Scaramouche PoV
Mhmm... I'm cold...
I open my eyes and gaze around the small section of the study that I'm in.
My clothes are on the floor? I slept in here?
Who's next to me?
Oh. It's Kazuha... he's hugging me?
His hairs a mess. Like someone's been holding it or something...
"Pst... Kazuha..?" -Scara
"Huh? Oh you're awake..?" -Kazuha
"Mm no. I'm half asleep.... Why do my legs hurt?" -Scara
"You remember last night?" -Kazuha
Last night? Ohh.. yes I do.
"Oh yea.. why's your hair like that?" -Scara
"Like what?" -Kazuha
"It's messy.. like weirdly messy.." -Scara
"Well I can blame you for that" -Kazuha
"Shush. Not my fault you were good at it." -Scara
"Hehe~ that's true.." -Kazuha
"Where are my clothes?" -Scara
"Behind you. Are you awake enough for food?" -Kazuha
"Mhm. Yes... but my mom doesn't know you stayed over.." -Scara
"Oh yeah, you could ask her if it's okay that I did?" -Kazuha
"Mm... I can.." -Scara
"C'mon clothe yourself you're cold already." -Kazuha
"Noo.. I like touching you.." -Scara
"You can, just with your clothes on." -Kazuha
"Mm.. fine.." -Scara
I sat up and felt around for my clothing and Kazuha didn't lie. They are behind me. Mmm.. I should try standing....
I pulled my shirt and pants on, I wasn't wearing socks. I'll drag Kazu into carrying me.. I don't like how the floor in here feels on my feet.
I pulled on his shirt to get his attention.
"Hm? Yess.?" -Kazuha
"You up.. me up.." -Scara
"Hehe...too tired to talk in real sentences?" -Kazuha
"Yes. Up.." -Scara
"Hehe~ sure." -Kazuha
Kazuha stood up and bent down to pick me up. Wha- why in this position? He's carrying me bridal style.... I wrap my arms around his neck and bury my face in his torso.
I'm so tired.. I don't know what time we slept last night.. I didn't look at the clock yesterday. Too busy hugging the prettiest boy in the world.
He looks down at me and smiles. That stupid cute smile. Now, it's reasonable to kiss it. Using my arms to support me, I finally cave into the temptation of kissing it. He kisses back. We're still standing in my area of the study....
I take the chance once again to insert my tongue into his mouth.. I taste a salty taste on his tongue.. mhmm.. cum definitely.
"C'mon your body will hate you if you go for round two immediately." -Kazuha
I pull away and return to my former position of my head buried in the base of his neck. I'm so lucky this man made the first move.. I would've never been this obvious around him before.
"I won't.. but feed me... or just take me to my room and I'll change.." -Scara
"Sure love.. what if your sister comes in though?" -Kazuha
"Oh yea... she's gotta do the project too but knowing her she's probably just be asking mama all her questions.." -Scara
"Mm, maybe" -Kazuha
"Your hair smells nice.. it's so soft..." -Scara
"Ah- really?" -Kazuha
"Mhm. I love it.." -Scara
"Why are your eyes so... so.. just amazing.." -Kazuha
"They're pretty ordinary? Just dark blue?" -Scara
"Well I suppose you don't stare at your own eyes much huh? They're not just dark blue. There's indigo, purple.. and yes, dark blue." -Kazuha
"Hehe~" -Scara
"They're not necessarily 'shiny' but they're still reflective and they reflect what you're thinking. It's like I can see through any facade you put up simply through your eyes." -Kazuha
"Oh? Most people say my eyes are the reason they can't see through the act." -Scara
"Mhm.. they're all wrong. Your eyes reflect how your thinking and the state your head is in. Like the the wind but a completely different appearance... dark and mysterious.." -Kazuha
"Hehe wind boy~ Your eyes remind me of gems. They're bright red. Does anyone question why they're so striking?" -Scara
"Hm.. no not really." -Kazuha
"Well I'll be that person then!" -Scara
"Sure~" -Kazuha
I kissed his neck. My face is right in the position where he wouldn't be able to hide it without makeup if I left a mark.
I wanna ask him stuff but we're not in my area.. I'll question his actions when we're back in my bedroom.
I closed my eyes and just enjoyed touching him. It's amazing.. just being there right next to him. Safe.. in his arms.
"Hey.. we're back in your room.." -Kazuha
"Mm.. put me down now.." -Scara
He put me down on the floor and immediately I felt the after effects of last night. I try to walk around but it just aches...
That was definitely a bad idea.. I cling onto Kazu for support again. He's just been watching me struggle around. Bastard.
"U-uup it hurts." -Scara
"I knew it. You'll have to tell me where things are though." -Kazuha
"Mm sure just pick my up again.. same position." -Scara
He takes me up into his arms again. I can reach the drawers from here. I take a pair of black thigh-high socks. I like them. I can not be cold while also having more mobility in my legs.
