his hand and pulled him down.
I couldn't handle his weight in this drunken state.
I put my hands around his waist and balanced him. I took a deep breath but my breath hitched when he hugged me tightly. Which feels like almost breaking my bones.
Nithya... Vandutiya di.... He slurred . My body stiffened when he buried his face in my neck.
My body shivered a little when his hit breath hit my neck.... I felt something different that second....
Ennaya nee katti pudikura.. Kadavule... I tried get out his hold.
Please stay..... He said
Na-na magizhini.....I said... He didn't respond and stayed like that....
Hello hello... I patted on his pack. Eppa enna oru weight uh..
He slowly looked at me with his teary eyes.
I felt bad for him....
He suddenly fell down....
Aiyoo... I got scared... Sethutangala... He immediately sat up.
Aiyoo kdavule epdi mati vituruka enna.
He leaned against the wall and looked at me... Tears were flowing from his eyes.
En Nithya pathurukiya.... He asked me. I shook my head slowly.
Inga vaa... He said. I gulped seeing his condition.
Vaa.. He raised his voice this time.
I moved and sat beside him. He took out his mobile and showed me a picture of a girl smiling happily with a dog in her hands.
En Nithya... He said with a smile looking at the screen.
Azhaga irukanga... I said unconsciously. I bit my tongue and looked at him.
He was still looking at the screen with a smile.
Enmela en amma aprom romba anbu kaatura en Nithya.... Ippo enkooda illa.... He said leaning his head on my shoulder his tears fell on the crook of my neck.
I don't know how to react but this feels different. My heart ached to make him comfortable and happy.
I looked at him through the corner of my eyes. At the same time he raised his face and looked at me.
He smiled at me. I too forced a smile on my lips. I don't know how to react now.
Naa nimmadiya thoongi romba naazh aachu. Un madila paduthukava.... He asked.
I tried to get up hearing his words but he held my hands and lied on my lap without making me think anything further.
Aiyoo endringa please. Enaku bayama iruku.... Naa venum na unga amma va vara sollatuma please endringa...... I was saying but he ignored all my words and closed his eyes.
My eyes started tearing... A drop of tear fell on his face. He opened his eyes, his eyes were also tearing....
Nithya naa romba love pannen ana eppovum distance maintain panikittom. We wanted to start everything after marriage but eduvum nadaka la..... Ava madila paduthu thoonganum nu romba aasa adhu niraiverala please neeyum mudiyadunu solladha...... He said holding my hands keeping it on his chest. I can hear his heart beat....
Paavom evlo kanavoda irundurupanga ippo eduvum nadaka poche..... I felt bad for him.
Ok konjam irundutu keezha room ku poiralam.... I thought.
He was looking at my face with his drooping eyes.
With a smile on my face. I gently ran my fingers through his hair. He closed his eyes slowly engulfing sleep.
I was looking at his face. He is indeed handsome. I can't deny the fact. His face looks very calm when he sleeps but when he is awake and clear he literally burns me alive with his hole piercing glares.
I rested my head on the wall behind.... He turned a little in his sleep and hugged my stomach. A sudden wave of numerous emotions ran through my body. My body stiffened when he dug his face in my stomach.
I was about to wake him up and go from here but I heard his whimpers...
I didn't even feel like waking him up after that. I found his body cold so I took my shawl and covered him with that..
Kadavule... Yen ellar life layum kastham kudukura... Avar aasa patta mathiri andha Nithya akka irundurunda avar Happy ah irunduruparula... Ippo paaru en nilamai ya. Yarachum patha problem ana ezhumbavum mudila. *looking at him* ivar happy ah irukanum kadavule please...... I closed my eyes. I didn't realize when I dozed off.
I woke up when I heard the sound of the birds chirping. It took me seconds to understand where I'm...
I looked at Vaanathi ma's son who is sleeping on the floor wrapping my shawl around him.
I started hearing the voices of the servants at home. I quickly got, went to him to grab my shawl. I pulled it a little but I couldn't. He wrapped it completely around his body and he moved a little it made me fear about the consequences I would face for being here with him. So i decided to go back to my room
I reached the terrace door. I stopped and turned back. I looked at his sleeping form with a smile and left. I successfully reached my room without anyone noticing ...
I sat on the bed catching my breathe. I lied on it and closed my eyes.
His tears and his painful words appeared infront on my vision. I immediately opened my eyes.
Ennachu magizh unaku.... I asked myself. Ipdiye irunda adheye yosichutu irupa poi kuzhichitu vela irunda ada poi paaru...
I grabbed my clothes and inners and went to take shower.
Indrajith's Pov
I woke up when the harsh rays of sunlight burns my skin. I looked around I was baffled by the place I'm.
I looked down. I saw a shawl wrapped around me. I removed it. I got up taking the shawl in my hand.
I hit my head a few times to clear my mind and this hangover is hitting me hard.
I sat on the shade of the terrace trying to recall how did I come here. I closed my eyes and recalled every events.
Room la irundu drink panitu irunden... Nila va pathadum Nithya nyabagam vandu terrace ku vanden. Aprom... Oh shit shit shit.... Che.... Enna panni vachuruka Indhrajith....
She is gonna use it against you. Eppo keezha ponanu terila. Edachum amma kitta thappa solirunda enna panradu.....
I have to do something... I rushed down and heard voices from the hall.
I looked at the shawl in my hands. I went to my room and kept it inside my wardrobe.
