𝐒𝐎𝐋𝐀́𝐍𝐀 𝐓𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐎𝐑
📍𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐍 , 𝐍𝐄𝐖 𝐘𝐎𝐑𝐊
"So what are you suggesting I don't let him see his daughter?" I questioned Maya as she lays her head on my shoulder.
She sighs, "I mean duh, look what he did to you." She hints at my eye.
I couldn't just take away his rights to see Egypt because she's his baby too. Plus ion got time for him to be bashing me on social media and calling me bitter.
Even though I have every right to be bitter.
"He was drinking and Maya I'm sure he didn't mean to do this to me." I assured her, "Plus I was in the wrong for kissing Nas."
She looked at me in disbelief. "it doesn't matter if you were wrong or not he has no right to put his hand on you. You're not his punching bag you should've sent him back to where he just came from."
I really should've called his damn probation officer. Den the whole hood would've been mad at me.
"I understand Maya but what me and him got going on have nothing to do with our daughter."
She scoffed. "Bitch you wayy better than me. Because I would've have that nigga on knees begging to see his daughter especially if he fucked up my pretty ass face."
I rolled my eyes at her getting out of my bed and sitting in front of my mirror. Examining my eye I truly felt disgusted.
He almost had an heart attack when Devin hit me just to turn around and do the same thing.
Honestly I don't want anything to do with him if it's not containing our daughter.
Maya then comes up from behind me and kisses my cheek while I stare at myself.
"You still a sexy mama, and if you want me to stab that nigga just give me the words."
I laughed shaking my head at her. "No Amaya you don't have to stab anyone. Kay will get his one way or another."
"Mhm well if you change yo mind just let me know. I been wanting to close that damn gap in his mouth."
Oh she have no idea how bad I want her to do it.
But for now I think we should just leave the situation alone.
"I'm not gone change my mind Maya, are you forgetting that's still my baby daddy?" I stated laughing and she mugged me.
"I ain't forgot and it's not because he yo baby daddy it's because you still love Sir. gappinton the first."
"Where did the nickname come from?" I questioned her and she just shrugged, "I made it up now answer my question. Do you still love him?"
Did I still love him? Yes of course this dude killed a nigga for trying to harm me. He even gave me my daughter, I'm going to always have love in my heart for Kay.
Even though he's done me dirty so many times. That If I counted on my hand how many times I'd run out of fingers.
That's not the point though we also had some good times together that I will most definitely cherish forever.
Now I just need to focus on my daughter and myself. Maybe we'll get ourselves together and be able to be together again but that won't be happening no time soon.
"Yes Maya I still love him. You can't fall out of love with someone over night."
She crossed her arms at me. "Alright Solána I just want best for you as your bestie. I think you should just focus on you and Egypt you're a mother now all this childish nonsense between y'all gotta stop."
"I know that Maya and that's the plan." I responded and she raised an eyebrow at me.
"Okay then say it with me!" She exclaimed and I confusingly looked at her.
"Say what?"
"Say Fuck Kevin just to get him out yo system."
"Maya I am not saying tha-"
"Say it because if you don't that means you're not serious." She snapped and begins to count down.
"Fuck Kevin!" We said in sync and she claps before giving me a kiss on the cheek
"Okay I gotta go baby mama, Kenzo and this new girl Miyaa v need dey nails done for a music video."
I nodded at her getting up to walk her to the door.
She gives me one last hug before walking out. After that I went into the living to find something to watch.
I didn't have anything planned for today, other then waiting on my mama to bring Egypt home.
I'm going to have to hurry up and do something with this eye before that time comes.
While I was washing dishes somebody knocks on my door. I frowned checking my watch making sure it wasn't the time for my mama to bring back Egypt.
Answering the door Kay stood holding flowers and four bandz. Snatching the gifts out his hand I try closing the door.
"Hollon damn." He pushes it back open.
He steps towards me lifting my face up by my chin. Examining the work he did the night before made his face soften.
I pushed him off of me in anger. "Don't touch me why are you here Kevin?"
He mugged me before sitting down on the couch.
"Could you chill out I came to talk to yo ass like a civilized human being."
"Kay I think you're passed being a civilized human being. Look what the fuck you did to me." I pointed to my eye and he shook his head.
I don't know if he thinks bringing me gifts will make everything better or what.
But it won't.
"Look mane sitcho ass down and hear me out!" He exclaimed getting all loud.
I quickly sat down far away from him on the other side of the couch.
"Bro bring yo ass over here and stop being childish you see I'm trying to apologize."
He takes a deep breath before speaking. "Look Solána I know apologizing won't make you wanna be with me."
"It won't."
He glared at me before carrying on where he left off.
"I was high off drugs and shit last night but that still no excuse for what I to did you. I was angry about the situation but instead of snapping on you I should've listened to yo side of the story." He finished off what he was saying scratching the back of his neck.
I took a minute to process his apology it really seemed genuine.
But I can't just go back to him like that.
"Kay, I forgive you but we still can't be together."
"I understan-"
"No I don't think you do." I cut him off. "We can't be selfish anymore we have a daughter to think about, as much as I want her to grow up in a home that's not broken I know it's not going to happen."
"We can always start over stop trying to make this shit complicated."
"I'm not making it complicated Kay you are. You're not going to stop your ways, don't you think I'm tired of being lied too and cheated on?"
"I'm gone change." He assured me, "Even if it takes us taking a break from each-other I'm gone show you I'm worth yo love gangsta bro."
"Actions speak louder than words Kevin."
He smirks at me, "So dat mean you don't want the gifts I brought you?"
I side eyed him.
"Oh no I'm keeping he money and the flowers. You put me through hell I actually deserve a 100k."
He sucks his teeth at me. "Ight I gotchu cash or you wanna go shopping?"
Ohh he for real?
"I wanna go shopping and you gotta buy me anything I want for causing me pain and suffering." I laid back on his lap and he laughs.
"Chill I done told yo ass I'm sorry." He kisses around the area on my bruised eye frowning.
"Damn mami I needa stay off that shit I can't believe I did this to you."
"Self awareness is the best awareness." I told him and he leans down and kisses me.
Melting into the kiss I reached down to his undo belt.
Suddenly someone knocks on my door making us jump apart. I completely forgot my mama was bringing back Egypt.
"Kay could you please go get E from my mama I don't want her to see me like this." I pleaded with him.
He nodded as I got up and and ran to my room.
I peeped out the room and watched him exchange a friendly greeting with my mama.
"Hey Kevin where's Sol?" I heard her ask him as he takes a very vocal Egypt out her arms. She seemed to have a lot to say since coming back from her grandma.
I laid in the bed watching Tv as Kay wraps up his conversation with my mama and brings Egypt in room kissing her cheek.
I smiled as he lays her beside me.
"Hey my baby mama missed you." I talked in a baby voice leaning down and giving her a kiss on the cheek.
She grins kicking her leg.
"Nah chill don't be puttin ya lips on my daughter ion know where yo mouth be." Kay jokes and I gave him an BOMBASTIC side eye.
"Umm Kay if anything I shouldn't be letting you kiss her. You be kissing and prolly eating them dirty bitches you fuck with out."
He sucked his teeth at what I said.
"Nah ion even kiss dem bitches or eat them out. You the only girl I do that shit to."
"Mhm."
"Yoo stop playing wimme."
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