Actually, I can get everything I need from here. I grab a basic white shirt, it's like the one Kazu's wearing under his hoodie. Finally, shorts. Black with a white drawstring. The shirt has a little purple cat on it.
"You like cats too?" -Kazuha
"Yes.. people say I act like a cat >:(" -Scara
"Hehe you kinda do~" -Kazuha
"Stfu." -Scara
I indicate for him to take me over to where my bed is. He got it and put down on my bed along with my chosen clothes.
Kazuha turned around, prompting me to change.
"Boy you can look, you literally stripped my clothes off yesterday." -Scara
"Noo it's awkward ;-;" -Kazuha
I took my shirt off to, you know, change.
I threw it onto my bed and wrapped my hands around Kazuha's stomach and pulled him into me.
"H-hey what was that for?!" -Kazuha
He said now his whole face engulfed in a pretty shade of red. He really likes red huh?
"Heheh~ can't complain that it's awkward when I holding you down." -Scara
"L-let me g-go!" -Kazuha
I'd let him go if he was actually uncomfortable but he turned over to face me and simply breathed into my neck.
"You sure?" -Scara
"No.. stay like this.." -Kazuha
"Hehe I will" -Scara
He just laid on my bare chest. I can feel his soft heartbeat on my torso and I can hear his slow breathing in my ears. I caressed his white-ish blonde hair with my hand, he's so calm... just laying here... breathing... sleeping on his boyfriend.
I'm his boyfriend...
He loves me...
I felt tears welling up in my eyes. I grip harder onto him. I'm safe with him.... Kaedahara Kazuha loves me... and I love him too.
Tears roll off of my face. I remember how 'mother' (Ei) used to hold me as a little kid... but along with that memory comes the bad part...
I feel the bandage on my head... I lean my head forward and touch the section soaked with my own blood....
It's feels just like that day... the knife... the empty bottle... the screaming....
"Shsh.. it's okay.. I'm here" -Kazuha
Tears were rolling down my face and my breathing was uneven. Kazuha was holding me.. gently... it's not forceful and I could pull away if I wished too but no... I like him holding me... I feel loved...
"Kazuha do you...love me..?" -Scara
"Hehe.. of course I do.. how could I ever not love you? Your perfect, there's not a single bad thing about you. Your trauma shapes who you are today yes, but it isn't you. You are a whole person with feelings and opinions not just a traumatised boy without a heart. You deserve to feel loved and wanted after all you've been through. Although I do not know your story, I'm here for you and I'll always be. Need someone to defend you from a false accusation? I'll do it. Committed a murder and got caught, I'll kill the opposing party for you Scaramouche." -Kazuha
I just hugged him tighter. How could I be so lucky to have this man in my life....
"I-I love you too.." -Scara
"Come on.. put your shirt on Scara. You're freezing." -Kazuha
"Noo... i like it more without.." -Scara
He sighed and grabbed shirt from behind him. What what's he doing-?
"Hehe~" -Kazuha
WHAT- H-he just kissed me and I'm sitting here frozen. He's doing it again. He grabbed my hands and pulled them above my head. He pulled my shirt over my head.
"KAZU WHAT- WHY-" -Scara
"Hehe you wouldn't put it on otherwise~ Now finish changing you're halfway there already." -Kazuha
"Hmph. Fine." -Scara
I sat up and pulled the socks over my legs then changed into shorts. AGAIN damn Kazuha. YOU CAN WATCH IDIOT.
"YOU CAN WATCH IDIOT IM FINE WITH IT." -Scara
"If you really wanted me too I would've but you didn't say so!" -Kazuha
"Hmph. I'll go ask mom if it's okay if you stay for breakfast. It's Saturday after all." -Scara
"Hehe okay! Good luck walking love." -Kazuha
"Shush." -Scara
Dumbass. I stood up and fell over a little, which Kazuha laughed at, eugh he's so immature but he's so prettyyyy.... Nvm. Simp for your boyfriend later.
I opened the door and found my mom in the kitchen. As I guessed Raiden was bombarding mama with questions about space.
"Mama.." -Scara
"Yes darling?" -Miko
"Is it okay if Kazuha eats breakfast here? We were up late last night so I told him to stay." -Scara
"Of course. Is he in your room? I haven't had a chance to meet him!" -Miko
"Mhm. He is." -Scara
"May I talk to him?" -Miko
"Sure." -Scara
"Thank you. I'll be back Raiden." -Miko
"Tch. Favouritism much." -Raiden
I ran back into my room.
"Pst Kazu cover the mark. My mama wants to talk to you." -Scara
"Shoot okay." -Kazuha
He pulls his hoodie back over his head to cover the few marks I left on his neck.
"So, your Kaedahara Kazuha?" -Miko
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1717 words
As I have previously mentioned, I am a sucker for KzSc fluff. There will probably be a lot more. Also, I know I said Scara would be in the Fatui but I'm re thinking have Fatui in the book so I'll update the description of the book if I don't include it! Remember to eat well and stay hydrated <3 Think of Kazuha's words <3