I went to the hall. I saw that girl and amma talking and laughing happily. A smile formed on my lips too. Amma is smiling wholeheartedly after a long time I know that girl is the reason behind the smile but that's not gonna stop me from hating that girl. She is planning on trapping me if she didn't, why would she allowed my acts yesterday. It must be a way of grabbing my attention. But she doesn't know that I don't allow anyone else than my Nithya inside my heart.
Indrajith kalaila enga pona veedu full thedunen unna kanom....amma asked.
I looked at that girl, she lowered her head that made me grit my teeth.
Balcony la irunden ma... Coffee venum.... I said.
One minute da.... Amma said..
My eyes were piercing holes on that girl. How can she act like an innocent with everyone....
Amma, aproma Unga vela parunga. First give me a coffee.... I said sitting on the couch opposite to that girl.
Amma got up and started walking towards the kitchen. I was waiting for it. I wanted to ask that bitch what's in her mind. Who the hell gave her the rights to touch me...
Indrajith Indrajith.... I got out of my trance when amma shouted. I looked at amma who is standing beside me glaring at me. She might have noticed me glaring at that girl.
Black coffee or normal one... She asked.
Normal... I said.
Magizh neeyum en kooda vaa... Amma grabbed her hand and took her with her.
Shit.... I cursed silently...
Magizh nee ingaye iru naa ippo varen... I heard amma saying this to that girl.
Amma handed me the coffee and went from there. I went to my room and sat there having my coffee.
I sat there for a while and thought about my behavior last time.
How can I behave like that... Why did I found her scent and closeness comforting.... How can I think like that when I love Nithya..... Indrajith, I think you are emotionally weak now. There is a huge chance of falling for her trap. So its better to expedite my visa process....
After that I went to my office. Even there I was remembering her. I shook my head to clear my mind. But I couldn't refuse that I slept well after a long time without sleeping pills especially in her embrace. Indrajith get hold of yourself. I repeated it to myself numerous times.
After that I didn't get chance to meet her. I got my visa and I'm leaving to Australia tomorrow. I was packing my bags. I opened the wardrobe go grab something, a shawl fell from it. I took it in my hands. It's her's...
I was ready to threw it into the dustbin but I couldn't stop myself from inhaling it. A deep comforting scent....
Shit.... I cursed myself for my behavior. I took it and went out.
I looked around there was none. All the lights were turned down..
I went to that girl's room. I raised my hands to knock on the door but I stopped myself and went back to my room.
I threw her shawl on the bed and sat there. I couldn't understand why I am behaving like this..
I looked at the picture of Nithya in my room.
I don't know what's wrong with me Nithya but please be with me... I'm confused right now...
I closed my eyes and sat there for a while when I opened my eyes I was fine. I packed my remaining things. My eyes landed on that girl's shawl.
If I keep it here or threw it in the dustbin, there is a chance someone might see it. So I'm taking it with me...
I packed her shawl in my bags and set it aside. I lied on my bed after taking my sleeping pills...
After a long I fell asleep but not for too long just 3 hours..
The next went quickly. In 2 hours I'm heading to the airport.
Amma is convincing me to stay but I didn't give ears to it.
I have my reasons to go amma.... I said to her and hugged her to console her.
Sari ma naa bags laa eduthutu varen... I said and went to my room.
I have to reach my room after passing that girl's room.
I saw her coming out the room. When she noticed me she stood there like a statue. I rushed to her and whispered.... Unkitta pesanum uzhzha vaa.
I opened her room and went inside. When I saw her standing there like a statue.
Uzhzha vaa nu sonnen... I said gritting my teeth.
She came inside the room. I locked the room door.
Ed-eduku ka-dava sathu-ringa.... She shuttered.
Hey nadikada... I know everything about you. I know your plans and everything. I know your motives. You can fool others not me got it... Just leave this home soon. I don't want to see this freaking face of yours again got it you crooked gold digger cheater ...... I shouted.
She looked at me blinking her eyes rapidly.
(paavom andha puzhaiku english teriyadu nu sir ku teriyadu - Author 🤷♀️)
Inga paaru anaiku terrace la eduvum nadakala sariya. Andha anga nadandhadhu yarkittayachum sonnen unna kondruven... Purinjuda.... I asked holding her shoulders in a tight grip.
Mmmm.... She responded, whimpering in pain.
Vaai thirandu badil sollu.... I said looking into her eyes.
I have to say her eyes are really captivating.
Solla maten.. Vidunga valikudu.... She said at that time a drop of tear left her eyes.
I wiped it with my thumb. But I don't know why I did that. I felt like doing it...
Ok poi door open panni paaru vezhiya Yarachum irukangala nu.... I said.
She didn't move a bit...
Podi poi paaru.... I whisper yelled this time.
Mmm.. She said.
She did as I said. She turned and said... Yarum illa.
I pushed her aside and went to my room. I grabbed my luggage and went down.
When I bid bye to my family. I saw that girl looking at me hiding behind the door. When she noticed me. She hid behind the door.
A smile formed on my lips.... I looked at my reflection in the side mirror..... Why the hell I'm smiling now...
It's better that I'm leaving otherwise. I might have fell in her trap.
Girls like her never bother to stoop so low to get what they want.... Fucking orphan...
Soon I reached the airport and left to Australia..........
Hi makkazhe
Hope you like this chapter. Epdi irunduchunu sollunga pa naanum terinjukuren...
Namma Indrajith decent ah thaan nadandurukan nu nenaikuren. Apdiya illa?? 🤔
And the next update will be on Sunday. I'm leaving to my hometown for 3 days. So hope you understand.
Seekram sandippom.
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