I've been choking on the truths of my life,
still I'm not ready to swallow
In moments like these I don't think I'll ever be,
not now not ever
It eats me up,
I freeze in shock
Breathe breathe breathe,
work work work
Everyone else does it fine,
so why can't I?
Why is it so easy for everyone else to be happy,
while my life stays tacky?
I work 10x harder then everyone else,
to get the same or worse results
Eat it up that's the story of my life,
I tell myself once again