Sharp Edges

By __coffeemug

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Warning! The story contains mentions of self-harm, reader discretion is advised The story of Jeanette, a girl... More

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Chapter 0
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
i wish the time could stop
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
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Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
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the End

Chapter 42

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By __coffeemug

Jeanette hated herself.

She tugged at her hair too quickly and with too much force. The skin on her head was stinging from her constant pulling at her hair.

She was frustrated.

She was torn.

Why did it have to be like that?

She didn't want to love him. She didn't want to feel anything for him.

She hated herself for being so indecisive.

Now that she got what she had thought she wanted, she wasn't all that sure if it was the right thing for her to do. She wasn't sure if she really wanted to erase him out of her life.

She knew she couldn't erase him. That was impossible.

But did she actually wanted to keep him there? She... didn't think so.

Ugh! I don't know anything.

No, I can't think like that. It was for the better.

It was for the better, so that she can try to move on from her feelings, which felt as if they just kept her stuck in place, as if they held her back as she couldn't stop but hope that Oscar might someday reciprocate them.

She had to stop thinking about him. What was done was done and she couldn't change it.

Only... Did she really wanted to stop?

Maybe, maybe she could've bear the pain. Maybe she could've tried harder and their friendship would work out.

This is getting nowhere.

There was no way she would've been able to continue being just friends with him, she knew that.

Jeanette took a deep breath, trying to make sense of the chaos swirling inside her, to organize the thoughts screaming at her from every side and corner of her into place and order.

From this second, she will not give him any of her love for anymore. For real this time.

She will not let him live in her mind and she will not let him make her heart bounce senselessly and painfully.

She will not take it anymore.

She will not.

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