(I feel like these titles keep getting longer just me?)
Narrator
He came to tell you he was home when he heard soft sobbing from within your room, he softly knocked on your door before entering.
"Hey, honeybunches what's the matter." Narrator spoke softly as he sat on your bed to comfort you
You looked at him teary eyed and almost immediately lashed out..at yourself
"I swear I'm so fucking weak I'm here crying over a video game! Because I can't fucking complete this! What is wrong with me..." The tears streaming down your face in defeat, pity, and self loathing
"Hey hey hey it's okay we all struggle in game sometimes, and sometimes we get frustrated it's okay" narrator said pulling you into his lap
He gently rubbed your back as an attempt to calm you down
"Do you want me to help you?" Narrator questioned
You nodded softly and handed him your switch, he took the switch from within your grasp and you watched him struggle to beat the boss you were irritated about.
You smiled at him
"Easy isn't it?" You smirked
He playfully glared at you and finally beat the boss, you both threw your hands up in victory before hugging for a moment
"Thank you. " you said with full sincerity
"You're welcome honeybunches" narrator said kissing your forehead before getting up and handing your switch back
"Don't hesitate to ask for help okay?" Narrator added before leaving
Josh
Josh had just finished recording and he knew he had been recording for a very long time so he decided to check on you.
He went up to your door and heard a soft sharp sob, his heart already ached before knocking and stepping into your room.
"Hey...hey, bunny.. What's wrong
y/n?" Josh questioned as he sat next to you
You scooted away, your knees pulled up to your chest, Josh looked down.
"I wasn't trying to ignore you or leave you alone I promise, bunny" Josh explained
"You don't know what it's like to be alone" you mumbled
"I know...im sorry" Josh said scooting closer to you
You didn't move and Josh pulled you closer to him gently, everything hitting you at once and you clung to Josh tightly, giving him a tight hug.
Josh hugged back and gently rubbed your back letting you sob into his shoulder.
"I would never leave you, y/n. I promise" Josh swore as he held your trembling body.
Nothing came out of your lips but sobs, Josh stayed with you the entire time, everytime you lashed out at him or sobbed for his comfort he was there for you that day.
Nobody not even yourself understood why you were upset, but Josh was there.
Juicy
Juicy had ordered more weird plushies for some reason and he wanted to show them off to you
He walked up to your door and knocked, suddenly you went silent and he opened the door.
You looked suspiciously normal like sitting on your bed facing the door doing absolutely nothing normal. You quickly wiped your face and he noticed
"Sweetheart what's wrong?" Juicy dropped everything
"Nothing dad I'm okay" you said a hint of pain in your voice
"No, something is wrong what is it?" Juicy narrowed his eyes
You huffed and harshly passed your phone to him where he could see you were receiving hate on Instagram for existing.
Juicy narrowed his eyes and then looked up at your teary eyed face, his face immediately softened and he pulled you in for a hug
"It's okay, baby brush"
"It's not okay everyone hates me just for..just for being alive!" You blurted out making juicy sigh sadly
"I'm your dad and I don't hate you whatever those losers are saying arnt worth our time and definitely isn't worth losing time together over it!" Juicy declared
You didn't say anything and just sat there in juicys arms, juicy just cradled you, feeling bad about this all happening for no good reason.
Juicy eventually kissed your forehead and went to record but instead of a funny vr video or some weird ass games, he decided to address the situation which resulted in all the boys also addressing the situation and calling people out.
It made you feel embarrassed but kind of special
Eddie
Eddie came into your room to ask what you wanted to eat and he found you curled up in bed crying
"Conejito...(google translated) what's wrong?" Eddie came to your side quickly
You didn't hide it well but you were in immense pain, clutching your arm like it would murder the next person it touched.
"I'm fine" you said pain stinging in every word
Your back turned to Eddie he pulled you to face him and noticed the stab mark in your upper left arm
"Y/n m/n l/n what the fuck happened?!" Eddie said fear and worry dripping off of every word
"It's fine" you winced
"No it's not!" Eddies voice rose
Eddie quickly scooped you up and drove you to the hospital where they had to preform surgery on you, he was anxious and called the boys freaking out.
"Boys my child is in the emergency room" eddies voice broke with tears threatening to spill
The boys tried to comfort him but Eddie quickly ended the call as the nurse came out to tell him you were ready for visitors, the boys understood.
Eddie quickly knelt down to your side
"How are you feeling, niño/niña?" Eddie questioned
You smiled softly and closed your eyes blinking longly before stating
"I'm tired"
"I know, I'll be here for you" Eddie smiled worryingly
You smiled again before passing out, Eddie stayed with you in the hospital until you could go home. He comforted you every chance he could.
Mully
Mully knocked on your door before opening it and saw you vaping heavily with tears streaming down your face.
"Y/n what the fuck are you doing?" Mully stated loudly before snatching your vape
You didn't do anything but blow smoke out of your mouth from the puff before he took it.
"Answer me y/n"
"Bsf/n (best friends name) died." You stated flatly
Mully stern expression changed immediately
"Oh...dovey...im so sorry" mully set the vape on your bedside table before sitting next to your body
"It's not your fault" you stated all your emotion draining from your face
The silence was loud before a sharp sob left your lips
"I really loved them" you sobbed
Mully pulled you into his lap and gently swayed with you
"I know, dove...i know" mully felt guilty for yelling at you at first
Nothing but your sobs in mully arms were heard for the next few days, you never did fully recover.
"It's okay" mully softened his voice as you just sat there unable to feel anything other than sorrow.
(Not me tearing up 😭👍)
(Anyways I had no clue where I was going with this 1173 words)